^right, though Propylhexedrine is pretty addictive itself, and despite what some people say, its not a weak stimulant. It's effects are kind of similar to Methamphetamine and it lasts a pretty long time.
I struggled with cocaine for years as well. Our situations might have been slightly different as I had been using it with heroin the majority of the time in the beginning, though over time I began to crave that rush so bad that I'd sometimes JUST buy cocaine (telling myself I'd figure some way to get 'right', later). Surprisingly, this summer, as I was walking around trying to find someone to buy blow or crack off of, I ended up settling for Adderall instead, which though I had always liked, was not what I was looking for (shooting Adderall is insane and a waste). However, I ended up using it, and my cocaine cravings went away. Better yet, I also finally felt productive again. I felt like sleeping beauty must've, just after being kissed by her prince charming (though the prince was an oral syringe, and the kiss was the dissolved amphetamines shooting up my anus). Anyway, before I go on a rant, I stopped using cocaine or any other IV stimulant, and just used Adderall IR 30mg/day all the way to the present moment, rarely raising my dosage above 30mg, and often only dosing 20mg (or 22.5mg if I have the 30mg ones with the four scores) only.
I don't want to say that this would work for you, so go out and get a prescription for Adderal, Dexadrine, Vyvanse, etc..as Amphetamines are known to be very addictive themselves. However they've been a god send for me and I know quite a few other people that had serious addictions to stimulants. I would like to add that drugs like Methyphenidate and Dexmethylphenidate (Ritalin/Methylin/Concerta and Focalin/Focalin XR) are much more similar in effect to cocaine, especially if you sniff coke (Ritalin doesn't give a bellringer or hardly even a rush0.
