Conversations with My Guardian Angels

[Ninae]

I still have these transcripts from a few years ago and thought it might be of interest for some. But it's also just meant for those who might find it of interest and I won't name the medium unless someone specifically asks me by PM. Or I will just be accused of promoting a fraud I've been vicimised by, and if it's nothing like that.

There are also some reliable mediums like around but unfortunately any contemporary source of spiritual wisdom is treated with suspicion. This was more about being able to ask anything about my personal life that a stranger would have no possible way of knowing. And how they used it as a way to test my telepathic ability, or ability to receive higher inspiration, was especally interesting.

I actually got most of the images they sent me right, and it was really strange. I just described the first thing that came into my mind, and it was just like you had just imagined something random, but it had meaning and there was no reason why you would think of something like that.

Anyway, I don't want to argue about it. If it's not your thing, that's fine, and it's not something that can be objectively proven or disproven anyway. But it could be an inspiration to some as many of us have gone through similar things. And I've always found it interesting to read about other people's soul history from those who can look into it like that.

This is taken from a few years ago when I was going through a very hard time in my life with benzo/opiate addiction, suicide attempts, rehab/sectioning, etc. so I was pretty disturbed. (Jeg = I).


Transcript 1

Jeg: Hello thank you
angelchanneler.readings: would you like to start your reading now?
Jeg: I feel very distressed
angelchanneler.readings: There is no reason to be - everything is going to be OK
Archangel Kam is with you now
he is placing his hands on your shoulders
Jeg: The last time we were going to talk the shower door exploded
On the dot
angelchanneler.readings: Kam is trying to calm you down
he is with you now
Jeg: Who is he
angelchanneler.readings: Archangel Kam is one of your guardian angels Nina
Jeg: Never heard of him
angelchanneler.readings: you have 3 guardian angels and they are
Archangel Kam, Archangel Aria, and Archangel Gabriel
they are with you now
angelchanneler.readings: they are your senior guardian angels Nina
Jeg: Yes, I read about them on your site
angelchanneler.readings: Your angels would like to tell you about your angel connection
Jeg: Ok
angelchanneler.readings: and your abilties to connect with them
You are clairsentient - which means that you have the ability to sense and feel things very deeply
they make you very emotional
and easily distressed
Jeg: Is this my main one?
I'm so sensitive to energies
angelchanneler.readings: Yes exactly
Jeg: But not clairvoyant
angelchanneler.readings: You also have the ability to hear your angels telepathically (in your mind) but you do not always hear your guidance clearly
Jeg: I receive a lot of ideas
Is Kam my main one?
angelchanneler.readings: Kam, Aria, and Gabriel are all the same ranking and are your senior guardian angels
you have many other angels working with you but these are the most significant
I am feeling your anxiety
Jeg: Yes, like ideas
And I try to spread the ideas
angelchanneler.readings: You have a very active mind
and your angels would like you to learn how to quieten it
Once you quieten your mind your stress level will decrease
Jeg: Can't sleep
angelchanneler.readings: you are easily distracted Nina
this is because you have so much on your mind
Jeg: less body energy
angelchanneler.readings: I know this - I am feeling your anxiety and fatigue
Could we please try something ? this is a way of calming you down as you are very agitated right now
Jeg: But I love being mentally creative
So have to write very fast
Ok
angelchanneler.readings: Please close your eyes - Archangel Kam is going to send you an image - do not force it - let the image come to you. This could be a colour or a picture or an object of some sort or even light. Please tell me what you see when you see it and take your time
Jeg: I see a hilltop
angelchanneler.readings: very good
do you see anything else?
Jeg: Or white mist
Was I right
angelchanneler.readings: yes Kam showed you a mountain
the white mist is angel energy
The hillside represents the obstacles you have to overcome and the white mist angel energy that will be there to support you.
Kam is surrounding you with his energy
He is going to send you another image - please tell me what you see
Jeg: Oh
Beautiful landscape
Blue skies
angelchanneler.readings: Kam says well done Nina - that is correct
Jeg: Trying to relax
Oh really
angelchanneler.readings: yes when you relax you are very good at channeling images
Jeg: I dream of that sunny landscape
I channel more as mental inspiration, or imagination, but you can't prove that is true
But I know when it comes from a good source so I'm stubborn
angelchanneler.readings: Kam is sending you another image - this one will move - please tell me what you see
he is sending you a moving image
Jeg: My cat lied down on my lap
angelchanneler.readings: aw
Jeg: Purring
angelchanneler.readings: that should help you relax
Jeg: He is psychic
angelchanneler.readings: now can you please close your eyes and tell me what Kam is sending you - the moving image
Jeg: Some kind of moving artwork
angelchanneler.readings: yes do you know what it is?
Jeg: Or fireworks
angelchanneler.readings: artwork
Jeg: Not really
angelchanneler.readings: very colourful
Kam asks that you close your eyes and he will send it again
Jeg: Some kind of light-painting
That moves
angelchanneler.readings: Yes - Kam says you are being shown a beautiful part of the Universe that is constantly in motion
Jeg: The art of the future
Yes
angelchanneler.readings: Did you know that other people in the Universe have painted it already?
You have painted it in a past life
Jeg: How come i'm so psychic now
angelchanneler.readings: because now is the time your angels wanted you to develop your angel channeling abilities
Jeg: He's helping?
angelchanneler.readings: you are an angel incarnated here
you were an angel before you came to this life
Jeg: Really
I've already heard but didn't understand
angelchanneler.readings: yes
Kam is helping you now
Jeg: Yes but long time ago right
angelchanneler.readings: you were an angel before you entered this life - you still are an angel - and you will continue to be an angel when you leave this life
angels are mostly humans
regular people
just like we are
Jeg: I've been around
angelchanneler.readings: Kam is asking you to tell me about your dreams
Jeg: Tired of it
angelchanneler.readings: some of them are different - strange
and yet familiar
Jeg: Don't have many these days
angelchanneler.readings: you do but you do not remember them
Jeg: Sleeping pills
But used to be yes
angelchanneler.readings: Kam says you will begin to remember them as they will contain messages to help you with your angel channeling work
Jeg: Impossible things
I can be an oracle
angelchanneler.readings: your life will get better but you must make some changes
You hold on to old emotions and they must be released
