xbloodwhipx
Bluelighter
Never tried crack, or coke.
Or meth for that matter
And i never want to.
Or meth for that matter
And i never want to.
Oh god this, thinking your safe is naive and just makes you all the more vulnerable.Everyonoe thinks "oh well I dont like stimulants so i'll NEVER fall in love with crack!" Alls i have to say that is if you like your brain being flooded with happy chemicals, you'll like crack.
My 1st and only time with crack I must of had shit rocks, as I thought the rush was shit and couldn't see what all the fuss was about, much preferred cocaine.
Think, if it were the rocks that were shit, I had a lucky escape cus it took me over 3 years to finally quit my daily coke habit, only to replace with speed, so I must have an addictive nature.
Didn't find it unpleasant the crack, just didn't see what was so great or why so many people are addicted.
i feel you. i started cocaine 3 years ago, right when i just got over my heroin addiction and got my life in order. i moved to texas and snorted coke cuz it was so prevalent and i always was intriguid. i did it, and i managed my life, soon as my dealer said he only had hard" i sat there with my girl and we both agreed to buy it even though we didnt want to deep down, we were upset he didnt have powder. boy that rock and pipe killed us spritually, we got too out of control, overdrafting bank accounts, never can go to a bank, stealing and pawning shit from family, blowing all our road trip money when we moved back to NY from TX, we got stuck in ohio and ended up getting so strung out we got stranded broke in the middle of nowhere, blew it all on crack, it was so embaressing we had to call our family and make a dumb excuse how we ran out of travel money. now cocaine has a huge grip on me and i see im losing alot day by day..i am desperately trying to get this off me, plan is for long term treatment, ill stilll be able to be on suboxone, gotta detox off benzos but its worth it im sick of being addicted to them, get some time away from my area, meet new people, learn more..sry for drifing off im stoned and took addys

Im quitting heroin starting today to save my job that i almoost lost last week because of it. If i can get off heroin you can get off crack-- make it your new mission in life.. post about how it goes in your blog and good luck, you can do it jus gotta see enough in yourself to do it and i dont really know yu but i still know you can![]()