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yesterday,
70mg methadone
8mg diclazepam
ONE bong (now weedless)

despite getting some money 2day im considering not getting any gear - as an alternative im considering rejoining the human race and going to the local pub tomorrow - im currently considering obtaining an rc stimulant - ive only ever used speed and coke and dont like drinking alcohol in public without a stim. Im currently looking at 3 fluorophenmetrazine and will be looking for some advise with regards to roa and associated dosages
 
If you have had your 70mls of meth today spending your doe on gear would be a pure waste. And you're on the juice meant to be staying off the gear, on the blockage dose to. Best staying off it. Sadly I don't know any RC stims don't fuck with those. Once a upon a time I liked good coke. But gear has my full attention now. As you will know.

Today for breakfast. I had my daily g dropped at 9;40 messed about with a few lines to get me well.

Then on to the pollen. Which is nice stuff. AP stamped 100g bars. Only a lick of a flame is need and you have easily have enough for a joint, I even get a joint and a bong done with one spread. Very enjoyable stone with that mixed in with the gear its nice. I prefer smoking hash daily because of the gear. Don't get me wrong I still love my green and do still get a nice strain to puff but with using the hash just goes along easier for me. Before the gear days I was a green person, loved it. Gear defo changes you.

So h and pollen for me today, have been of diazies for a while now. Life was too crazy with benzos added in. I have access to them any time I want basically but I chose not to use them anymore. For the sake of my life lol
 
Today I've only had 80mg oxycodone (script pick up day tomorrow)

Luckily my saviour of an ex gf / best mate helped me out with another 20mg diazepam and strip of etizest etizolam...the 2 blues were chewed there and then and I'm half way through my blister of etiz.

Pick up 40mg done later. Ahhh, one day closer to payday!
 
8mgs roboxetine - side note: i'm prescribed this for psychosis, GAD, PD, MDD and its doing absolutely nothing? plus its giving me insomnia, might be switching to aripriprazole or olanzepine. anyone currently prescribed anti-psyches, i'm not sure if i wanna go on them? i feel like diazepam is the only thing that works for me currently.
10mgs busiprone
150mgs modafinil
8 units of alcohol
5mgs diazepam
point of H that i found lying around (how do i keep losing this shit?)

supposed to be doing my dissertation bwaa:(
 
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fightingthetoot said:
If you have had your 70mls of meth today spending your doe on gear would be a pure waste. And you're on the juice meant to be staying off the gear, on the blockage dose to. Best staying off it. Sadly I don't know any RC stims don't fuck with those. Once a upon a time I liked good coke. But gear has my full attention now. As you will know.

Today for breakfast. I had my daily g dropped at 9;40 messed about with a few lines to get me well.

Then on to the pollen. Which is nice stuff. AP stamped 100g bars. Only a lick of a flame is need and you have easily have enough for a joint, I even get a joint and a bong done with one spread. Very enjoyable stone with that mixed in with the gear its nice. I prefer smoking hash daily because of the gear. Don't get me wrong I still love my green and do still get a nice strain to puff but with using the hash just goes along easier for me. Before the gear days I was a green person, loved it. Gear defo changes you.

So h and pollen for me today, have been of diazies for a while now. Life was too crazy with benzos added in. I have access to them any time I want basically but I chose not to use them anymore. For the sake of my life lol
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If i can use gear infrquently enough (once a week average) i can still get twisted, especially if i save my gear for a ,sunday when i can go 36 hours without meth by skipping my take homes. its almost unbelievable but if you look back through this thread it states that i got a decent mash off gear on a few days. it would stop working if i carried on but what i hhavnt told my doctor is that 70mls isnt quite blocking me.... (shush -i cant deal with a raise - thats an xtra 10mls to climb down from after)

yesterdays damage...
70mg methadone
1.25mg flubromazolam
gram extremely po weeed

you are right FTT, but i cant abide those who currently still use telling me i should abstain completely while on a maintenance treatment (if i was doing a reduction it would be different). you shoud know better m8, you have the same tastes as me
 
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Are you honest with your drug worker about yourvarious using on top?