Jeg: Why do I feel that it's only a sacrifice?
Tired
angelchanneler.readings: your angels are aware of the reasons for your emotional turmoil
and they are trying to help you overcome them
Jeg: Sometimes want it to end
angelchanneler.readings: now is not the time Nina
Jeg: Without suicide
angelchanneler.readings: Kam is with you now and he has his arms around your shoulders
Jeg: Crying
angelchanneler.readings: you have so much love from your angels around you right now
I can feel your sorrow
it is good to release it
Gabriel is also with you Nina and he is touching the top of your head
Aria is also with you and she is a bright white light
a bright energy
she is a healer
Kam is also a healer
they have been sent to you to help you
it is alright to cry
Jeg: Why do I have to
angelchanneler.readings: because it is not your time to leave here
you are in a lot of pain
Kam and Aria are trying to help relieve it
Jeg: Too much
I miss my mother
angelchanneler.readings: Your mother is also an angel and she is with you now
You come from a family of angels before this life
Jeg: I know
She is a greater one
More noble
angelchanneler.readings: Kam wants you to know that the pain can be permanently removed but first you must reduce your stress as it is making your condition worse
Jeg: Or innocent
angelchanneler.readings: What makes you think that?
that she is a greater one than you?
Jeg: More pure
angelchanneler.readings: Kam said that is not true
You are too hard on yourself Nina
Jeg: But simple
You are too hard on yourself Nina
Jeg: She never did anything wrong
angelchanneler.readings: I am being shown the sun shining above you
what makes you think she never did anything wrong? Kam says everyone makes mistakes
Jeg: And I just misbehave
angelchanneler.readings: I am being shown the sun shining above you
Jeg: I hurt my family
angelchanneler.readings: and blue skies
Jeg: Reckless
Mischevious
angelchanneler.readings: You must not keep revisiting the past as it is too painful
Kam is asking you to listen to him
Jeg: Who is my dad?
angelchanneler.readings: he is trying to give you some guidance
Jeg: Ok
angelchanneler.readings: could you please close your eyes and tell me what you hear or sense he is saying to you
Jeg: Soon it will be over and it will be ok
angelchanneler.readings: Kam said it will be over - meaning your sorrow
you heard him correctly
well done
Jeg: But why do I deserve so much pain
angelchanneler.readings: You did not deserve ANY pain Nina
You were not sent to this life to suffer
Jeg: In such a short time
Then why
angelchanneler.readings: sadly things happen to people - some more than others
Jeg: My karma that bad
angelchanneler.readings: Your karma is not bad
you are mistaken about that
who is telling you that your karma is bad Nina?
for they are mistaken
Jeg: Then it was too much
angelchanneler.readings: Your angels want you to know that you have so much to live for
Jeg: I once read god never gives you more than you can handle
angelchanneler.readings: you are a very kind lady
and you have a big heart
everyone makes mistakes
Jeg: But it was far too much
angelchanneler.readings: do not be so hard on yourself
Your angels are with you now to help you get past this phase of your life
you have the love of your angels
Jeg: Israel has left me
angelchanneler.readings: I see you moving
to a better place
Jeg: I didn't deserve him
Who is he
angelchanneler.readings: This is very important
Your move to a better place is very important
Your angels want you to be happy, Nina, they want to see you laughing and not crying
There are a lot of negative people where you live
You need to live in a more positive environment
Jeg: Don't have the strength or money
angelchanneler.readings: I see blue skies and the sun shining
Jeg: Only my dad
angelchanneler.readings: Your strength will return once you reduce your stress
Jeg: Who is he
angelchanneler.readings: Kam has his arms around you
He wants you to listen to him and your angels' guidance
Your stress level is dangerously high
you must learn to control it because it is making you ill
do you have any crystals at home?
Jeg: But do I have no destiny
angelchanneler.readings: Yes you do have a destiny Nina
Jeg: If none of it was planned
Used to
angelchanneler.readings: You have a life purpose
Jeg: What
angelchanneler.readings: and that is to share your knowledge with others
and to help people in distress
Jeg: I feel too weak
angelchanneler.readings: Nina your life purpose was to help others and to share your knowledge - you are a very intelligent person
You are weak because your stress has taken over your body and it has made you physically ill
Jeg: I am more intelligent than many but it doesn't mean they will let me tell them something
Give them better attitude
Spread light
angelchanneler.readings: do you like to write Nina?
do you keep a journal (diary) or did you?
because I see you writing
Jeg: Very much when I feel ok
angelchanneler.readings: Kam said you must continue to write about your experiences
Kam is asking you to write about what you are feeling to release your emotions
this is for yourself to release emotions
this is not to publish Nina this is for you to release mental and emotional anguish
Jeg: Don't want to go through another Norwegian winter
angelchanneler.readings: which is why I see you moving to a place where the sun shines more often and there are blue skies
Jeg: No too late
angelchanneler.readings: no it is not Nina
it is not too late
Kam and Gabriel are with you now
they are holding you
you have a life to live Nina
Jeg: Others can do it
angelchanneler.readings: please close your eyes - Kam wants to show you something
Jeg: More light in the world because of me
angelchanneler.readings: yes exactly Nina
what else do you see? Kam is still sending you images
Jeg: A crystal palace
Sunlit, like my home
angelchanneler.readings: excellent, that is correct - now what are you seeing? Kam is sending you another image
Jeg: Can you ask if it is ok for me to use
Kratom
angelchanneler.readings: I do not understand your last question - could you please explain it to me
Jeg: A plant that is uplifting to your emotions
angelchanneler.readings: Kam says it is not good for you to use it
Kam says it is making you worse
you need a clear mind
this interferes with your mind
Jeg: I can't do it sorry
I just need to rest
angelchanneler.readings: Kam is holding you now - he is asking if you want to get better?
Jeg: Cannot
Not in this life
angelchanneler.readings: That is not what Kam wants to hear
Jeg: I pray to die
angelchanneler.readings: Which is why they are with you now because they do not want you to die they want you to live life with joy
Your angels care
Jeg: It's too much
angelchanneler.readings: I am sorry you are in a negative place right now but this can be changed
Jeg: How would it happen
angelchanneler.readings: You must make some changes
Jeg: Too weak to work
angelchanneler.readings: Your angels will help you
You need to find your strength Nina
you have it in you
I have just noticed the time Nina - we have gone over an hour already
I need to go now but please know that Kam, Gabriel and Aria are with you
Thank you for the privilege of doing your reading today
Please take care of yourself Nina

