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  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards

Craziest thing you did for relief, buzz, etc..

I did lots of crazy shit back in highschool when i was really addicted to opiates. I would steal money from work/friends/parents all the time. If my parents would give me money to buy something at say, Walmart I would ALWAYS just shoplift whatever they wanted and pocket the cash, my parents always wondered why I liked doing errands for them so much..... :)
 
Told my mom people i owed money to were gonna kill me. got at least 250 dollars doing this every day for 2 years. thank god i get scripts now. for paying a dollar per mg for oxy. even dilaudid and heroin are way over proced even with the best deals
 
Told my mom people i owed money to were gonna kill me. got at least 250 dollars doing this every day for 2 years. thank god i get scripts now. for paying a dollar per mg for oxy. even dilaudid and heroin are way over proced even with the best deals

your mom gave you $250 everyday for two years? youre exaggerating right? you know thats like almost 100k a year, more than most americans annual salaries.. why would she think people were going to kill you everyday for two years..? lol
 
Fuck, I can't remember half of the past couple years but here's what I DO remember.

-Snorted coke scraped up off the bathroom floor after I dropped it right next to the toilet.
-Successfully (somehow) went through jail, getting changed out and everything, with about a good lines worth of blow hidden on me and then proceeded to go straight to the bathroom of the jail when I got out and snorted it off of the toilet paper roll holder.
-Stole from anyone and everyone to get cash up for smack, but that's nothing interesting.
-Helped some drunk guy find his car and get in it to sleep it off, then asked for money for helping. Ended up just taking his whole wallet. 90 percent of the money spent went to the guy I was hanging around. I think I got maybe 100$ worth of stuff from a total of over a thousand.
-Used stolen credit card to buy an expensive bed sheet set from a department store to go get coke to make crack.
-Shot up wellbutrin
-Tried to convince a doc I needed really anything narcotic because of mumble mumble mumble ramble ramble and that's why. Did nothing but fuck me over.
-Stole tons of morphine, fetanyl patches, klonopins, etc from this bitchy old lady I was care-taking for.
-Take eighteen benadryl(or the knockoff version. Gets you fucked up, swear to god. It's my old standby if I'm really hurtin)
-Steal shit from department stores to trade for whatever


That's all I can really think of right now... I'm sure I have done other things but I can't think of them right now. Fucked up what fiending will lead you to do. Hindsight I'm fucking AMAZED I wasn't caught more than I was.
 
I told my mom that my i owed my dealer $1700 dollars for Heroin, Oxycodone and Dilaudid and that i was in the car with him and he was holding a gun to my head. i was 17. she met me at the bank and gladdy gave it to me. once i realized that threats of violence to me worked, i conned her for at least 300 everyday for the next 18 months. i feel horrible about it, but she has tons of money anyway. i decided i couldnt use anymore unless i got a script. now i pay $90 per month, instead of hundreds everyday

Told my mom people i owed money to were gonna kill me. got at least 250 dollars doing this every day for 2 years. thank god i get scripts now. for paying a dollar per mg for oxy. even dilaudid and heroin are way over proced even with the best deals

100k a year? Stories not really matching up bro... 8)
 
it would be like in 06, when the NE was flooded with a batch of heroin cut with fentanyl, people were dropping like flies even the ones who just sniffed.


Heh, I never heard of that but one of my real close friends died in 06 from od'ing on heroin cut with fentanyl. :( we always thought he'd live forever too cause he took some drugs back in our party days, more shit than anyone else i've ever known.
 
***********hey !!!!

My nipples have been super sensitive the past week or so, i noticed it when laying down on my sofa to watch tv late night. It feels as if a sharp pinch when i touch them now too.

Really painful if i poke them, really painful!!


drank a bottle of rubbing alcohol when i ran out of spirits. Kidneys hurt like fuck the next day.

Took about twenty pills when going through opiate withdrawal. They were foreign. Made my nipples itch. A few weeks later, i googled the info sheet i found and discovered they were for women going through the menopause:\
 
GOSH BLESS YOU !!!!!! YOU MADE MY DAY, SERIOUSLY. MADE MY FUKIN DAY : )

VERY FEW THINGS MAKE ME MORE HAPPY THAN HEARING ABOUT PEOPLE LIKE THIS THAT GET WHAT COMES AROUND GOES AROUND. FEW THINGS !!!

as you can see I have been deeply affected by close friend(s) fuckin me in the asshole and making me lick their finger , so to speak, thats how I felt when being ripped off.

As for you other comments:

.. I fucking HATE when people find out you're in pain management.. you're their new BFF and they always greet you with their hands out.
&
.. all other comments ...

BRAVO! BRAVO !!! You are my idol. No shit.

I heard of these extremes occurring but never ever in hell thought it would happen to me. NEVER.

I can hardly wait to hear back from my old friend and see where the payback is and how much he thinks he really owes me. EXAMPLE; goof says for every 1mg oxy he will repay 2mg of ms contin / morphine. Picture saving someone from falling off a cliff, the speech they give you as to not let them go, fall. yYou save them and they fuck you and leave. No thank you note.

CAN YOU PUT A PRICE ON WITHDRAWALS ? ON AVOIDING THE FEELINGS???

PRICELESS. PEOPLE WILL DO ANYTHING.



I fronted my boss a bunch of Opana 40's and 4mg dilaudids so she and her husband would not be dopesick... got ripped off wound up short that month...had to go to the dr for a "medication meeting" so then dr put me back on roxi and I requested to get bumped down to Opana 30's just so I could maintain. (they got theirs...just won't say what I did here) got dicked by em twice now they're homeless and losing their business (I enjoy their misery).. Nobody will sell them pills now.. LOL..

