the black sun
Bluelighter
hey thought ide jsut make this thread for people who are finding it hard
to find jobs and just basically cope through this ordeal. itll be nice to have
a moan about it :D.
im finding it very hard to find a job in my home town of Scarborough UK,
it's just a dead town now. ive spoken to people who have moved up here
from London and thought it would be better up at this area of England
and they have been out of work for about 2 years since they came up.
i live on my own and have been looking for jobs for over a year to continue
my career in catering. ive obviously applied for a few up till now but they
never get back to me. i cant how ever move back home as my mum is THE
most auquad mother alive she says i cant move back home if i dont have a job,
i do have a job but its only 10 hours a week and i only have jsut about enuf
to pay for rent. this isnt enuf to go back home though, i feel if i do go home
then i will have money to save up and possibly move away from Scarborough
to a city. ive told her this and she still says no which really infuriates me as it's
a good excuse for me to properly fly from the roost which is something im more
than ready for.
so being in this dead cycle totally crushes me to the point where i can feel lost but the only way i stop it from taking over me is to listen to ugly duckling and just carry on looking for jobs.
to find jobs and just basically cope through this ordeal. itll be nice to have
a moan about it :D.
im finding it very hard to find a job in my home town of Scarborough UK,
it's just a dead town now. ive spoken to people who have moved up here
from London and thought it would be better up at this area of England
and they have been out of work for about 2 years since they came up.
i live on my own and have been looking for jobs for over a year to continue
my career in catering. ive obviously applied for a few up till now but they
never get back to me. i cant how ever move back home as my mum is THE
most auquad mother alive she says i cant move back home if i dont have a job,
i do have a job but its only 10 hours a week and i only have jsut about enuf
to pay for rent. this isnt enuf to go back home though, i feel if i do go home
then i will have money to save up and possibly move away from Scarborough
to a city. ive told her this and she still says no which really infuriates me as it's
a good excuse for me to properly fly from the roost which is something im more
than ready for.
so being in this dead cycle totally crushes me to the point where i can feel lost but the only way i stop it from taking over me is to listen to ugly duckling and just carry on looking for jobs.