 

[Ninae]

Transcript 2

angelchanneler.readings: Hi Nina
How are you feeling today?
Jeg: ok, tired
angelchanneler.readings: Would you like to start by asking some questions?
Jeg: yes, can i first ask some just out of curiosity?
angelchanneler.readings: yes of course
Jeg: ok
how old is my soul?
angelchanneler.readings: very old - as you know life does not begin here not does it end here.
This is just a journey
Jeg: and still i havent achieved any more
angelchanneler.readings: maybe but you can
Jeg: I've always been an angel?
angelchanneler.readings: yes you have always been an angel
you were created as such
Jeg: so am i like in the lower ranks
angelchanneler.readings: quite the contraty Nina - you are an Arian angel ranked the highest in the Universe
Jeg: what does that mean
angelchanneler.readings: angels are usually very sensitive
Jeg: yes
angelchanneler.readings: to other people's energies and to the environment
the challenge is to overcome it
Jeg: so if i have such a high rank why am i so powerless?
angelchanneler.readings: you are not powerless Nina
not at all
but you feel it and that is different
Jeg: and why did you say i have no karma
i do bad things all the time
out of weakness and to survive
angelchanneler.readings: karma is to do with past life lessons
you do not have any past life lessons to learn this life
you are in this state of anxiety and confusion because other people have made you feel this way
Jeg: how many lives have i had on earth
angelchanneler.readings: too many to number
but you have lived some wonderful lives here
Jeg: can you tell me of some?
i hate this world sometimes
angelchanneler.readings: Your life is supposed to be good, but sometimes there are challenges, and it depends on how we handle them as to how we live our lives
Jeg: don't want to come back
angelchanneler.readings: the world has become a very negative place - but not everywhere
not everyone is fearful
you are very fearful Nina
Jeg: because i've experienced so many traumatic things
angelchanneler.readings: fear is just an emotion
Jeg: but bad life events are real
its not just about fears
angelchanneler.readings: you need to learn how to overcome your fears - to put them in the past where they started
Jeg: can you tell me of some of my good lives
angelchanneler.readings: I will be happy to
You are a beatiful angel and a much loved one across the Universe where you have lived many lives
Jeg: is it true i came here at the time of atlantis, that's what I've heard
angelchanneler.readings: Yes, that is true, however not everyone understands the concept behind Atlantis
Jeg: did i try to help then?
angelchanneler.readings: You were a major part of it Nina
Jeg: But there was one who said i came from mars at the time of atlantis and created fear and hatred on earth and would never overcome my karma etc.
?
angelchanneler.readings: THAT IS A LIE - how dare she say that!!!!!
Jeg: that was years ago
angelchanneler.readings: she has given you false information
I am very upset to hear this Nina
Jeg: it has been tormenting me because i almost believed it
angelchanneler.readings: how terrible to be told such lies
they are not true!
Jeg: and that my last lives were bad and my next would be too
angelchanneler.readings: THAT IS NOT TRUE EITHER NINA - ANOTHER LIE
You have had some wonderful lives
Jeg: and that I usually die of sucicide or a wretched death
angelchanneler.readings: THIS IS A COMPLETE LIE
oh dear Nina, no wonder you are fearful
Please stay away from her and others like her
Jeg: what did i do in atlantis
angelchanneler.readings: I mean that you have been frightened during readings instead of enlightened
Your next life will not be bad, quite the opposite
Jeg: but i dont know if want any more lives on earth
angelchanneler.readings: You were a part of a large group of angels sent to establish 'Atlantis'
Jeg: was atlantis founded over 200 000 years ago
angelchanneler.readings: it was not that long ago
Jeg: ok
angelchanneler.readings: but you had a very siginificant role in it
Jeg: what did i do
angelchanneler.readings: you helped establish a new civilization
I will be writing about them soon
Jeg: ok
angelchanneler.readings: you were also a princess in multiple lifetimes
one of them not too long ago
on another planet - not this one
Jeg: yes, i got that image the last time we talked
angelchanneler.readings: you come from a family of angels
Jeg: what planets have i lived on?
angelchanneler.readings: too many to number but I can tell you about some of them
Jeg: ok
angelchanneler.readings: You live multiple lives on Erra, a planet similar to ours in the Constellation of Pleiades
they wre all good lives
Jeg: oh
angelchanneler.readings: you also lived on a planet called Nativa quite some distance from here
they were very happy lives
I see you with flowers in your hair
like a crown of flowers
Jeg: yes
angelchanneler.readings: I see you with jet black hair - very long and different head bands
you were very happy on Nativa
Jeg: but I've always been blond
angelchanneler.readings: but on this planet you had medium complexion with green eyes and long jet black hair
very beautiful too
and a big smile
Jeg: so i've been on so many planets?
angelchanneler.readings: yes many many planets
Jeg: so did i serve well?
angelchanneler.readings: I also see you with children on Nativa - 3 children
Jeg: what does my cat think of me?
i took him in when no one wanted him
bet he thinks im bad
angelchanneler.readings: your cat thinks no such thing
but your cat senses your moods
cats are very intuitive animals
you have always adored cats in your lives on earth
Jeg: mm
angelchanneler.readings: did you know that you lived past lives in Egypt?
Jeg: yes the good medium I first had told me
angelchanneler.readings: did you also know that you knew Cleopatra personally?
Jeg: really
angelchanneler.readings: yes really
Jeg: was cleopatra black or white?
angelchanneler.readings: white
Jeg: she was grecian
angelchanneler.readings: you were close friends
Jeg: oh really
why
was she also an angel?
angelchanneler.readings: yes she was
you and several others were sent as a group
other angels
Jeg: yes
so how did cleopatra get her power?
what was my egyptian name
angelchanneler.readings: she was powerful from the moment she was born
Jeg: i'm more gentle
angelchanneler.readings: however her life did not turn out as was intended
Jeg: oh
what went wrong
angelchanneler.readings: Your name was Neletia
Jeg: oh, i like names starting with n
angelchanneler.readings: you also had jet black hair in that life
shoulder length
Jeg: do you know what my soul name is?
angelchanneler.readings: beautiful brown eyes
Your original name which is also your angel name is Nareenah
Archangel Nareenah is your current status
Jeg: hahah sounds indian
angelchanneler.readings: pronounced Narina
Jeg: so mine is short for it, but my mother was very intuitive
angelchanneler.readings: yes it is very similar - interesting don't you think?
Jeg: then i am an archangel
like archangel michael?
but I'm nothing like archangel Michael
angelchanneler.readings: your nick name is Rina
Jeg: ok
angelchanneler.readings: so most people call you Rina (your angel friends)
yes you have archangel status
Jeg: but not as high as him
angelchanneler.readings: You do not rank as high as Michael or Gabriel, but you are working your way up!
Jeg: when i was in my school nativity play
i got to play angel gabriel
angelchanneler.readings: that is nice
Jeg: guess because i looked the most like one
angelchanneler.readings: Gabriel is with you now and he is smiling
Jeg: i had blond waves
so that was just a coincidence
angelchanneler.readings: He said a perfect angel
yes a coincidence but a funny one