I caught a girl trying to steal my pills, I kicked her ass and threw her down alot of stairs.. She fucked with my quality of life so I fucked with hers.

Luckily I have a good friend that will give me fent patches in these situations... I normally get my script to last the whole month unless I help someone else out.. but I am done giving pills away to people. The only people I will share with is my husband and my friend that gives me fent patches for nothing except that friend isn't into pills or getting high just pain relief so the only thing he will accept is an occasional roxi. He actually got a roxi script to hook me up because he is deadset on fent and thats it.. and he only uses his patch when he is in pain so he has a nest egg. It's super cool of him I just don't ask very often because I know how fucking annoying it is...

I fucking HATE when people find out you're in pain management.. you're their new BFF and they always greet you with their hands out. So now, I'm stingy as fuck and also very wary of people trying to be friends with me all of a sudden. Luckily I am pretty anti social so I have no issues telling people to fuck off. I have written off most of my friends at this point cause all they were doing was hanging out with me to use me for pills. Oh well, it's amusing that their lives are falling apart before their very eyes. Most people you meet are pieces of shit anyways.
 
yup, Benadryl is strong, and 20mg - a great potentiator of opiates.

it puts me to sleep , long sleep.

;)

Fuck, I can't remember half of the past couple years but here's what I DO remember.

-Snorted coke scraped up off the bathroom floor after I dropped it right next to the toilet.
-Successfully (somehow) went through jail, getting changed out and everything, with about a good lines worth of blow hidden on me and then proceeded to go straight to the bathroom of the jail when I got out and snorted it off of the toilet paper roll holder.
-Stole from anyone and everyone to get cash up for smack, but that's nothing interesting.
-Helped some drunk guy find his car and get in it to sleep it off, then asked for money for helping. Ended up just taking his whole wallet. 90 percent of the money spent went to the guy I was hanging around. I think I got maybe 100$ worth of stuff from a total of over a thousand.
-Used stolen credit card to buy an expensive bed sheet set from a department store to go get coke to make crack.
-Shot up wellbutrin
-Tried to convince a doc I needed really anything narcotic because of mumble mumble mumble ramble ramble and that's why. Did nothing but fuck me over.
-Stole tons of morphine, fetanyl patches, klonopins, etc from this bitchy old lady I was care-taking for.
-Take eighteen benadryl(or the knockoff version. Gets you fucked up, swear to god. It's my old standby if I'm really hurtin)
-Steal shit from department stores to trade for whatever


That's all I can really think of right now... I'm sure I have done other things but I can't think of them right now. Fucked up what fiending will lead you to do. Hindsight I'm fucking AMAZED I wasn't caught more than I was.
 
I fronted my boss a bunch of Opana 40's and 4mg dilaudids so she and her husband would not be dopesick... got ripped off wound up short that month...had to go to the dr for a "medication meeting" so then dr put me back on roxi and I requested to get bumped down to Opana 30's just so I could maintain. (they got theirs...just won't say what I did here) got dicked by em twice now they're homeless and losing their business (I enjoy their misery).. Nobody will sell them pills now.. LOL..

I caught a girl trying to steal my pills, I kicked her ass and threw her down alot of stairs.. She fucked with my quality of life so I fucked with hers.

Luckily I have a good friend that will give me fent patches in these situations... I normally get my script to last the whole month unless I help someone else out.. but I am done giving pills away to people. The only people I will share with is my husband and my friend that gives me fent patches for nothing except that friend isn't into pills or getting high just pain relief so the only thing he will accept is an occasional roxi. He actually got a roxi script to hook me up because he is deadset on fent and thats it.. and he only uses his patch when he is in pain so he has a nest egg. It's super cool of him I just don't ask very often because I know how fucking annoying it is...

I fucking HATE when people find out you're in pain management.. you're their new BFF and they always greet you with their hands out. So now, I'm stingy as fuck and also very wary of people trying to be friends with me all of a sudden. Luckily I am pretty anti social so I have no issues telling people to fuck off. I have written off most of my friends at this point cause all they were doing was hanging out with me to use me for pills. Oh well, it's amusing that their lives are falling apart before their very eyes. Most people you meet are pieces of shit anyways.

Your posts are the BEST Vio.....
 
Sold all of my playstation 3 games and eventually the playstation 3 itself. It was a birthday present from my mom the year before.
 
I got $300 dollars jacked from me while I was picking up an oz of black. I was in W/Ds so I broke into my grandparents house while they were away and tripped the alarm (I don't know the code), then I stole my grandma's $1200 25th anniversary necklace and and earring set, then I saw a cop driving up their really long, straight road and i dipped into the woods and walked a half a mile to the main road for my friend to pick me up. We hit up the pawn shop and I sold the jewelry for $180 and I bought 10g of heroin, took a 2g shot to get over sickness and get nice and high and I ended up ODing in his car and he had to do CPR on me. All in the name of avoiding W/D... Haha.
 
I won't go into specific detail, but I too have taken pills from people I know, as well as people I don't. I'm very ashamed that it's gotten to this point, but there are times when the high is more important than anything else :(
 
I won't go into specific detail, but I too have taken pills from people I know, as well as people I don't. I'm very ashamed that it's gotten to this point, but there are times when the high is more important than anything else :(

I feel ya. To have to dip in other peoples prescriptions is hurtful to a mans soul, no matter how addicted he is. He knows the pain will be covered up for the world not to see.
 
I feel ya. To have to dip in other peoples prescriptions is hurtful to a mans soul, no matter how addicted he is. He knows the pain will be covered up for the world not to see.


Very true. I try not to dwell on the things I've done. Denial's a huge theme in my life right now :|
 
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