I've decided to give up on dating for a while. I just don't have the time or energy really for a relationship and I'm too jaded at the moment, though I would kill for some casual sex with a compatible girl. Besides, medical school is making me its bitch. I'm really starting to believe that there really isn't someone for me out there, and now that I'm almost 30 I feel like I'm past my prime without ever really having enjoyed the crazy sexual escapades everyone else seems to have/had. Really wish I was able to have slept with more than a hand full of girls over the last 10 or 15 years but when most of 'em don't find you attractive there isn't much you can do. It gets kinda of depressing if I think about it, oh well, fuck it once I have the money to back up my game maybe things will change, a man can hope!