CTdopeLove
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I had been physically addicted to heroin for about 6 months, using intravenously the entire time (my 2nd run with heroin, with a 7 month break between habits), and had finally taken the plunge and made the effort to change by starting a suboxone treatment program. The sub program is working fantastically, with this being my 5th day on the bupe, and no cravings for H at all. At 12mg of sub a day, I felt like a normal person again, no more roller coaster of ups and downs, highs and lows, blissful times followed by nagging sickness and intense cravings.
The only thing that bothered me was the desire to get high. I had no desire to do dope, not only because I knew it would have no effect because of the blocking effect of the bupe, but also because I really was trying to change my lifestyle. I was tired of lying and stealing from my parents and friends to get heroin, and I really never even got high anymore, but was just using to keep from being sick. I know myself very well, and I wasn't gonna kid myself and say that I was done with drugs completely, but I didn't want to be dependent on opiates anymore. The physical sickness was annoying, but I could go cold turkey until I was no longer dopesick without much trouble, but mentally I had lost control, and would always go back to H despite knowing that by doing so I would just be wasting the cold-turkey, dopesick days I had gone through. The bupe program was/has worked perfectly for me in this aspect, as I don't get sick and I have no cravings whatsoever to use heroin. But like I said, I didn't want to quit drugs completely, I just didn't want to be a slave to them anymore.
So my plan was to procure some crack cocaine to inject (since I love to IV any drug I can, and I find this is the best way to use cocaine with the least unpleasant side effects). I met my friend at the mall, and bought a $20 bag of rock. Looking at it, I was kind of disappointed, as it was awfully small, but oh well, I didn't plan on having more than one bang anyway and this would do just fine. I was going to prep the shot and use it in the bathroom of the mall, but my mom was waiting in the car for me, thinking I was inside filling out a job application, so I decided to wait until I got back home.
The ride home seemed like it took forever, but we finally got there, and I ran straight to the bathroom. I took my spoon and ran it back and forth over the white rock in the tiny zip-lock baggy until the hard chunk was transformed into a beautiful powder. I dumped the powder out of the bag into my spoon, and added about 50 units of distilled white vinegar to it. Stirring the mixture with the back of the plunger, I was anxious to get all of it dissolved so I could get on with my mission. When I was content with the solution, I added 30 units of water to the mix, then dropped a small ball of cotton in the spoon. Drawing the solution up, I was ecstatic to finally have what I had been waiting for all ready to go, in my hand.
I rolled up my sleeve, and tied off my arm just below the elbow. I clenched and unclenched my fist several times, and it was finally time for the moment of truth. I slid the needle into a nice fat vein in my wrist, and drew back blood to confirm I was in. The plume of red in the otherwise clear solution verified the hit, so I pushed the plunger in, finally putting the drug into my body.
I pulled the rig out, and licked the small drop of blood from my wrist as I cleared the blood from my syringe. About 5 seconds after the shot, I got the strong taste of vinegar in my mouth, and then it hit me. Not like a truck, but like being rained on, first you start to get wet and then you get wetter and wetter quickly until you are completely soaked. I could hear a ringing in my ears, and my head started to feel a bit dizzy. My eyes were wide open and my jaw clenched as the coke slammed me. I felt kind of shakey, with an unnatural energy running through me like I was plugged into a socket. I had a weird tingling sensation on the top of my head, not like the pins and needles of an injected opiate but more like a bunch of little fingers tapping lightly on my scalp at the same time, a sensation I get anytime I IV a decent amount of coke, either freebase or salt. Never were any of the effects overwhelming, but I could tell this hit was of decent strength, as I don't get the ringing in my ears unless I use a decent amount of relatively high quality product.
After probably 3 minutes of these strong effects, I settled into the 2nd phase of the IV crack high, which is what I consider the actual high, with the first phase of effects basically being the rush, since I don't really get a rush per-se from injected cocaine freebase, but instead a quick onset of effects which gradually increases in strength quickly but only lasts about 3 minutes or so. I say I don't consider this a rush as it is typically defined, or as I normally consider it, because unlike the opiate rush (IV East Coast US tan powder heroin specifically), which reaches peak effect at about 15 seconds after injection [effects of IV H for me are a powerful relaxing feeling (like when you work super-hard all day and then finally get to sit down, and it just feels SOOO good) in my shoulders and neck, and a dulling of my senses of hearing and sight (sounds become somewhat muffled, and the room suddenly seems to get darker), and sometimes a pins-and-needles feelings across the top of my head {although this happens more often and is much more intense when IVing morphine}] , the IV crack "rush" hits in about 10 to 15 seconds after injection, and the effects are initially somewhat weak but increase in intensity quickly over 30 seconds or so, with approx. 30 seconds after injection being the peak of effects. Also, while the IV heroin rush typically only lasts about 20 seconds or so, the "rush" from IV cocaine freebase lasts about 2 minutes or so, and goes away much more gradually than the dope rush.
I walked into the kitchen, where my mom was making dinner, and I was tweaked, and it felt weird to talk, like I couldn't get the words to come out, but I said how I was gonna feed the cat, which I did, and then took out the garbage, the whole time feeling weird about being around my parents. I felt like they were waiting for me to say something, but I just went about doing the things I needed to do. About 10 minutes after injection I was coming down, and I decided to sit down and write a trip report, since I don't see many IV reports, especially for crack. I really like how you don't fiend for more crack when you IV it (at least when you only do one shot), and it's just a wonderfully euphoric and intense feeling. I prefer it to IV cocaine, although the effects are similar I find freebase to give a more intense and longer lasting high, and it just feels better to me.
