I had some pills I bought in South Florida about 2 years ago - white Sunflowers with ivory specks. I did not have an EZtest at the time. I looked the pills up on pill reports but none of the trip reports for sunflower pills sounded like what I had experienced. Note that I am a small girl and respond to things sometimes with a significant difference than other people however others took these sunflowers and generally had the same response. They were not MDMA I am sure. I have rolled many times, there was no pleasure but they hit you hard like a good roll might. There were hallucinations, but nothing like LSD hallucinations. They were more like shadows skittering around in my peripheral vision, sometimes looking like dark purple snakes and other times just looking like something moving right outside my vision. I missed half of a Cirque Du Soleil show trying to catch these shadow things in my line of vision. They seemed to be playing with me. Of all the drugs I have done, the contents of these sunflowers seemed the most like a dissociative. My vision/mental persona bounced side to side around my body like I had hammervision but was moving with it, this lasted for up to three days (I took them more than once.) Every time I took them the second day this effect seemed much worse, to the point I had much trouble walking, and looked like I was trying to cross a swaying bridge. This is hard to explain, but I could hear myself moving side to side, like a thump of a big drum, but more quietly. Although there was such a marked horizontal jitter, there was nothing speedy about these pills nor were they sleep aids. The first and second time I took them I fell asleep on them easily, although they affected my dreams in a strange way, like I carried a playful evil feeling into my dreams. My mind was clear although I had trouble speaking, I did not want to talk. I had no anxiety. I am not easily freaked out when on anything - but there was something about this state of mind that seemed heavy or evil to me, and combined with the vision part made me want to crouch when I walked, there was still a calm feeling to the "evil." There was not increased heart rate, but my eyes dialated to a most incredible extent like nothing I have ever seen, this too lasted for around 3 days. People who saw me on this begged me to wear sunglasses when I went out because there was no hiding that I was on drugs, and you could tell from quite a distance. My eyes opened wide like I was constantly surprised, with huge pupils and they would dart instead of moving smoothly, like I was very scared, it was incredible. This was probably the most noticable part of this drug - the apparent fear in my face. My eyes sunk back and dark circles came around my eyes. I stayed hydrated and as far as I know there was nothing wrong with me to cause this effect other than the sunflower. The final time I took these I threw up, although that time I had been on other pills (E) cocaine, acid, marajuana, and nitrous. That was the only time I mixed them with anything else. My fingers and toes curled up and I could not uncurl them. The only other girl that took these had the same thing happen to her, I never knew until the next morning, she didn't know it happened to me either. SHe was on no other drugs. None of the males experienced this. I'm just writing this to see if anyone has even a guess as to what these might have been. I've taken RCs and lots of other drugs, and nothing felt like this. I know this obviously isn't 'ecstasy' but I put it in this forum because they were sold as e, my apologies if the moderators have to move. Thanks for anyone's help.
