This all is such a mind f---. Scale still only up 1/2lb, but my (serious BBer) friend came up to me tonight and said that he could tell I'm back on the vitamins again. Libido is through the roof and I'm getting acne on my arms again.
But despite taking asin and nolva, I'm still feeling gyno activity. GF took a picture of me in a tank top and my nipples looked bad. I took her phone and deleted the picture. She liked my face in it, she got mad that I did that. We fought. Sigh. Gyno only looks bad in certain lighting, which unfortunately is the same lighting in which muscles look good.
I did have a good workout tonight, though. Have been eating too much fat this week and I really need to switch back to carbs as my body looks so much better on high carb low fat.
I'm just in my own head a lot tonight. Didn't sleep much last night, work stress, GF fighting, too many bills, poor diet choices. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.