Have you guys ever been up for days on speed, then take a benzo and experience hallucinations? Like for example the curtains dancing around. Etc? Happen to me weird huh
Never any hallucinations from Adderall, but a-pvp gave me the most scary, intense, realistic visual hallucinations I have ever had! I got addicted to it for like almost a year back in 2014ish time... the more I would do, the longer I would go without sleep or food, much like I think a lot of people experience with meth, but I have never tried meth, just heard those 2 are similar, they def look similar! any ways it got sooo bad sometimes I would not just think I would see my curtains dancing around, I literally would sit there in my room for hours KNOWING in my state of mind, that there was someone up on my window sill hiding in my curtains watching me, I thought people were in my bed, under my bed, inbetween my matress/boxspring, inside my sheets, under my pillows... I could go on forever with all of the shit I saw while tripping on a-pvp, that in actuality wasn't there.. I would get so paranoid I would go wake my parents up at like 4 am truly believing there was some one out to get me in my room or in my house... it was bad!!!! I haven't done it since it suddenly vanished, thankfully, because had it never disappeared like it did here, I would probably still be doing it! it was a crazy intense, sometimes awesome high, but more than 80% of the time, the nice, stimulating euphoric high, would quickly become a terrifying hallucinogenic high that I started to dislike.. it was all because it was cheap, always being basically shoved in my face for free by people I knew who would also do it, and it lasted forever.. It took place of my coke/crack addiction while it was here.. but I know now that I much prefer amps and coke over shit like that.. fuck RC stims! they can turn you insane! I was very close to being baker acted from doing way too much of that shit, a-pvp.
