pimpolicious18 said:
I dont think I'm going to become addicted to it just from trying it. I just would like to see what the experience is like. I've heard its one of the most dangerous and addictive drugs out there. I've did alot of other drugs and never became addicted to them. I really dont know if im goin to like it that much, because of the puking, but oh well, im trying it anyway. Erowid.org says the high last 4-5 hours from injecting, what about snorting?
first off, do you think most people think they are going to become addicted when they first start? of course not. lets not be extreme either way, you can definitly become addicted to heroin and it can happen easier than you think. but is it some evil substance that grips you from the first time and leaves you helpless but to keep using until you have lost everything....no.
i started snorting H 2 months ago. on my first time. really strange experience, nothing like what I thought it would be like. although hard to describe, I feel the best way i could describe it would be a strong body and head sedating feeling such as with other opiates, but combined with an almost drunken feeling. when i say drunken feeling i mean that walking is extremely odd at times, involving stagering and other balance problems, along with a dizzy feeling. moving your head is also mildly unpleasant. my first time i went with a pretty low dose and it still resulted in me feeling fairly sick and then throwing up a couple of hours later.
now I must admit I started to really like the stuff and it grew on me. snorting H makes doing the most mundane things incredibly fun, watching tv, laying in your bed looking at the ceiling, reading outside in a hammock, etc. things that you may get moderate enjoyment from become incredible. i am very thankful that I am not depressed anymore, because if I were, then I would be much more tempted to snort all the time. this is the best escape drug i can think of, once it goes up your nose you dont care anymore...about anything, its like blissful ignorance, you are happy just to be there laying in the warmth and thats all that matters.
one key to preventing addiction is to have important things in your life. if i werent in school, working, lifting weights, volunteering, and doing all sorts of other things in my life that are important to me, it would be very tempting to get wasted all the time. so have other things to do, have H be rare (or at least relatively rare) and recreational, not the main thing you do.
at one point i was using every 3rd or 4th day, but since I had been at that pace for about a month, I slowed down to where I am now which is 1x a week. now that one day a week I find myself looking forward too more and more at times, but I know what I have to lose and that keeps me in line.
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