crappy poetry by yours truly

[Deleted member 10878]

im sick of being just another statistic
i'm sick of being a lonely number.
no one cares
no one knows who i am.
i am just a spider.
spying in on your from a far away corner in the universe.
you don't see me, but i see everything you do.
i can read you like a book.
i can read you like the most novice of stories.
your life is a fairytale... with nothing but happy crappy endings.

my story is a tale of macabre.
weaving my webs through the people i meet
entrapping myself in my own deceipt.
ghosts of the past keep returning to haunt me
and the monster under my bed keeps beckoning to me.
i don't want to go under.
i don't want to fall.
i want to see the end of this shitty story,
the good, the bad, the bullshit and all.

you need to free yourself from your own bullshit and lies
you need to wake up, get up, and open your eyes.
see what the world have been giving to you
see what you've made of it.
see why good luck happens in times so few.

just let me tell you that your friends are not really your friends.
they merely use you, make up facades, so their life can make amends.