Hello all,
Let me start by saying I was an opiate addict for about 6 years, then stopped for 5 until recently started dabbling for the past two weeks (the plan is to stop tomorrow, all set and ready). Anyone near Massachusetts might want to pay close attention...
Yesterday was an incredibly scary day for me. Since I wasn't messing around with drugs for many years, I didn't have any connects or ways to get it, so I have been going through this one girl and overpaying like crazy, but that is fine. Well, shes been getting some very good strong dope, basically NYC white stamped bags, until yesterday....her guy wasn't around so she used another person who she said was reliable, and let's just say I'm incredibly lucky to be ALIVE...
These bags were marked "New Order" in a fancier material baggy, along with that masked face from a popular movie (damn I cant think of the name...). These bags are most definitely pure fentanyl. Since they were a new type of bag I haven't seen (seems like I tried 5 different stamps in the two weeks and all the material was the same, and basically thought this would be too), I tasted it and only tried one. As soon as I started feeling the rush, the first thought that went through my head was...oh my god, I might die here...it was that strong. I've seen the flyers around here stating that carfentanyl and fentanyl laced heroin has been causing a lot of deaths, and im sure most of the regular dope around here has a little fent, but I really think these bags were pure fent. Or maybe laced with some carfentanyl? I would not know how to tell the difference whatsoever. So, after a full night of staying away and nodding so hard my neck hurt, and being afraid to fall asleep all night...I didnt have anything else the next day so I tried a little more, this time I thought a quarter of a bag would be okay...considering I did just over 1 bag before. Well again, it rocked me so hard that I'm pretty sure I had a hallucination 1 minute after, where I thought I had dropped a lit cigarette under my computer...but I didn't even have cigarettes at the time, and I swear I looked for 10 minutes. Well that gets me to today, where I dissolved a whole bag in 40 CC's of water, and have been doing 5 CC' shots....and still a good rush. It doesn't have very long legs this way, which leads me to believe its mostly fent. This is some seriously scary shit...I was worried about the girl who got it for me, and ANYONE else out there who might have bought them, because this is 100% death waiting to happen. Now I don't know if this was a mistake by a random dealer who had NO IDEA what they were doing, or there was some miscommunication. Or maybe these were made purposely, but its fucked up. I'd almost rather trade them in for the regular shit, I know some of you are probably like wtf enjoy it...but seriously, in over 6 years of doing dope, I've never come that close to death.
Hopefully people in the area take it slow and know what they are getting, I just wanted to throw this out there. Is there anyone that can help me confirm whether this was just laced with too much fent, or carfent? Like I said, today is my last day fucking around, luckily I'm on methadone and this knocked some sense back into me.
Let me start by saying I was an opiate addict for about 6 years, then stopped for 5 until recently started dabbling for the past two weeks (the plan is to stop tomorrow, all set and ready). Anyone near Massachusetts might want to pay close attention...
Yesterday was an incredibly scary day for me. Since I wasn't messing around with drugs for many years, I didn't have any connects or ways to get it, so I have been going through this one girl and overpaying like crazy, but that is fine. Well, shes been getting some very good strong dope, basically NYC white stamped bags, until yesterday....her guy wasn't around so she used another person who she said was reliable, and let's just say I'm incredibly lucky to be ALIVE...
These bags were marked "New Order" in a fancier material baggy, along with that masked face from a popular movie (damn I cant think of the name...). These bags are most definitely pure fentanyl. Since they were a new type of bag I haven't seen (seems like I tried 5 different stamps in the two weeks and all the material was the same, and basically thought this would be too), I tasted it and only tried one. As soon as I started feeling the rush, the first thought that went through my head was...oh my god, I might die here...it was that strong. I've seen the flyers around here stating that carfentanyl and fentanyl laced heroin has been causing a lot of deaths, and im sure most of the regular dope around here has a little fent, but I really think these bags were pure fent. Or maybe laced with some carfentanyl? I would not know how to tell the difference whatsoever. So, after a full night of staying away and nodding so hard my neck hurt, and being afraid to fall asleep all night...I didnt have anything else the next day so I tried a little more, this time I thought a quarter of a bag would be okay...considering I did just over 1 bag before. Well again, it rocked me so hard that I'm pretty sure I had a hallucination 1 minute after, where I thought I had dropped a lit cigarette under my computer...but I didn't even have cigarettes at the time, and I swear I looked for 10 minutes. Well that gets me to today, where I dissolved a whole bag in 40 CC's of water, and have been doing 5 CC' shots....and still a good rush. It doesn't have very long legs this way, which leads me to believe its mostly fent. This is some seriously scary shit...I was worried about the girl who got it for me, and ANYONE else out there who might have bought them, because this is 100% death waiting to happen. Now I don't know if this was a mistake by a random dealer who had NO IDEA what they were doing, or there was some miscommunication. Or maybe these were made purposely, but its fucked up. I'd almost rather trade them in for the regular shit, I know some of you are probably like wtf enjoy it...but seriously, in over 6 years of doing dope, I've never come that close to death.
Hopefully people in the area take it slow and know what they are getting, I just wanted to throw this out there. Is there anyone that can help me confirm whether this was just laced with too much fent, or carfent? Like I said, today is my last day fucking around, luckily I'm on methadone and this knocked some sense back into me.