Time for a cigarette, so I hope you got somewhat of a feel for what the IV crack high is like, and I strongly recommend it to anyone, as long as they are sure they can choose a safe yet enjoyable dose and can handle the intensity, because it can be intense but it is NICE.
~CTdopeLove
The only thing that bothered me was the desire to get high. I had no desire to do dope, not only because I knew it would have no effect because of the blocking effect of the bupe, but also because I really was trying to change my lifestyle. I was tired of lying and stealing from my parents and friends to get heroin, and I really never even got high anymore, but was just using to keep from being sick. I know myself very well, and I wasn't gonna kid myself and say that I was done with drugs completely, but I didn't want to be dependent on opiates anymore. The physical sickness was annoying, but I could go cold turkey until I was no longer dopesick without much trouble, but mentally I had lost control, and would always go back to H despite knowing that by doing so I would just be wasting the cold-turkey, dopesick days I had gone through. The bupe program was/has worked perfectly for me in this aspect, as I don't get sick and I have no cravings whatsoever to use heroin. But like I said, I didn't want to quit drugs completely, I just didn't want to be a slave to them anymore.
So my plan was to procure some crack cocaine to inject (since I love to IV any drug I can, and I find this is the best way to use cocaine with the least unpleasant side effects). I met my friend at the mall, and bought a $20 bag of rock. Looking at it, I was kind of disappointed, as it was awfully small, but oh well, I didn't plan on having more than one bang anyway and this would do just fine. I was going to prep the shot and use it in the bathroom of the mall, but my mom was waiting in the car for me, thinking I was inside filling out a job application, so I decided to wait until I got back home.
The ride home seemed like it took forever, but we finally got there, and I ran straight to the bathroom. I took my spoon and ran it back and forth over the white rock in the tiny zip-lock baggy until the hard chunk was transformed into a beautiful powder. I dumped the powder out of the bag into my spoon, and added about 50 units of distilled white vinegar to it. Stirring the mixture with the back of the plunger, I was anxious to get all of it dissolved so I could get on with my mission. When I was content with the solution, I added 30 units of water to the mix, then dropped a small ball of cotton in the spoon. Drawing the solution up, I was ecstatic to finally have what I had been waiting for all ready to go, in my hand.
I rolled up my sleeve, and tied off my arm just below the elbow. I clenched and unclenched my fist several times, and it was finally time for the moment of truth. I slid the needle into a nice fat vein in my wrist, and drew back blood to confirm I was in. The plume of red in the otherwise clear solution verified the hit, so I pushed the plunger in, finally putting the drug into my body.
I pulled the rig out, and licked the small drop of blood from my wrist as I cleared the blood from my syringe. About 5 seconds after the shot, I got the strong taste of vinegar in my mouth, and then it hit me. Not like a truck, but like being rained on, first you start to get wet and then you get wetter and wetter quickly until you are completely soaked. I could hear a ringing in my ears, and my head started to feel a bit dizzy. My eyes were wide open and my jaw clenched as the coke slammed me. I felt kind of shakey, with an unnatural energy running through me like I was plugged into a socket. I had a weird tingling sensation on the top of my head, not like the pins and needles of an injected opiate but more like a bunch of little fingers tapping lightly on my scalp at the same time, a sensation I get anytime I IV a decent amount of coke, either freebase or salt. Never were any of the effects overwhelming, but I could tell this hit was of decent strength, as I don't get the ringing in my ears unless I use a decent amount of relatively high quality product.
After probably 3 minutes of these strong effects, I settled into the 2nd phase of the IV crack high, which is what I consider the actual high, with the first phase of effects basically being the rush, since I don't really get a rush per-se from injected cocaine freebase, but instead a quick onset of effects which gradually increases in strength quickly but only lasts about 3 minutes or so. I say I don't consider this a rush as it is typically defined, or as I normally consider it, because unlike the opiate rush (IV East Coast US tan powder heroin specifically), which reaches peak effect at about 15 seconds after injection [effects of IV H for me are a powerful relaxing feeling (like when you work super-hard all day and then finally get to sit down, and it just feels SOOO good) in my shoulders and neck, and a dulling of my senses of hearing and sight (sounds become somewhat muffled, and the room suddenly seems to get darker), and sometimes a pins-and-needles feelings across the top of my head {although this happens more often and is much more intense when IVing morphine}] , the IV crack "rush" hits in about 10 to 15 seconds after injection, and the effects are initially somewhat weak but increase in intensity quickly over 30 seconds or so, with approx. 30 seconds after injection being the peak of effects. Also, while the IV heroin rush typically only lasts about 20 seconds or so, the "rush" from IV cocaine freebase lasts about 2 minutes or so, and goes away much more gradually than the dope rush.
I walked into the kitchen, where my mom was making dinner, and I was tweaked, and it felt weird to talk, like I couldn't get the words to come out, but I said how I was gonna feed the cat, which I did, and then took out the garbage, the whole time feeling weird about being around my parents. I felt like they were waiting for me to say something, but I just went about doing the things I needed to do. About 10 minutes after injection I was coming down, and I decided to sit down and write a trip report, since I don't see many IV reports, especially for crack. I really like how you don't fiend for more crack when you IV it (at least when you only do one shot), and it's just a wonderfully euphoric and intense feeling. I prefer it to IV cocaine, although the effects are similar I find freebase to give a more intense and longer lasting high, and it just feels better to me.
Time for a cigarette, so I hope you got somewhat of a feel for what the IV crack high is like, and I strongly recommend it to anyone, as long as they are sure they can choose a safe yet enjoyable dose and can handle the intensity, because it can be intense but it is NICE.
~CTdopeLove
