Wassup bluelighters. I just had the the suddon urge to join. Well that and the fact that I have plenty of boiling question that I have yet to find here. Well anyways I wanna tell a little about myself. Im a 19 yr old american drug user, ive been using hard drugs for 4 years now. Been smokin pot for just over 7 years...yes I was only twelve. Big deal around my group of friends. sorry im rambling. I was a sophomore in high school wen I finaly decided to do anything other than weed hallucinogens or alcohol, and my first choice outside that was ecstasy. It was breathtaking. First time with a great bean. Great people around whos only goal was to make my first roll amazing. Two weeks of everyday use and I llost the connection. On to perscription pills, my ultimate downfall. After a bad timed dentist appt and a script of hydrocodone I met my true love hydromorphone. After all the o.d.'s and great times I decided once again to give a new chem a try, now my adventure into stim's first with some research chems I found at a smokeshop. Im sure uve all heard of it, bathsalts u know the whole miami guy eatin the hobos face, well yeah. Once I did that I felt ready for wat I thought was the next step up but honestly I felt that bath salts were ur usualy better. The coke I was gettin was actually really good. I was paying an average of <snip> a gram with delivery from a town over. Some half moist fish scaley lookin ball or rock or w/e. And once I did coke I felt like I was ready for anything that fell into my lap. A little of this and a little of that turned I.to a lot then I found myself with a needle in my arm either stupidly shooting a pill such as dilaudid or rittalin or a few worse all the way to heroin a few times. Then I decided to end it. Wuthdraws were to bad and life wasnt going good so I decided that 400mg morphine should work. Longer story short I was stopped by a friend admittied to the behavioural health center and decided to start a new life. 4 months later and all I do now is occasional vicodin, bi-weekly ambien binges, daily weed smokage and rare meth use. I would still be doing ecstasy if I coulg get a reliable connect. Not I know someone who knows the dj at a rave and can get it from the bouncer kind of shit. And I dont include halluconogens in my "drug" expierience simply because I use them to learn or to get closer to myself, where as drugs are used more for fun or for no reason at all. Well thank u for reading and thank u all or making the past 4 years of my llife easier and safer
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