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haha I could never confuse BHM and TLM, they're utterly different, one comes across as plump and irrepressibly buoyant, the other dangerously thin with moodswings.
 
I can't imagine what would happen if I got into raw benzo powder. Especially phenaz or etiz as they are so potent. In fact I don't do benzos at all now. I have a pack of Valium. I'd like to take a few every now and then but I had WDs off extended binges before and I'm afraid to re-trigger them.

D you not suffer benzo WDs MDB?
 
I've also had WDs off etizolam binges and they don't seem to be retriggered by occasional moderate use.

That isn't meant as a green light to go daft though ;)
 
no i dont suffer benzo wds cos i never stop taking them, :)

I am making efforts to get them back under control though. IF anthing im going to cut my bupe taper even harder and faster than my original 3 week plan (mainly sos i dont kill the magic once and for all tbh - any motivation is a motivation and that's a damn strong one for me). Im already down to 0.75 and thats way ahead of schedule. One more day on that, and I'll be on 0.5.

I will try to do something about the benzos afterwards.

I'm off out speed dating tomorrow night; as i havent felt so happy and self-assured for many a year i may as well take advantage of feeling so good, and see if i can muster any musterings of charm from any part of my psyche. If you feel good, it comes easier, and positivity spreads. Im a believer.
 
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knock said:
I've also had WDs off etizolam binges and they don't seem to be retriggered by occasional moderate use.
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How long did your binges last and how long did your WDs last?

My first proper binge was after I came off methadone. I took roughly 6 mg Xanax/day for about 6-7weeks. WDs lasted ~ 3 months.

My other "binge" was after a week back on the H. Around 3 weeks of more moderate usage. I didn't really suffer WDs (just the digestive issues and slight sleep disruption) as I started taking lyrica to deal with the anxiety/WDs etc. That was about a month ago now.

That is meant as a green light to go daft
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Nice! :D
 
Good luck with the speed dating MDB. I too sometimes have confidence issues with girls. The hard partisan starting up a conversation/approaching a girl you do not know, especially in a bar or nightclub environment. Once I get started I have no problem spouting all kinds of rot :)
 
Tryptamite said:
How long did your binges last and how long did your WDs last?
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I can't remember I was on etizolam :)

I don't know, I got in the habit of sniffing the powder, and I was doing that for several weeks. Not every day though. But large doses, I estimate (having measured what I had left rather than what I had taken) maybe 30mg in a night with little tolerance. I ended up in hospital three times, I was drinking at the same time.

My first proper binge was after I came off methadone. I took roughly 6 mg Xanax/day for about 6-7weeks. WDs lasted ~ 3 months.
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That is a nasty punishment for such a short habit! I think my etizolam wds only lasted a few days. Certainly there was a period of a few days after stopping an etizolam binge where I was abnormally anxious. It's hard to tell if there were long-term effects because I was abusing a lot of drugs, and stopped a few of them, I had unpleasant effects (nasty dizzy spells) for a few months that I put down to SSRI withdrawal, but it could have been etizolam withdrawal, or kratom dependence, or indeed the effects of other random chemicals :D Taking kratom helped, but I've had the same thing since while on kratom.
 
Painless. Works almost immediately, but I think it works pretty fast by all ROAs. Don't do this at home. If you have a quantity of powder and you weigh out a dose and sniff it, you come to the next day having wrecked your house and your life, and wonder what went wrong. Then you look at what's left of your stash and it all adds up. Far too easy to redose while amnesic. The only half-way sensible thing to do with benzo powder is to dissolve it in PG and use liquid measurement. For me that means going into the fridge, getting the bottle out, assembling a pipette and using fine motor control. All things I'm likely to fail at after my first dose.
 
knock said:
Painless. Works almost immediately, but I think it works pretty fast by all ROAs. Don't do this at home. If you have a quantity of powder and you weigh out a dose and sniff it, you come to the next day having wrecked your house and your life, and wonder what wrong. Then you look at what's left of your stash and it all adds up. Far too easy to redose while amnesic.
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Lol, I'll remember not to do that. Luckily I don't find etiz remotely recreational
 
knock said:
No, I don't find it recreational either! Doesn't mean it's not habit forming.
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Yep. Good point well made. I've got about 50 pellets left and so far I'm only taking them if I need to which isn't very often. Hopefully I can avoid going over the top on them!
 
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