Crashing Down

[zero9zero]

I find myself once again under clouds of confusion
I can't believe how I lie to myself and provide reassurance
That all is well
When the sun is shining bright outside, inside
A cloud looms over me, sucking up all my dreams
And everything I've tried to be
All I wanted was someone I could confide in
One person I could trust
To guide me through these shades of grey
And sand away the rust that eats away
My soul
Fooled by your black magic, deception, once again
Hiding secrets, revealed to everyone but me
Adding weight to this depression
One more night
I push it all down inside
With hope you're around
And some answers may be found
Before this all comes crashing down
Dave

 

[Noodle]

You will survive, if this pain hasn't killed you outright.
You know there is more than this lost love, this pain, this loss, this black cloud, dark and looming and dooming over your very sense of self.
chin up...

I've been there, done that,
and lived to tell another tale, of love.
You will be stronger, believe that.

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[This message has been edited by Noodle (edited 08 September 2000).]