nope good credit not a cent in debt (other than a couple of driving fines on a payment plan

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the idea is when your about to pass in old age you meditate through the death.
death must be natural from what I know and not addled by drugs so one must be able to meditate through pain as well.
ye its Tibetan/ Buddist though I have a feeling it is also a part of older taoist practice.
something I have known about for some time.
I think it will take a generous donation and a trip overseas to learn.
I dont believe in suicide only genocide.
I am normally a happy go lucky person and love all without reserve.
for me to feel like killing my self it is a reflection on those around me.
which I dont