Gabriel says you have a great smile!
Jeg: i dont like how i look so much any more
angelchanneler.readings: Gabriel says why not?
Jeg: I think I've changed
angelchanneler.readings: you are a beautiful woman - why would you doubt that?
Gabriel and your angels disagree
Jeg: do i have any light inside
angelchanneler.readings: You are a beacon of light Nina
Jeg: i just feel darkness in my heart
angelchanneler.readings: that is sadness because you are distressed
Jeg: is it like i subconsciously spread light wherever i am
angelchanneler.readings: you are correct about that
Jeg: thats what the good channeler said
angelchanneler.readings: your aura (energy) is pure white
angel energy
Jeg: ywonne wassini
she is wonderful
she is also an angel
angelchanneler.readings: I like the sound of her
yes she is an angel
but your soul is older than hers
Jeg: really?
angelchanneler.readings: yes really
Jeg: but much older in human years, so she is more mature than me
and she is clairvoyant
angelchanneler.readings: very much so - she is a medium with clairvoyance, clairaudience, and clairsentience
Jeg: I mostly have clairsentience, with some telepathy, and some healing
But she sees past lives like a film
guess like you
angelchanneler.readings: I do too
Jeg: and she teaches about feminine energy, or the femnine stream, the divine feminine
it's a wonderful energy, very nourishing
joy and beauty
angelchanneler.readings: Your angels say that she is very good at it
Jeg: what about israel?
what is my connection with him
angelchanneler.readings: Israel is a person am I correct?
you know
Jeg: yes
angelchanneler.readings: you have met before in many past lives
Jeg: i was told 5 on this earth
angelchanneler.readings: many more than that
Jeg: we seem to have very strong connection
really
he's not an angel
angelchanneler.readings: no he is not an angel
Jeg: i just helped his sister who committed suicide to cross over
or through a friend of my sister who works with this stuff
so how come we have such a connection?
angelchanneler.readings: he has no connection to angels
Jeg: it's like a pull
but he is not spiritual like me
angelchanneler.readings: no he is not spiritual at all
he uses people
Jeg: but its like opposites attracts us
he uses women
he said over 300
angelchanneler.readings: he has a dark energy around him
Jeg: but he cares about me in some way
angelchanneler.readings: he is not being honest with you about caring
Jeg: so why does he say it
angelchanneler.readings: but he does have serious behavioral issues
Jeg: he is selfish
angelchanneler.readings: because he can
Jeg: yes many many
angelchanneler.readings: yes very much so
Jeg: done many bad things
angelchanneler.readings: why would you want to be in touch with anyone like that?
Jeg: he just makes me feel love
angelchanneler.readings: are you trying to change him?
Jeg: not really
we can't change each other
he is not responsive
i feel he is far behind me
but i would like too
angelchanneler.readings: He talks to many women and tells them the same lies
Jeg: is there something i should know about him?
angelchanneler.readings: yes he is not a safe person to know
Jeg: is it like he'd like me to come over so he can use me for sex
angelchanneler.readings: he is a part of your distress
Jeg: he fights a lot and wrecks cars
but what about our other lives together
angelchanneler.readings: what purpose do you think he serves in your life Nina?
Jeg: to love someone
to interact with a man
that's it
it made me happy to love him
but not so much anymore
angelchanneler.readings: I did not say you lived many lives together, but you have met him many times in past lives
Jeg: because love takes away all pain
what did we do?
angelchanneler.readings: he was not a good influence
you were not meant to connect this life
do you like to help trapped spirits?
Jeg: no kristin does
i can't
angelchanneler.readings: that is interesting
Jeg: she releases them from my energy field
like 2000
she told me she'd been told she was a hybrid angel-human
angelchanneler.readings: she is wrong about that
Jeg: is that possible
angelchanneler.readings: not it is not real
Jeg: kristin
who is she?
angelchanneler.readings: there is no such being as a 'hybrid angel human'
Jeg: she is so high consciousness and good
angelchanneler.readings: Gabriel is saddened that she thinks there is such a being
Jeg: she must be an angel
she can talk to jesus and archangel michael
angelchanneler.readings: Kristin is not an angel
nor has she ever been
Jeg: but she's better than me
angelchanneler.readings: angels are humans too Nina - just like you and me
you have physical form as an angel
just like you do here
Jeg: she has a really good life and seems so so happy
angelchanneler.readings: Gabriel is asking - in what way do you think she is better than you?
Jeg: how she has lived her life
very good person
ideal life conditions
angelchanneler.readings: Gabriel is saying that she is not better than you
but she is happier
Jeg: she gets more rewards
angelchanneler.readings: because she needs it
Jeg: and thanks to Kam for showing up when she called for him
she has spiritual skills i dont have
i dont understand
angelchanneler.readings: Your spiritual (mediumship) skills are far better than hers
did you not know this?
Jeg: ?
i can't read the ackashic records
i can't talk to jesus or see him whenever i want
angelchanneler.readings: you talk to Gabriel
and he hears you
and he answers you but you do not hear him - but you will
Jeg: i always talk to michael
but i should talk to gabriel
is he the angel of healing?
angelchanneler.readings: Yes please - Gabriel is your senior guardian angel now
Jeg: ok
angelchanneler.readings: all angels help heal
but they are also good mentors as is Gabriel
Jeg: so what went wrong for cleopatra
angelchanneler.readings: her heart got in the way
Jeg: yes
did she meet a man?
thats what yvonne wassini said
angelchanneler.readings: she met several
Jeg: and killed herself with a snake?
angelchanneler.readings: but not in a bad way
she was very lonely and unhappy
Jeg: why?
angelchanneler.readings: because she could not be with the one she loved the most
Jeg: who was that
angelchanneler.readings: someone of a different culture
Jeg: so she killed herself
someone who invaded them?
angelchanneler.readings: he would never have been accepted in society
Jeg: he was more barbarian
angelchanneler.readings: yes he was
Jeg: yes thats what i hear
so that was true
with she snake
angelchanneler.readings: but he fought for what he believed in
Jeg: also that she lost her connecton to god
its not true that i died in the vietnam war with israel as my father?
angelchanneler.readings: no she never did - she was also an channeler
she believed in her angels
Jeg: yes
angelchanneler.readings: she was not a weak woman
Jeg: someone else told me that
and i was his daughter once
angelchanneler.readings: Israel was never your father
Jeg: ok so never close
what about my father now
angelchanneler.readings: You never lived a life in Vietnam either
Jeg: ok
angelchanneler.readings: however you did live many lives in thailand
Jeg: and india?
angelchanneler.readings: you were a dancer in Thailand
a very beautiful one
Jeg: oh
bad country
never want to go there
angelchanneler.readings: it has changed a lot but like many countries it has its problems that need to be addressed urgently. The sex trade is scandalous
Jeg: but what is my connection to my father now
angelchanneler.readings: but the people of thailand are not all like that
quite the contrary
it is a beautiful country
Jeg: yes
angelchanneler.readings: as is Vietnam
I have been there too
Jeg: yes
angelchanneler.readings: your connection to your father is not a good one
Jeg: it was when i was a child

