Fed up with drinking. Fighting w/ds with diaz. Woke up yesterday freezing and sweating, got the anxiety rush, finished a glass of wine left over from the night before and that was that. Not drinking today. Spent the night somewhere safe feeling... valume and flexeril helps too i guess lol. Just dosed up with some val. This will work. It really does kill the shakes and the anxiety, the chest pains.. it helps me think straight, it's like I can't form a fuckin sentence or do the simplest things when I'm sobering up. It's gone wayy too far. I'm so done. Thank god for benozo's though, I'd be fucked..
Figured I would just post something here to keep track of myself.
Figured I would just post something here to keep track of myself.