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I don't like how I feel, and I don't remember what it's like to wake up and be happy; really, actually happy. As in, not remembering all the things I wish didn't exist, or hadn't happened.

Or wanting more drugs.

 

find something that makes you happy. Real happiness isn't incredibly easy to come by but you can put your mind to it and make goals for yourself and stuff like that.

do you like animals? animals make me happy

 

find something that makes you happy. Real happiness isn't incredibly easy to come by but you can put your mind to it and make goals for yourself and stuff like that.

do you like animals? animals make me happy

Wolves are my favorite animal, i've always wanted a hybrid as a pet, for as long as I can remember

 

I've even heard of people having pet wolves, this guy I met while snowboarding has a pet wolf named wolfy lol

but honestly it's ridiculous how much animals make me happy, I had two cats stay at my house for a week because I had a mouse problem. Within a week they were really friendly with me and would greet me every time I came in the house and like walk all around my legs purring and stuff haha they were great.

I read terrence mckenna's 'true hallucinations' and in the beginning he talks about this guy back in the late 60s who wants to travel to the amazon with him but he always brings his absurd amount of exotic pet animals with him everywhere so it becomes too much of a hassle.

I wanna be that guy haha I wanna get all the exotic pets like a kinkajou or possibly a binturong or a sugar glider