 

[Erikmen]

Yesterday my wife and I were watching a documentary about someone going through these experiences and, in her case, she was compelled to tell others (strange people) what they needed to do to get their lives going, however, without the guilty that seemed to be making them all suffer and take wrong actions.
It was strange, she was a telepathic.

 

[Ninae]

There are some good mediums around. There has always been people with access to spiritual truths who serve as a connection to this world but contemporary prophets are mostly met with distrust even though the ones of our time are really the most important. But it's like someone has to be at least a thousand years old with a great following around them to be taken seriously and most aren't very open to being taught for many reasons.

But the Danish medium Yvonne Wassini, who I also talked with that channeler about, is a very gifted medium or channeler. She was the wife of Asger Lorentsen, the brilliant theosophy-inspired writer who died a few years ago and would do channelings for his books. Women tend to be the best channelers, as we're more open that way, and especally midde-aged women or from 40 and beyond is when they tend to really get hold of their skills. She used to write wonderful articles and paint beautiful paitings full of high-consiousness energy, and her channelings into people's spiritual backgrounds, etc. were fascinating.

In one of his books called "Star humans and Angel humans" she channeled a detailed look into two people's spiritual histories. One was a man with a background of being incarnated on more highly-evolved planets and what happened when he came to earth after his home planet was taken over, and another was a look into a female deva-soul who used to be a fire deva who worked inside the sun before she got bored of her existence and started living as a human and incarnating on earth.

So when I was a teenager I wrote and asked for a channeling from her (which I would greatly recommend if she still provides it) and she sent me a tape where she told me a lot about my spiritual origins and my lifetimes on earth. She started by saying "The first image that comes to me when I tune in on you is of an angel, an angel that goes down to earth", etc. (but she didn't mention most of my family members also were - as angels tend to incarnate in groups together). So it was very beautiful but I also found it to be too demanding.

I mean, she was over 50 or in the later part of her life when it's easier to devote yourself to spiritual growth, but I was just starting out my life and was in the opposite position. I remember her saying things like "Now it's time for you to wake up and do your lightwork on earth. There are people waiting for you to wake up. There are animals waiting for you to wake up. For you to help them." And that I was supposed to learn to send light out to my hometown, to all of my country, and finally to the whole world. So I was just overwhelmed by it all and could barely understand it. Now I can understand it but I still don't think it's for everyone or as easy for everyone to devote themselves to as she describes.

 

[Ninae]

Well, you might still be able to ask for a reading here.

https://da-dk.facebook.com/yvonne.wassini

You can tell she is something special just by the look of her. She has a very luminous aura. I also went to Denmark for a workshop with them she had a group for women where she would take us out into nature and teach us about the inner life of nature. I remember her telling us how she and a group of women took an astral journey back to Avalon to see the priestesses there at work, and she said when they came back they all commented on all the insects there were there, but she said that was because there was so much life.

She told us about how there would be enlightened priestesses who would go out into nature and sing healing and blessing power into nature and about a kind of beautiful white magic and nature religion. There was also a painting class where she taught us how to paint with light, or to paint light into the pictures. She said it's the energy you put into the image that matters and not to worry about the golden ratio, etc.

But they taught, and they had a very beautiful philosophy which was a varation of theosophy, mysticism, and paganism, that most of those who are strongly attracted to the spiritual are from higher consciousness planets, or about 25% tend to be from more highly evolved planets, and 1-2% from the deva or angel evolution (about half of the group of women I was in).

 

[Erikmen]

I believe it's not at all easy. We often tend to imagine ourselves doing something that another person doing and it normally feels like that

 

[Ninae]

Because I'm curious, adeventerous, and open to new things people just assume I must be mentally unhinged as they're not aware I actually have solid basis in classic theology. I also have some way to receive direct spiritual inspiration without drugs so I'm not really that misguided. I just get tired of talking about the same old thing all the time and don't see that much point in stating the obvious, while many obviously see it differently.

I just like having a variety of sources and find the truth to be spread out all over the place and not be as simple as that you can renounce one approach for the sake of another and that's it and all you will need to do. Although that is understandable when to many even the notion that there is a God seems like too much to take on so these things are never going to speak to the majority. But I find one thing that really gets in the way of people increasing their understanding or spiritual growth is the way they tend to identify too much with a certain approach, and so be opposed to all others, almost like following a football team. So it becomes a matter of their ego and being in conflict with followers of opposing beliefs (just as with anything else) but this outlook really doesn't serve you in the spiritual field.

