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CoolSpot

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Hello everybody

I am CoolSpot and just found this forum today. I simply googled "recreational morphine" and this was the 2nd or 3rd link that popped up.

I started grazing the threads and think this would be a great place for information, sharing personal experiences, and meeting new people with a similar lifestyle.

I try to be a responsible father of 2 very young children. I have used opiates recreationally for about 3 years as an attempt to get rid of social anxiety and just make me a happier person in general. I recently discovered "Kratom" about 4 months ago and tried using that as a substitute, but now just end up taking both. I have dabbled in a variety of drugs from MJ to Acid and can share my opinions/thoughts to anyone who wants to listen. I have very little self control, but is indeed something I work on daily.

Thanks for listening and have a great day =D

Cheers
 
Welcome to Bluelight. Nice to see somebody very open to drugs, and one who allows themselves to benefit from it's use. In today's society, not many people can accomplish that, especially with opiate use. So props to you, I look forward to reading your opinions :)

If you look below in my signature, you can see that we are running something called the New Member Introductions Adoption Program, which will essentially get you acquainted with a Bluelight veteran who will show you around the site, answer any questions that you have, show you the ropes, and all around just be your friend =D So feel free to visit the thread and apply if you're interested, it's a great way to indulge yourself in the Bluelight Community even as a newbie ;)

Happy posting!

-Badfish
 
Welcome to Bluelight!

I am indeed interested in what you find positive/beneficial about psychedelics, and weed, for social anxiety. :)

Cannabis definitely helps me get into a chill mood and stay there. :) I am hoping that fatherhood turns out to be a responsibility that teaches you a great deal of patience and self control, while also being a highly rewarding life experience.
 
Hi there CoolSpot - nice to "meet" you. :)
There are plenty of parents here on BL (I'm a step-Mum myself), so you're definitely not alone. Hope to see you around the site someday. :)
 
Sorry about the long wait. I simply forgot to bookmark the webpage here and then when I found it, I forgot my username haha. Anyway, all is well now. Bookmarked, and username saved :)

Thanks everyone for the warm welcome.

badfish45 said:
Welcome to Bluelight. Nice to see somebody very open to drugs, and one who allows themselves to benefit from it's use. In today's society, not many people can accomplish that, especially with opiate use. So props to you, I look forward to reading your opinions :)
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Badfish, thank you. I AM pretty open to drugs. I understand the good and the bad. I've experienced it. In fact, I recently discovered I must be allergic to morphine. At first I thought it was because of the snorting, but soon realized it's just the pill itself. I just went through about a month and a half of "on again off again" bronchitis and a lack of oxygen in my lungs. Whenever I would stop using, I would get better, but immediately once I took a morphine, it would come back. I think it depletes my immune system or something. idk. Which is a shame, because I REALLY like how the morph makes me feel when I'm with customers lol.

Also, I'm not sure how to quote another person, but Captain.Heroin, I wasn't meaning I used psychedelics or weed for my social anxiety, they actually make it 10x WORSE lol. I was just meaning that I use/have used them. I generally only smoke weed late late at night because it helps me go to sleep. I am definitely not a marijuana "day-walker". ;)

Anyway, thanks guys

Cheers
 
^^ I could not use weed for social anxiety disorder either. I stopped smoking because it gave me horrible anxiety. I thought I was dying. I went to the ER several times not knowing what was happening :( So I quit. I'm not sure if it caused it but I had it for years. It's better now. I smoked a couple of years ago. It was hydro. It was really good. Really really good. I took like 12 hits and then realized "Holy sh1t!!!!" what did I just do!!! Lol!! We were passing the bowl around. Then I sat down I said one thing. I don't reamember but it made no sinse to me my self. Everybody was laughing. Then the anxiety set in. I started to focus on my self and made it worst. I had to get out of there. I go in my car. I said " if I can make it out of the apartment complex I can make it home." I nearly did not. I was driving on the wrong side of exit the wrong side. :O after that I so paranoid and knew I was going to jail. I made it home though. I drove 40 miles and when I was almost there everything was ok. I was glad because my hubbie had no idea. I smoked since then but I watched how many hits I take :)
 
Hey Zoey, yeah I'm kind of like you with it. I get really paranoid. My personal paranoia stems from my eyes though. I have extremely big eyes with a lot of white in them. Obviously smoking the devils lettuce will make them red and glossy. Eye drops don't work. If I ever go out in public, I just get the feeling that everyone who looks at me KNOWS I'm high (even though they probably don't). I think that's the reason I quit smoking and going out at the same time. But also, it makes me just stare at things for a long time haha. I wish I was like my dad or some of my friends that can smoke and go out and go on with their business, but I've realized that's not who I will ever be.

Also, driving + greens is a no-no for me. It kills my coordination skills (though, not as much as drinking and driving of course) so I know better than to drive. Is your hubby down with smoking? Sounds like he doesn't.
 
CoolSpot said:
Also, I'm not sure how to quote another person, but Captain.Heroin, I wasn't meaning I used psychedelics or weed for my social anxiety, they actually make it 10x WORSE lol. I was just meaning that I use/have used them. I generally only smoke weed late late at night because it helps me go to sleep. I am definitely not a marijuana "day-walker". ;)

Anyway, thanks guys

Cheers
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Gotcha! I am definitely a marijuana day-walker. %) =D

I find low doses work better for anxiety, like one piece of a hubby bar, or one to two small bowls per day.
 
Oh no!! My hubbie is not down with it! He threw away my hydro I had stashed. He told me about it and was not going to dig it out of the trash. It been a long time since I smoked any ways. I try not to mix my poisons and I stick with the lorcets.

I was no good at driving while stoned. I got lost in a one exit neighbor hood once. I knew that place well and still was lost for a few min. I felt stupid :p I was really stoned
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