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crystal no longer gives me euphoria?

wolf95758

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The several times I did it a couple years ago I always had euphoria. Each time I would take a hit there would be a big rush and I would close my eyes to indulge in it. Now recently I have done it a few times one time I got it from one friend and the other three times from my other friend. Theres no rush, no euphoria, I just feel a little high and awake but not tweaked or fidgety at all. Which I like the part about not feeling super tweaked because it makes it super easy to hide the fact I am high to anyone and also the comedowns are not terrible to where usually I get pretty bad chest pains and heavy breathing on my comedowns.

Is this because the product is not good or is it because I've done it too many times and my body won't feel that euphoria ever again? I know it never is the same as your first time but i thought you at least still feel euphoria in some way? Or maybe I am doing something wrong with the way I am lighting it or hitting it but I don't think I am...seems I am doing it the same way as before.
 
Eventually if you smoke enough meth you don't really get the euphoric rush anymore, that's why hardcore tweakers always look so depressed and miserable all the time when they're not on that shit...the meth no longer gives that surge (well, smoking anyway, banging it is a whole other fucked up story), it just returns them to a baseline level of happiness.

I remember back when I did, there'd always come a point where it no longer really made me feel very good and it only succeeded in making me feel more awake. Usually that was over a couple days of sustained use though, and when that happened I'd usually just try and get some sleep.
 
I have not done meth so I can not speak from actual experience with it. If it is like cocaine, which I have done, you will be able to regain the rush and euphoria if you wait a while. For coke you have to wait until your are completely "down" before you will get a satisfying rush again, and it still wont be as good as if you wait 24 hours. The longer you wait the better but I dont think you can ruin the rush forever, eventually it will come back.

Even though I have never done meth I would put my money on bad product or technique but not destroyed brain :) Just make sure you are well rested and nourished then give it another go with good product and proper technique.
 
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