You just have to accept that there is nothing or no one that can give you the whole truth and be willing to look at everything and use your own intuition. People just tend to focus on the negative to the point it also makes them reject anything of value. i.e. there are many negative things associated with religion so nothing connected with religion can be of any value. Or if a modern spiritual teacher has some out-there things like life on other planets to talk about, most will reject them on the basis of that even if they have good things to teach you about God, the human consciousness, and consciousness growth, etc.

 

[Ninae]

Transcript 3


angelchanneler.readings: Hello Nina!
Jeg: did you like the links i sent you?
angelchanneler.readings: which links?
Jeg: about the danish spiritual centre
angelchanneler.readings: oh yes
absolutely
lovely place
Jeg: and the angel clairvoyant i mentioned
angelchanneler.readings: you should go there
Jeg: i have been
he mentioned in the interview many from the angel kingdom seems to be attracted to it
for its spirtual vibrations
angelchanneler.readings: Have you considered going there for a few months
Jeg: i was educated in the feminine stream/the divine feminine
anyway
are my angels here now
angelchanneler.readings: yes they are
Jeg: all of them
angelchanneler.readings: they have brought some other angels with them
Jeg: oh thanks
so i bet they're not so happy
angelchanneler.readings: quite the contrary
Jeg: had a bit of a dark week
angelchanneler.readings: they are here to help you
Emerald Angel Zain is with you - he is a very powerful healer
Jeg: lashed out at my dad's new wife
got so angry and said some ugly things which i never do
but she provoked me
angelchanneler.readings: she was not very nice to you
Jeg: it's hard to heal your heart
angelchanneler.readings: yes it is, which is why you have some more angels with you now
angelchanneler.readings: Zain wants to ask you a question
Jeg: ok
angelchanneler.readings: please close your eyes and tell me what colours you see
Jeg: blue and gold
angelchanneler.readings: excellent
Jeg: dots
angelchanneler.readings: do you see a bird?
he is sending an image to you
Jeg: no
angelchanneler.readings: Zain asks that you close your eyes and see what image appears before you
Jeg: huge powerful angel
angelchanneler.readings: how do you see this angel - please describe the angel to me
Jeg: maybe i was making that up
angelchanneler.readings: no you were not
Jeg: big
bright
angelchanneler.readings: tall?
Jeg: many pastel colours
yes massive
kind of soft in vibration
angelchanneler.readings: he is a gentle man
an gentle soul
Jeg: and seems like embracing me
from a distance
is he an archangel?
angelchanneler.readings: yes you are correct Nina - he is
Jeg: did i start out as one or grow into one?
angelchanneler.readings: you were created as one
Jeg: so do i have these high guardian angels because of my rank
like i'm a baby version of them
angelchanneler.readings: yes, you are correct
Jeg: and they're supposed to stimulate me
angelchanneler.readings: stimulate the mind
Jeg: do most have lower ranked angels?
angelchanneler.readings: only a small percentage of people have archangels as guardian angels
Jeg: but i guess i share them with many right
like how many do i share gabriel with?
did i begin as an archangel
angelchanneler.readings: yes you began life as an archangel
Jeg: is that many of your clients
angelchanneler.readings: Gabriel said you have spent over 30 past lives on this planet with him by your side
Jeg: wow
i love gabriel
he has a kind of sweet vibration
angelchanneler.readings: that just made him smile
Jeg: i imagine him made of emerald coloured light
i try to pray to him
angelchanneler.readings: no that is Zain
Zain has an emerald colored aura (energy)
Jeg: did he help me with my bank card on friday?
gabriel i mean
angelchanneler.readings: Gabriel's aura (energy) has 3 colours - blue, yellow and purple
Jeg: oh
now i will imagine that
i used to pray to michael and he helped me as well
angelchanneler.readings: Gabriel says you are good at visualizing
Jeg: i love him too
him i just see as the archtypical angel
beautiful, blond locks, strong blue eyes, etc.
angelchanneler.readings: Zain is asking if you feel a shift in energy around you
Jeg: yes i am good at making up light meditations
wanted to make a book abot it
yes, it calms me
angelchanneler.readings: excellent
Jeg: does he recommend i see a healer here on earth
angelchanneler.readings: Gabriel is sending you an image telepathically - please tell me what you see or sense?
Jeg: a white cat?
or a pyramid
hm don't think that was right
angelchanneler.readings: a cat and a pyramid
Jeg: yes
angelchanneler.readings: it represents several past lives in Egypt
but the white symbolizes an angel cat
Jeg: oh
right
angelchanneler.readings: Gabriel is clapping
you did very well
Jeg: feels funny
angelchanneler.readings: lol
Jeg: because it feels like i'm just making it up
angelchanneler.readings: Gabriel is sending you another image - tell me what you see
Jeg: what i would love
is if i could hear his replies and talk to him
then i might feel safer in this world
angelchanneler.readings: you will when you are in a relaxed state
Jeg: ok send the image again
truly
angelchanneler.readings: Gabriel is sending you an image now - a different image than before
Jeg: i just see a big dark mountain
angelchanneler.readings: Gabriel said did you hear anything when you saw the mountain?
Jeg: ominous
angelchanneler.readings: he said the mountain was big but not dark
Jeg: was it right
i saw it as dark gray
no sound
angelchanneler.readings: the big mountain is correct but it was not dark
covered in trees
dark green trees
Jeg: we have so many mountains in norway
oh that i love
angelchanneler.readings: hence the 'dark' you saw - but not gray
dark green
the colour of trees
Jeg: i love nature
it can heal me
anyway
angelchanneler.readings: Gabriel is sending you another image - tell me what you see - let the image come to you and do not try to see it
Jeg: a big red sun?
no
angelchanneler.readings: Gabriel said yes a big red sun is correct
Jeg: what is it for
it just took shape in my mind
angelchanneler.readings: hope
Jeg: i saw the colour
angelchanneler.readings: Gabriel said he is sending another image that connects with the sun
please tell me what you see
Jeg: a city of light
shimmering
angelchanneler.readings: Gabriel said yes that is correct - do you recognize it?
Jeg: feels like i must have lived there
houses of golden light
angelchanneler.readings: Gabriel said yes you have - many times
Jeg: sounds nice
angelchanneler.readings: It is an Angel Sanctuary
Jeg: wish i was there
angelchanneler.readings: Gabriel said it is very beautiful
Jeg: feel like i need to sleep and heal for a long time
before i can be useful again
i see it as small
is it?
does angels have easier lives than humans
angelchanneler.readings: Gabriel is asking if you would like to visit this planet in your sleep? He will take you there if you would like to be shown it
Jeg: or oppsite?
yes
i would love to
angelchanneler.readings: Gabriel said he will do it
Jeg: but i rarely remember my dreams aymore
angelchanneler.readings: Gabriel is a human being Nina - as are you even before this life
Jeg: i used to have very spiritual dreams
angelchanneler.readings: Michael is also a human being
as are most of your angels
angelchanneler.readings: You will have your dreams again
Jeg: i dont understand
