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Crack and benzos

I never one had an oc80 unfortunately and I don't think I'll run into any nowadays. I don't slam, just sniff opiates. But it's really just whenever I can find em. Maybe once every month or two.. I'm not phisically dependent, just due to supply in my area. But I sure as hell am psychologically.. I've always wondered about potentially being able to get scripted subs.. but as I have a big benzo habit subs would probably just label me as an addict to any and every doc
 
Bro my sub doc is awesome not only does she give me subutex, which is way better than suboxone imo.. but I went in there first visit already scripted to benzos, I was on 50mg a day of valium and while she wouldn't give me valium, she switched me back over to klonopin again, since I had previously been scripted them from my old sub doc as the first benzo I ever got prescribed to me.. she had no problem giving me both, and still doesn't.. then I was diagnosed with ADHD by a different psychiatrist doc, and the psych doc wouldn't give me anything but shit Strattera which only made my ADHD worse if anything, so I told my sub doc, had the psych send the files over to my sub doc and off rip she prescribed me Adderall IRs when I told here Strattera didn't work! Most sub docs I have heard, and have actually been to one a long time ago when I first tried to take subs (and failed miserably because the doctor was so horrible) wouldn't prescribe anything but suboxone and if you were "lucky" some shitty ass SSRI, because so many sub docs are so under educated about buprenorphine, even though that is the one drug they always prescribe, and think mixing benzos or stimulant ADD meds with subs will automatically cause you to OD! NOT true! at least IME.. I take all three, and I have never felt as perfect and normal as I now do! I have had no negative effects from mixing them, never had any issue with breathing, blood pressure, etc. on this combo.. And as far as pharmacies and pharmacists go, mine are so nice, they have never once looked at me as an "addict", they just treat me like a normal person, although I have dealt with some asshole pharmacists, I mean real assholes in other "chain" pharmacies like CVS and walgreens, which denied filling my meds and gave me the whole run around about how they don't prescribe those drugs, and they aren't accepting new clients, etc.. along with dirty looks like I was about to pull out a gun and shoot everyone, even though I am one of the nicest polite people you could meet in real life, and don't come off like some one you would have to worry about or act/look shady! its total BS! but hey there are good sub docs and pharmacies out there, mainly the mom and pop pharmacies!
 
My last MD was an addiction specialist, i fell into his "practice" directly from the psyc ward (manic episode).. and damn was he one stupid motherfucker.. wouldn't ever ever ever work with me. Extremely condescending. It was horrible. He made a threat to me that "next time he would urine test me and if I tested positive for weed, take away my kpin and vyvanse". That's when I looked him in the eye and said I'm sorry but there's absolutely no way in hell you have my best interest at heart, goodbye. New MD is much more accepting and friendly. But he isn't a sub dr..
 
I had a cash doctor for suboxone at one point. He was very cool. He not only gave me 3 a day, but literally let me pick a benzo of my choice for anxiety, his only thing was that he did not do anything over .5 at a time. So I walked out with Xanax .5 three a day. Next visit I asked for adderall and he gave me it no problem. His only rule was that he did not tolerate cocaine positives. Considering all this, how can it get any better than that? 99% of sub docs are fucking assholes and don't like going beyond subs, and usually kick you off there program for even saying the word "benzo" . Most docs alsso will give you the classic "if you want adderall see a psychiatrist , I'm here for subs and subs only" speech. Good for you bro I'm glad your happy with your doctor. It's a beautiful thing getting multi controlleds being an addict......where are you from ilove2nod?? NY by chance?
 
I never heard of a pharmacist denying someone scripts. They are supposed to do as told, no questions asked. They have an obligation to fill your scripts, I don't care if its opana, xanax, desoxyn, and a fentanyl lollipop! How fucked up ...virtually anyone is welcome to a pharmacy..I never heard of them not accepting more clients ...I would sue there asses....fucking people these days...the most trouble I have ever gotten at a pharmacy was a pharmacist that didn't agree with my script combo, as he may of felt it was dangerous..so this fucking regard called my doctor and reminded him of the "dangerous" combination. ..and my doctor still told the pharmacist to fill it over the phone. .shit was kind of funny actually. I had the last laugh on that one. ...this is why I go to mom and pop pharmacies...they are much nicer people...and usually these private pharmacies let you fill up to 7 days early! I would love to see rite aid do that!
 
hey guys, fun as this thread is its really not got a whole lot to do with BDD and its almost certainly gonna get closed soon
- perhaps take it on over to the lounge or EADD?
 
