llama112
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I usually do mdma at parties/raves but I want to go to them more than once a month (as it is, I'm usually at one sober and one on mdma every month).
I tried going to psytrance parties on 2c-e and 2c-i. I enjoy 2c-e at home but I had panic/anxiety attacks at the party. I just couldn't enjoy myself. There was just so much going on and I could handle it. And I was in tears for most of the time.
I do have anxiety problems but I was fine on 2c-e when I was at home just with my boyfriend. It was pretty fun actually (not 2c-i though, I get nauseous on it, it isn't for me). Oh and I tried mushrooms twice (just at home with my bf) and had two bad trips.
I tried acid last week (a low dose) and we (bf and I) were at the park all day. It was great. I didn't have any head/anxiety problems like I have with anything else. It went well.
My bf doesn't want me to do it at a party because he thinks I will get all freaked out like I did on 2c-e and 2c-i. It seemed different though. I don't think I would get as scared and anxious on acid.
Basically I'm wondering this:
Does anyone else get anxious like me? If so, are you fine on certain psychedelics? What do you find best at parties?
Do people usually get anxious/scared with acid?
Would you recommend I try it out at a party?
Or just any experience or suggestions in general.
I do trust my bf and he's pretty experienced with psychedelics but I think I might be okay with it ... I'm not sure though. I don't want to have to leave early again because I get panic attacks.
I tried going to psytrance parties on 2c-e and 2c-i. I enjoy 2c-e at home but I had panic/anxiety attacks at the party. I just couldn't enjoy myself. There was just so much going on and I could handle it. And I was in tears for most of the time.
I do have anxiety problems but I was fine on 2c-e when I was at home just with my boyfriend. It was pretty fun actually (not 2c-i though, I get nauseous on it, it isn't for me). Oh and I tried mushrooms twice (just at home with my bf) and had two bad trips.
I tried acid last week (a low dose) and we (bf and I) were at the park all day. It was great. I didn't have any head/anxiety problems like I have with anything else. It went well.
My bf doesn't want me to do it at a party because he thinks I will get all freaked out like I did on 2c-e and 2c-i. It seemed different though. I don't think I would get as scared and anxious on acid.
Basically I'm wondering this:
Does anyone else get anxious like me? If so, are you fine on certain psychedelics? What do you find best at parties?
Do people usually get anxious/scared with acid?
Would you recommend I try it out at a party?
Or just any experience or suggestions in general.
I do trust my bf and he's pretty experienced with psychedelics but I think I might be okay with it ... I'm not sure though. I don't want to have to leave early again because I get panic attacks.
