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Bluelight Crew
Before smoking
Earlier in the day, I took .5 mg clonazepam and 4mg insufflated hydromorphone, and was also still feeling the 3mg clonazepam from last night
Since my dealer S knew I wanted to try crack, he bought us a bag (not sure of the weight he bought) and we went into his bathroom to smoke
Before I smoked I ate soup with several antioxidants, the former because I knew i wouldn't be eating later, the latter just in case it will help offset some of the toxicity
Smoking
After each few hits, I waited a couple minutes. My first several hits were not very good, there is a technique to learn
After my first good hit, the peak lasted for about 3 minutes, with a high for about 15 minutes, and after-glow for about a half hour. We redosed three times, usually about 15 minutes after the previous smoke
Effects <--- this is the main part if you don't like reading long reports
During the peak, my heart raced and I felt the general effects of the plateau but somewhat stronger
The general effects of the plateau were:
* An increased confidence. I was not awkward at all in social situations (even with a pretty girl
), my social anxiety was non-existent, I spoke at a moderate volume and enunciated where I usually might speak very softly. "Chit-chat" came easily where normally I don't talk much at all
* An increased mood. I wasn't "super-happy" like MDMA or "content" like opiates or "amazed in wonderment" like psychedelics. I just felt good...
* A pleasant body buzz. Dissimilar to the fuzzy warmth of opiates, dissimilar to the jelly-ness of benzos. It was vaguely like MDMA's buzz, however describing body feelings is impossible
* Mouth was very numb for a while
* Minimal side effects. I took my heart rate, which was at 93. (Usually it is anywhere from 60 to 80 and I exercise regularly). I expected to be twitchy and lethargic and feeling like I have too much energy with no way to release it like stimulants tend to do to me (I don't really like amphets or coke much). However, this may be due to the clonazepam. Considering 3mg the night before and 0.5mg that day, I probably had about 1.5mg clonazepam in my system at the time. Perhaps I would enjoy other stimulants with an added benzodiazepine?
After Smoking
The come-down is a general shitty mood where I just feel like going to sleep. Whenever I get in a shitty mood (not often), I just long for the next day to start. No, a desire to re-dose is not part of the comedown for me. Taking more in this state seems disgusting
Notes
I don't see why people see this drug as so crazy. It's just smokable cocaine. Yeah it hits faster when smoked, but it's the same drug, and it gives the same feelings. I believe the fierce attitudes toward crack is a socio-political and racial phenomenon, not due to the effects of the drug itself
Overall it is a pretty cool drug when combined with a moderate benzo dose to take any edge off. I wouldn't do it more than once a month or so because of its cardiotoxicity, but if it comes around I'll certainly partake every once in a while
Still, the only drugs that have special places in my heart are psychedelics and opiates. Crack is rather pleasant but not "amazing"
P.S. Don't get worried about my using so many drugs in the space of a couple days. I don't usually do that
Earlier in the day, I took .5 mg clonazepam and 4mg insufflated hydromorphone, and was also still feeling the 3mg clonazepam from last night
Since my dealer S knew I wanted to try crack, he bought us a bag (not sure of the weight he bought) and we went into his bathroom to smoke
Before I smoked I ate soup with several antioxidants, the former because I knew i wouldn't be eating later, the latter just in case it will help offset some of the toxicity
Smoking
After each few hits, I waited a couple minutes. My first several hits were not very good, there is a technique to learn
After my first good hit, the peak lasted for about 3 minutes, with a high for about 15 minutes, and after-glow for about a half hour. We redosed three times, usually about 15 minutes after the previous smoke
Effects <--- this is the main part if you don't like reading long reports
During the peak, my heart raced and I felt the general effects of the plateau but somewhat stronger
The general effects of the plateau were:
* An increased confidence. I was not awkward at all in social situations (even with a pretty girl
), my social anxiety was non-existent, I spoke at a moderate volume and enunciated where I usually might speak very softly. "Chit-chat" came easily where normally I don't talk much at all* An increased mood. I wasn't "super-happy" like MDMA or "content" like opiates or "amazed in wonderment" like psychedelics. I just felt good...
* A pleasant body buzz. Dissimilar to the fuzzy warmth of opiates, dissimilar to the jelly-ness of benzos. It was vaguely like MDMA's buzz, however describing body feelings is impossible
* Mouth was very numb for a while
* Minimal side effects. I took my heart rate, which was at 93. (Usually it is anywhere from 60 to 80 and I exercise regularly). I expected to be twitchy and lethargic and feeling like I have too much energy with no way to release it like stimulants tend to do to me (I don't really like amphets or coke much). However, this may be due to the clonazepam. Considering 3mg the night before and 0.5mg that day, I probably had about 1.5mg clonazepam in my system at the time. Perhaps I would enjoy other stimulants with an added benzodiazepine?
After Smoking
The come-down is a general shitty mood where I just feel like going to sleep. Whenever I get in a shitty mood (not often), I just long for the next day to start. No, a desire to re-dose is not part of the comedown for me. Taking more in this state seems disgusting
Notes
I don't see why people see this drug as so crazy. It's just smokable cocaine. Yeah it hits faster when smoked, but it's the same drug, and it gives the same feelings. I believe the fierce attitudes toward crack is a socio-political and racial phenomenon, not due to the effects of the drug itself
Overall it is a pretty cool drug when combined with a moderate benzo dose to take any edge off. I wouldn't do it more than once a month or so because of its cardiotoxicity, but if it comes around I'll certainly partake every once in a while
Still, the only drugs that have special places in my heart are psychedelics and opiates. Crack is rather pleasant but not "amazing"
P.S. Don't get worried about my using so many drugs in the space of a couple days. I don't usually do that
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.... i still remember my first time it was bliss 
, and it wasnt all so addictive like most people say ... to me yeah it was addictive right after i did it ... but its not like i got to be gettin my fix everyday .... not Meth on the other hand is what i find addictive ... I would smoke crack anyday over Meth
