Crazy world we live in :?

[Notanumber]

Hiya Bluelghters, Notanumber here, been clean of illegals for like 6 years now, but the the Doc put me on 50mg seroxat antidepressants in feb after the deathe of a close relative. Anyhow in novenber i don't feel any use for them buuut i can't quit the seroxat! i try tapering but it dont work-i feel worse than some of the comedowns i ever had of any illegal drugs i've had!.
Now i'm taking all sorts of drugs, benzos,tramadol, 30mg hydrchlotide, cocaine and lorazepam! plus a bottle of wine. dont know why cos i got decent job, but i just wanna be outta my mind all the time recently...i scare myself
Not lookin for answers, just wanna share with people wh0've been down this path

Take care out there people

 

[lovegluegunnin]

I'm not out of control or abusing anything, really. But sometimes ill take 30mgs of adderall and ride it out. I like weed too. If you're new, welcome to the community