you mean we take both evolutions
angelchanneler.readings: Most of the Universe is inhabited by humans
human beings
just like us
Jeg: yes the physical
angelchanneler.readings: they live on different planets many very similar to ours, others quite different
angels all have physical form just like we do
Jeg: i have found something that works as an antidepressant now
because i need an antidepressant until i can be healed
angelchanneler.readings: yes you do, your angels agree with you
Jeg: and who knows when that will be
dont have much strength left
angelchanneler.readings: that is not true Nina
Gabriel is telling me that
Jeg: well when there is so much pain in my heart i can't function at all
angelchanneler.readings: Gabriel said this will change
Jeg: also i wonder why i have got away with so much bad stuff in this life
i could have gone to prison
angelchanneler.readings: but you did not
Jeg: why is that
i have done all kinds of bad things
out of weakness and desperation
not out of evil but still bad things
angelchanneler.readings: Gabriel said people make mistakes Nina
no you acted misguidedly
is my mother ok now?
angelchanneler.readings: Your mother is very sad
she feels your emotions
Jeg: was she punished or suffered for a long time
angelchanneler.readings: this haunts her
Jeg: kristin and her mother just tried help her into the light
but she feels she doesn't deserve it
i want to give her a message
can i?
angelchanneler.readings: Gabriel said "please do"
Jeg: i want to say she was an ideal mother and made my childhood a paradise
and i see her as so angelic, and innocent, and pure
and apart from the suicide
she never did a wrong thing in her life
but it was harsh to be thrown into the world after living in that protected atmosphere
a shock
and also that i forgive her and apologise for being a bad daughter
angelchanneler.readings: Gabriel wants to know if you would like him and your angels to take her to the light?
Jeg: i wouldnt have if i could have helped it
and that i'd like her as a mother again in a life when i can be a good daughter
if she would like that
or if she hasn't rejected me now
see i feel as much guilt as she does
angelchanneler.readings: your mother has not crossed over yet Nina
Jeg: i feel partly responsible for her suicide
angelchanneler.readings: because of her guilt as she let you down
Jeg: can you help her?
angelchanneler.readings: Gabriel wants to know if you would like him and your angels to take her to the light?
Jeg: please do
can they just because i gve premission?
take her to a good place to let her rest and heal
with her parents
has she met her parents yet?
let her forget about this life for a while
is what i want
angelchanneler.readings: Gabriel wants your permission to take her home to rest
Jeg: yes i give it, please do
and tell her i love her and am sorry for everything
angelchanneler.readings: Nina, you have just helped your mother cross over
I see her waving
Jeg: is she happy?
angelchanneler.readings: she is with her family now
yes and tears of joy
Jeg: so was i the one holding her back?
angelchanneler.readings: no
you were not the one holding her back
Jeg: not my sisters?
i cried too
angelchanneler.readings: there are many reasons she did not want to leave
Jeg: so why could she go now?
but why now?
angelchanneler.readings: she wanted to be with her Earth family
but she was misguided
Jeg: she loved her children
she was extremely motherly
angelchanneler.readings: yes she did and she still does
Jeg: blessed to have her as a mother
is she an archangel too?
she is not intellectual like me
more simple minded
and more like a child
angelchanneler.readings: she was actually very intelligent
but she was afraid to speak her mind
Jeg: do we belong to the same angel family?
angelchanneler.readings: yes you do belong to the same angel family
have we had lives togrther before?
i'd just like to heal that relationship
angelchanneler.readings: yes you have had many past lives together - very happy ones
she adores you
Jeg: as mother and chld?
i think i was the child who gave her the most joy
angelchanneler.readings: in every life
Jeg: she always said i was like a ray of sunhine
really
always her the mother?
angelchanneler.readings: Gabriel said you are a bright light
Jeg: that makes me feel good and calms down some of my stress
thank you
angelchanneler.readings: yes she was always your mother when you shared a life together
Jeg: why is that
angelchanneler.readings: because you are very close and you asked for her to be
Jeg: was she and i supposed to influence my father to be more spiritual?
yes i still want to
and what about my sisters?
angelchanneler.readings: your mother was not sent to this life to influence your father. Your father was sent here to learn a lesson which he has yet to learn (Gabriel said that)
Jeg: what is it?
i want to cut him out of my life now
angry at him
and his new wife
angelchanneler.readings: to leave his ego behind him, not to be arrogant - a lesson in humility
Jeg: though i have no one else to help me with practical things
well he was more humble when he was young
angelchanneler.readings: you sense he and his wife's negative energies
Jeg: he just worked hard for his family and didn't have that much money
i just felt enough is enough
and i told her how he was with my mother
angelchanneler.readings: he behaved exactly the same way in past lives
Jeg: i tried to cast out some demons that day so i wonder if it backlashed
it seemed to help at first
jesus said you should cast out your demons
angelchanneler.readings: Gabriel said next time you meditate ask for him to guide and protect you
Jeg: and i tried to command the demons of depression etc. out in the name of christ
is there any use in that?
am i under attack from darkness because of my potential
angelchanneler.readings: Gabriel said you are not under attack Nina
Jeg: i have learned much about darkness
not under demon attack
because im shielded by angels?
angelchanneler.readings: yes you are shielded by your angels
so Gabriel can show you the light
Jeg: can you also confirm one very negative reading i got ten years ago was false?
angelchanneler.readings: Gabriel said you are not evil nor have you ever been
Jeg: so why have there been so much suffering given me in tihis life?
angelchanneler.readings: Gabriel said your suffering was not given to you Nina
you walked into it
it was not given to you
it was never meant to happen
it just did
Jeg: so even without karma life can get so bad
why doesnt God teriminate a life that goes so wrong
and lets you suffer so long
angelchanneler.readings: Gabriel is asking if you read what he told you just now?
Jeg: and i'm carrying all those wounds now
yes
but i feel it was very wrong and unfair
angelchanneler.readings: Gabriel said Nina please stop feeling sorry for yourself you are making your angels cry
Gabriel wants you to know how loved you are by your angels
Jeg: i am sorry but cant they see what a state i'm in
angelchanneler.readings: they are trying to help you get away from all this negativity
Jeg: i feel my angels are far away
angelchanneler.readings: Gabriel said all your angels love you
no they are not far away
many are with you now
Jeg: yes but not in this world
angelchanneler.readings: yes they are in this world

 

[murphythecat]

ninae, what do you learn from this conversation?

very special read, but I cant help to feel your talking to your subconscious. we are all our own guardian angel at least.

