AmorRoark
Bluelight Crew
This summer was really harsh for me. I was cutting just about every day. Now I'm back living with a roommate and I'm paranoid about my colleagues asking me about the bandaids/scabs/scars. I'm trying very very hard not to cut while here soley for that reason. I'm on day 3 right now, and, this may sound ridiculous, but I'm experiencing some sorts of withdrawal.
My wrists literally ACHE and I'm consumed in the fear that I'm going to lose my fancy for the blade. I realize this is all my fucking head but, damn, I want to cut so badly. Maybe if it's just my legs...
My wrists literally ACHE and I'm consumed in the fear that I'm going to lose my fancy for the blade. I realize this is all my fucking head but, damn, I want to cut so badly. Maybe if it's just my legs...
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