Damn you temazepam

Last nite i got my script for temazepam. I got 15mg and a bottle of thirty. My man got a six pack of mikes hard and then 4 of those big cans of mikes hard. I started with a does of 60mg and started drinking. I had my friend come over and chill (she didnt drink or take any pills). My boyfriend started to be all noddy (he started with 90mgs). We were trying to decide what to do, so we choose to go to the local college dorms and chill. That's all I remember.
My bf was asleep I apparently wrote him a note telling him I was going to the dorms with my friend. I dont remember ever leaving my apartment. I dont remember coming back.
I woke up today at around eleven and i discovered that all my temazepam was gone and I had taken 17 pills (225mgs) and i drank all the booze my bf had got. I feel like shit and now I'm drinking coffee and smoking cigs to try to get the feeling that i want to die out of my system. Hopefully my weed will get here soon and i can take bong hits all day. Worst/first benzo black out. NOT FUN

 

Ummm... that's not really temazepam's fault, you know!

There's no point saying "damn you temazepam!" when you chose to abuse it.

 

The point was to abuse it...

 

I figured that. But when you take 225mg's, horrible blackouts are bound to happen. You're lucky you didn't land yourself in hospital, or worse. But I'm not ragging on you... I used to abuse mazzies too. Just be careful.

 

Haha thats what happened to me the first time I took temazepam live and learn and all that good shit.

 

Sweet P has a point.

By the way, you are lucky to get a moderate dosage of temazepam. If I were you, I would only take half a capsule's worth at a time. That's enough for great effects for me. At 15mg, I black out myself (without taking ethanol, just the benzo by itself!).

But at least you can try to have more fun with the rest of the temazepam, without alcohol, so you don't black out and can enjoy it more. Be careful and stay safe!