opiatekrzy said:
I never heard of a pharmacist denying someone scripts. They are supposed to do as told, no questions asked. They have an obligation to fill your scripts, I don't care if its opana, xanax, desoxyn, and a fentanyl lollipop! How fucked up ...virtually anyone is welcome to a pharmacy..I never heard of them not accepting more clients ...I would sue there asses....fucking people these days...the most trouble I have ever gotten at a pharmacy was a pharmacist that didn't agree with my script combo, as he may of felt it was dangerous..so this fucking regard called my doctor and reminded him of the "dangerous" combination. ..and my doctor still told the pharmacist to fill it over the phone. .shit was kind of funny actually. I had the last laugh on that one. ...this is why I go to mom and pop pharmacies...they are much nicer people...and usually these private pharmacies let you fill up to 7 days early! I would love to see rite aid do that!
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Yeah it is fucked up! because I walk in there with a script for subs, klonopin, and Adderall, Adderall being a schedule 2 substance and they don't even like a schedule 3 or 4 like subs and kpins! but Adderall! they treat me like I wrote my own script if I go somewhere I don't usually go due to low/no supply at my mom and pop pharm I always go to, and I am a total fucked up person, which I am not, so many people take Adderall, they give it to fucking 6 year olds for fuck sake! I mean I wont lie I pretty much am a prescription drug junkie, but I don't look like it at all.. I IV everyday, but theres no marks on my arms and I am not like all strung out looking like I once was! I have super hairy arms and usually go for the veins where I can "hide" my marks when I IV..

SpeedMagic: I don't know how to put multiple quotes in my posts, still after being a member for over 2 years now lol... but yeah man, if you do go for a sub doc, look online at the sub docs in your area, and see what kind of ratings they have! I did that after my first, asshole sub doc who had a 1/5 star rating I found out after the fact!

keeping: dude, you are generally pretty cool/spot on with your posts on this forum, I usually agree with most of what you have to say, you seem have or had a lot of the same drug interests as I do.. I have noticed over time throughout various posts.. so I have no issues with you man at all, I just don't know why you would say this doesn't have a whole lot to do with basic drug discussion!? the whole thread is about basic drug discussion, I mean yeah maybe its gone a little off track from the actual topic like most threads do, but still we are having a basic discussion about drugs here.. the lounge is usually geared more towards topics that are geared towards just general life, and not so much about drugs! I go on there a bit and its not stuff like this thread for the most part.. I don't know why you would say this is a problem?
 
How sad.. why do I feel bad now for trying to reach out and be a member of a community. If I get along with someone and we have some back and forth that may not always stay on topic, so then we get threats of closing posts. And a whole separate post dedicated to this..
 
Speeedmagic said:
How sad.. why do I feel bad now for trying to reach out and be a member of a community. If I get along with someone and we have some back and forth that may not always stay on topic, so then we get threats of closing posts. And a whole separate post dedicated to this..
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soz to be sir buzzkillington - just relaying what ive read elsewhere;

"Examples of Inappropriate Content

-How to deal with the Police
-What drug combinations are most fun/recreational
-Random anecdotes about past drug use with no point
-Acquiring/producing drugs, legal or otherwise
-How to get the most fucked up
-Matters of subjective opinion; example being a thread recently that simply stated "Benzodiazepines and Crack Cocaine go well together, don't you think?"



oh well ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
 
It's obvious now that the mods have it in for me...kinda really sucky and discouraging when my post about going into amphetamine induced mania gets deleted, for reasons not even at all related to the point of my post...
 
yeahhhh im not sure man, i think mods have our best intentions at heart
what was the point of that post if you don't mind me asking?

oh dw dw i just read it
 
The point was that I'll put myself into a manic episode to avoid the major depressive symptoms, in conjunction with benzo WD.. because I can't afford another hospital visit.
 
oh right yeah
maybe could have been a bit clearer? i mean i thought you were asking about ways to avoid having an episode
you actually aim to put yourself into one? man that sounds scary, and a little dangerous.. i hope you dont do it too often :/

stay safe g
 
I don't, only when I don't have my perscribed benzos. It is very dangerous, but the "scary" part of it kind of makes it fun to me.. I think being sleep deprived also has played a role.. yea I could have been clearer.. just in the middle of an intense experience..
 
Speeedmagic said:
I don't, only when I don't have my perscribed benzos. It is very dangerous, but the "scary" part of it kind of makes it fun to me.. I think being sleep deprived also has played a role.. yea I could have been clearer.. just in the middle of an intense experience..
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damnnn, i don't think i could do that -
and if you're struggling feel free to shoot over a PM my way, i'm heading out now but ill try and check in here regularly.

take care
 
Hmmmm... But if we cant talk about any of that stuff... then why is there even a 'basic drug discussion' forum??? I mean, I have seen way more ridiculous posts/threads than this, this is pretty much your "average" BDD thread, from what I have seen...But its whatever, I know you are just relaying the facts there keeping.. so its all good!
 
I just wanted you guys know I'm safely at my destination now, feeling much better than I was this morning. Sorry for worrying anyone..
 
Have you guys ever been up for days on speed, then take a benzo and experience hallucinations? Like for example the curtains dancing around. Etc? Happen to me weird huh
 
Ilove2nod said:
Hmmmm... But if we cant talk about any of that stuff... then why is there even a 'basic drug discussion' forum??? I mean, I have seen way more ridiculous posts/threads than this, this is pretty much your "average" BDD thread, from what I have seen...But its whatever, I know you are just relaying the facts there keeping.. so its all good!
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To clear things up, "which drug do you prefer" sort of threads would be fine for Drug Culture. Or if BDD had a social, this could go there but it's been done away with for some time. :/ We got a bit sidetracked, I will move this for you.
 
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