hahah you're turning into a crackhead, and fast
lmao you think!??
Funny thing is I taught two classes this morning at a major university. I'm telling ya... all types of people can become crackheads. And no matter where you come from or what you look like, in the end you wind up looking like ... well, a fucking nasty, homeless tweaker (I imagine, obviously I haven't reached the end of my journey yet).
By the way Pharcyde I'm incredibly impressed with how quickly you noticed me reply to this relatively old thread and got right back into the conversation

I feel the love, really I do.
I've never heard of Bacatran (not seeing it when I google it either)... There's this stuff called kenalog in orabase for canker sores that I might try... does wonders for those although I'm not sure if its OTC.
Also regarding purity - do dealers ever cut crack with other active drugs (like speed, etc.)? Or would that be stupid/impossible/not profitable? Reason I ask is sometimes I get more of a jaw-clenching speedy feel from the shit I get than others. Although maybe that has to do more with the benzos I'm mixing or not mixing as the case may be.
Bottom line is during this little adventure I have been ripped off lots of times.. About $100 of fake shit I've been sold in between what I assume is real. Really breeds loyalty towards the dealers who always hold real shit. Although it also makes me question whether the shit I think is real is even real... if it makes your lips numb, your heart race and makes you feel great could it be anything besides crack?
Still smoking out of my ghetto-ass pipe.. can't seem to make myself leave the house. Amazing how much lighter the comedown is with this last batch, even comparing two instances where I took the same amount of the same benzo to comedown. Also takes a lot more to get a ringer so I'm guessing that's a bad thing which would seem to suggest that the cakey-er the shit is, the worse the quality, yes?
By cakey I mean the rocks break up quite easily and you can practically smoosh them into a flat cake with your fingers... well, not quite that cakey but you get the picture.
By the way, I just got a huge ringer-sized hit off chore I thought was cashed,... so don't stop hitting that shit till you aren't getting any smoke and you've thoroughly ran it back and forth through the pipe to pick up any liquid. The best time to do this is when the pipe is just below 90 degrees F since otherwise you'll vaporize the shit on the sides and lose it... but you want the pipe warm enough that the shit gets picked up by the chore.
In fact, I've had some luck just running a flame up and down a pipe I thought was totally cashed, then running some cashed chore through it and then taking a hit. It's amazing how much smokeable shit gets left behind in the pipe sometimes if you aren't savvy to smoking it all up.
I really have to say though - crack + klonopin (small dose... only 0.5 mg) is awesome for a longer smoking session due to klonopin's long half-life. I feel awesome minus the jitters and anxiety. And that's with a 2mg/day xanax tolerance. But as I mentioned above, I'm unsure as to the purity/quality of this crack... although I guess the fact that I feel great (definitely dopamine euphoria) says it all.
And as for paranoia, I really haven't had any to be honest... it's not an emotion I often experience. I think I might have a slightly antisocial personality... like I'd love to be in the mafia - don't have any issues with morally ambiguous shit aside from hurting someone who didn't know the risks of the situation beforehand or hurting animals... I have a HUGE problem (as in, I detest the thought of it.. not a problem like I engage in it) with animal abuse. The thought of it makes me far more depressed than the thought of violence against humans. In fact (this might sound sick), if I was driving and had the choice of swerving to miss a baby or a cat/dog, I would have to seriously think about it.
During my studies I have dissected entire human cadavers with no issues, but the mere thought of dissecting a cat makes me naueated and sad... weird huh?