Damned Lucid Dreams

Just when I thought that I had my dreams under control my dreams bite me in the arse. They are telling me what I already know. I put it under NSFW to save space on the page, so you'll only see it if you want to. Its a little interesting and gets into my psyche, I guess my brain is giving me a nudge. Can one nudge back and tell it to fuck off? Like I haven't TRIED resolving all that is being told in the dream. It is a double ended dream, because some could mean one aspect in my life but I suspect it's just the obvious.
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NSFW:

1. Emotions expressed in dreams is a way for people to act out their feelings which they would not normally express if they were awake. This provides a "safe" outlet for these emotions instead of letting them be pent up.

2. If the man is known to you, then the dream may reflect you feelings and concerns you have about him.

3. To dream that you are sad, suggests that you need to learn from your disappointments and make yourself happy. Try not to dwell on the negative. The dream may be a reflection of how you are feeling in your waking life.

4. To dream that you or others are smiling, signifies that you are pleased with your achievements and approve of the decisions you have made. You will be rewarded for the good things you've done for others. Alternatively, you may be seeking for something or someone that will make you happy.

5. If the wind is blowing through your hair, then it signifies freedom to express uninhibited feelings. You are "letting your hair down".

6. To dream that you are walking with ease, signifies a slow, but steady progress toward your goals. You are moving through life in a confident manner. Consider your destination.

7. To see others fighting in your dream, suggests that you are unwilling to acknowledge your own problems and turmoil. You are not taking any responsibility or initiative in trying to resolve issues in your waking life.

8. To hear running water in your dream, denotes meditation, reflection and pondering of your thoughts and emotions.

What would two guys fighting in a hole where a water main broke and water is gushing out and they are soaked?? HUh?? I hate "dream interperters" that only use cookie cutter definitions.

9. To see friends in your dream, signifies aspects of your personality that you have rejected, but are ready to incorporate and acknowledge these rejected aspects of yourself. The relationships you have with those around you are important in learning about yourself. Additionally, this symbol foretells of happy tidings from them and the arrival of good news.�

To see your friends, saddened and troubled, in your dream, signifies sickness and distress upon them.

Q: what if you see said male friend happy at first then getting his ass kicked and sad not 2 minutes later by a large football (american) type male, exploding water, soaking wet, fight ends and you help him up. Then he walks away but he's dry and you try and follow him but lose him walking inside a University with a backpack on....?

Most of this is given but little things of that are not and it fustrates me that I can't understand the full meaning.

Backpack usually means a burden of some type, walking with ease means the above but walking away and not being able to see the expression on his face (except when I first helped him and his face looked sad/"useless" type look).

Why can't I find a good dream interpertation online. BAH! useless interwebz! LOL

From: www.dreammoods.com
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Though my dream "wish" was not even for me, I do wish it comes true and not for me for the person that it was intended for. I must tell you seeing said person in BLUE jeans and a BLUE jean denim shirt and shorter hair and his fucking eye glasses finally on....well if that's what to come, then YAY! he needs that. Plus it makes him look good, he looked healthy weight, and drug free.

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Myself, I am doing good. Fustrated a little with my ex and the lack of honesty and responsibility and signing the agreement papers to get this over with NOW. My medication is going ok, its not helping that much which needs addressing and I think it's making me angry more than anything.

I am not abusing any medication or ATOD. I have cut out caffine sadly LOL i will miss my cola but my health is more important. I have never been super into chocolate, so that is easy to cut out. I now have been stimulant free for 3 days.

I am running out of Clonazepam but I am not concearned as I am going to try and get off of them anyhow, as I see myself becoming too reliant on them and I could forsee an addiction forming.

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That Geneology show "Who Do You Think You Are" was actually pretty good. Its making me think I should get back into it seriously and stop being a chepo and putting money into my ancestry.com account so I can actually find shit out. Really even without the money input, to just put more effort and stop being so lazy.

I'm doing okay but I wish my dream would fuck off and let me forget it by time I wake up.

How can one move on if I get those freaking dreams. well at least it wasn't a sex dream this time LOL
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I might cut my hair today if the other lazy ass can stop being lazy and do it. I'll post a pic later tonight if I do.

Well, I need to get on with the day and "try to improve myself day by day" 8)