Today it will be 240mg dnhc, 20 mg citalopram and 150mg diclofenac.
 
THECATINTHEHAT said:
Are you honest with your drug worker about yourvarious using on top?

Today it will be 240mg dnhc, 20 mg citalopram and 150mg diclofenac.
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Yes, if you cant be honest with ur keyworker then your wasting half the service. Since ive been in treatment my street gear use has reduced by over 95%, i give consistently clean samples, untill im on a methadone reduction im still a full on opiate addict so theres not alot people can say to me having the odd bag.
 
GarageFlower said:
Today I've had;

40mg methadone
An 80mg Oxy and a 20mg OXY chewed up together
80mg oxycodone oxynorm liquid and got another 80mg of oxycodone liquid which I shall indulge in soon

That's basically my daily drug use. Got some benzos coming tomorrow so they'll be thrown into the mix :)

Not payday until Tuesday though so no Heroin or other treats until then, though I am trying to cut back on the gear and stone!
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Add to that 7.5mg zopiclone a day for 2 weeks, though I've taken two already!

I'm scripted 150mg Trazadone but the stuff makes me feel like utter shite! Supposedly a hypnotic too but has the reverse effect for me can't sleep for shit on it. Need to see my GP and get it changed, Im suffering more with anxiety than depression now any suggestions?
 
keeping said:
8mgs roboxetine - side note: i'm prescribed this for psychosis, GAD, PD, MDD and its doing absolutely nothing? plus its giving me insomnia, might be switching to aripriprazole or olanzepine. anyone currently prescribed anti-psyches, i'm not sure if i wanna go on them? i feel like diazepam is the only thing that works for me currently.
10mgs busiprone
150mgs modafinil
8 units of alcohol
5mgs diazepam
point of H that i found lying around (how do i keep losing this shit?)

supposed to be doing my dissertation bwaa:(
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I'm always well jealous of people who find drugs!!!

The only time I've found any drugs is a single intas etizolam in the bottom of a JD bag

And a bag of heroin stashed in my wallet that I must have put there when I was blacked out, coz I wouldn't have forgot about a bag of brown any other way!!
 
Finding drugs youv lost is great. You always remember them days. I have never lost any smack always have managed to keep that close regardless, though my mate lost 500 quid worth one time that is another story. I have found weed loads that's the main one I find. Once though I found bangin coke I had lost a little while before that I was passing it on. 30 quid for a .15g was bangin stuff and I found 5, and I was skint and on my arse at the time rattling. So as you can imagine I was sorted for a day or two.

Today ; gear and pollen. Had a few zops last night. There is 4 left she maybe give me them, probs not though lol my bird uses pills and stuff what they are for lol doesn't abuse them the party pooper and she gave me 10 last night cos I have never tried them before even getting that was solid and she only got a strip of her doctor to help sleep. Hope she can get em on the reg doubt it though cos when she even got the strip they where saying they where really addictive. Life in hope ... Nah am not that bad only took em last night because they where there. Junkie ting ...
 
I once found a bag of smack on the carpet without trying on day one of attempting to quit after unsuccessfully searching the floor pretty much on a daily basis for months beforehand. Needless to say I took it.
 
today = 2 joints, 8mg diclazepam and a few beers
need to try and not get too fond of these RC benzos. they're going to my girlfriend for safe keeping after tonight
 
Accidentally hoofed some cocaine last night (after 12 so still counts).
Some GABA supplements and caffeine furthermore
 
this will probably be my final entry in this thread, looking back over the last week ive kept an accurate diary of what ive actually taken, and im quite disgusted. I did have an extra bit of money to play with, so I wouldnt be able to keep this up, but i have been greedy and i need to give the benzos a rest for a week or 2

yesterday,
70mg methadone
5mg clonazolam
1 gram po weed
 
My usual, I'm assuming 3 mg subs - cause I just have a 2 mg n break another 2 mg in half. Seeing key worker n if she has not reduced my prescription to 4 mg I will be walking out n not returning, let someone who needs the treatments get it.

Evey
 
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