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Crossing Over into Heaven

Mr.Anderson

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Apr 13, 2010
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Tennessee
Hello All.
Ive always been an avid reader of drug forums. Whether it be Dextroverse, 4th Plateau, All those pot forums out there, but never felt like i wanted to join any. Im not sure what brought me to Blue Light, but it seems like a good fit.

I started out on Erowid when i was 13, reading expierience reports, and absorbing anything and everything i could on drugs. I smoked pot contineously for about 4 years. I changed into someone else, kinda lost my way. So i stopped. Dont get me wrong, i love weed. But I dont smoke near as frequently because i hate being a burnout.

My favorite substance hands down is DXM. Its just the best, for me anyway. It's so introspective and vivid.

I like to trip about once a week. Usually 3rd plateau, sometimes 4th.

One experience in particular was life changing. I had taken 700 mgs after an extended break from the substance. I turned on grateful dead my dark room in the comfort of my bed and suddenly felt the feeling of levitatinng. And i was thrust into a world of darkness. But floated towards a large fountain with a glowing cross on it. (Ive never been religious) I kneeled in front of it and looked into the water coming from it. I reached deep into it and felt a pull towards it. Then a deep, knowing voice told me to bathe in it.

So.. Without hesitation i got in. I was sucked deep into the water and sunk quickly. I finally reached the bottom, and the water was gone. I was laying vertically on a beach. I saw a young girl, with familiar eyes. The girl was my grandmother, whos house im currently staying at. She looked stunning and happy. And she told me she was going to pass, quite soon, and wanted me to know she was happy, and where she always wanted to be.. the beach.

My grandma's only been to the beach once in her life. But shes told me its her favorite place. She's still alive, and im happy to know that she will spend her time there when her time here is done. This experience changed the way i live life everyday!

I looove DXM!:):):)
 
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