I've been using dextroamphetamine for recreational purposes for about a year now, but only in the past, say, 4 months or so, I've been using it on a regular basis (weekly/biweekly). I've been noticing over the past few times that I've started feeling stranger and stranger while on it. I've been feeling less and less like myself while high and I'm not digging it.
I'm wondering if I'm approaching stimulant psychosis. My thoughts have been getting further and further from my sober sensibilities; I'm not hallucinating or paranoid, but I would say that I've noticed a deterioration/extreme deviation in my emotional state while rollin'. It's like I'm not getting the same dexie high as before.
Generally I take 30-45mg every 7-14 days. I would say that I've never done it more than once every 5-6 days, and haven't gone more than 20 days without it in the last few months. Therefore, I don't think 'over use' is the issue... but that's what I'm asking.
After medium to longer term pharmaceutical grade amphetamine use, does the magic disappear even if the use is relatively infrequent? Or is my mind playing tricks on me?
I'm wondering if I'm approaching stimulant psychosis. My thoughts have been getting further and further from my sober sensibilities; I'm not hallucinating or paranoid, but I would say that I've noticed a deterioration/extreme deviation in my emotional state while rollin'. It's like I'm not getting the same dexie high as before.
Generally I take 30-45mg every 7-14 days. I would say that I've never done it more than once every 5-6 days, and haven't gone more than 20 days without it in the last few months. Therefore, I don't think 'over use' is the issue... but that's what I'm asking.
After medium to longer term pharmaceutical grade amphetamine use, does the magic disappear even if the use is relatively infrequent? Or is my mind playing tricks on me?