Everyone has a bright mind but to live under that light, you have to stop that thinking process and use your consciousness to build only upon good and wholesome thoughts and actions until you become light.
the only way to become the light is to purify yourself. the only way to purification is with clear observation of your every thoughts and actions (mindfulness). otherwise, you will always slip between wholesome and unwholesome state of mind.

 

[Erikmen]

I believe some people really has this sensitive side well developed. We don't really know whatever this is though..

 

[Ninae]

ninae, what do you learn from this conversation?.

It was my conversation lol. So it was pretty interesting from my point of view (especially seeing how I can be so telepathic). And there was no way to fake it so that makes it more likely the rest is true. Or, I know there will be a million explanations of how it could have been, but things like this do occur all the time.

Anyway, unlike you I appreciate the imagination and communication with interesting people. It seems so dire to reduce almost everything to worthlessness and I don't see how this can make you happy. A real example of how religion can suck the joy out of life, I suppose. I've just never allowed it to do that to me and don't approach it that way (like taking the colour out of everything).

Is it just for the sense of validation of doing good in the context of your belief-system? It should bring you more gratification than the context of a belief-system for its own sake though. I mean, the experience of starting to receive telepathic images is something to get excited about at least. So I don't really know why you would need to reduce it to nothing. But I hate the way clashing belief-systems have to suck all value out of each other to justify themselves. Why or can't we do better?

 

[Erikmen]

Maybe.

 

[murphythecat]

it is very exciting, as long as you learn something from this. what your angel told you about having a lot on your mind is very true. we need to control those thoughts going thrue our mind.
sorry ninae if I insulted you or anything, I know I can be rude and most likely boring.

 

[Ninae]

No, unlike some I don't get insulted by opposing theological viewpoints, and I mostly welcome them (and otherwise I don't get the chance to win). I just like to expose more to the light or bring new things to people's attention. I can't help it, it's just the way I am, I'm very expansive in a mental sense.

Also, I have Jupiter on Mercury if you know astrology (i.e. the planet of excess or abundence touching the mental aspect) and my mental world is larger than most is. And I have focused on the development on the mental body a lot in this lifetime.

Although what I really need now is to work on emotional control (but this is much harder for me).

 

[swilow]

my mental world is larger than most is

Your mental world certainly seems to be more alive then most, but its never helpful to denigrate the majority to make a positive statement about oneself that demonstrates the opposite of said statement.

Or, I know there will be a million explanations of how it could have been, but things like this do occur all the time.

Then why is there no evidence of these occurrences or any way to explain, verify and repeat them, reliably, for everyone and not only to those who believe in them?

Is it just for the sense of validation of doing good in the context of your belief-system? It should bring you more gratification than the context of a belief-system for its own sake though. I mean, the experience of starting to receive telepathic images is something to get excited about at least. So I don't really know why you would need to reduce it to nothing. But I hate the way clashing belief-systems have to suck all value out of each other to justify themselves. Why or can't we do better?

How is claiming thoughts to be telepathy not reductionist?

Gabriel said Nina please stop feeling sorry for yourself you are making your angels cry

A part of me finds that almost offensive. :] I find this whole topic to be troubling. I can't see anything specific in what this angel-chaneller is saying to you, but I am not you...

If this gives you strength and happiness, I am pleased. I can't tell why you posted this, because I feel that you may take criticism of this in a bad way, but you have posted this publicly. I feel sorry for the fact that people are out there who seem to be exploiting vulnerable individuals for personal gain. But then, I find it to highly unlikely that we are constantly surrounded by influential entities. I see no evidence of their influence, which is why I hold my belief. To that end, I don't believe those that claim to communicate with these beings.

 

[Ninae]

Your mental world certainly seems to be more alive then most, but its never helpful to denigrate the majority to make a positive statement about oneself that demonstrates the opposite of said statement.

Who said it had to be in a positive sense?

 

[Ninae]

These conversations are quite interesting from a spiritual point of view, at least if you read through them in a focused way and don't just skim through it. Even if it can be a bit like trying to describe to people that you have met God or experienced extra-sensory perceptions when they haven't themselves (although this would be a bit more tricky for someone to fake). But what's most interesting isn't so much the past life/angel stuff, as I already knew most of that, although it's quite a good angel's perspective on things.

What really stands out is the way the conversation was carried out, or it would have been if you were there, with how easily it flowed without any pauses on either side like any other conversation. Having mental images and interpretations sent to you like that is certainly an interesting experience and I think it would be for anyone if they were to go through it themselves and not just be the judge of what someone else experienced. Especially considering there were no drugs involved it was quite a trippy experience. It also worked just in the same way that I can sporadically experience telepathy in normal life, although in this case it was more like a trickle of water being expanded to a river.

The other thing was the way she could know of and had access to so much private information about me and my family. I mean, I don't believe she knew absolutely everything, but she didn't have to as she was familiar with so much she might as well be familiar with 90% as much as anything. So there was definitely something going on with that. Although, I don't know about anyone else, but I've met more than one person like that in real life and it's not such a big deal. Whether it's through having access to the akashic records, communicating with their guides, or having developed extra-sensory perception skills it still amounts to the same thing.

I just find it funny how many can be so precious about these things. It's like even if they know they occur they want it to be reserved to a context they can approve of, or is personally connected to them, when it's for everyone really. There's just so much of this kind of thing going on it's really something that most have access to or can develop, in my opinion, and people should be encouraged to and not just have their sanity questioned when they manage to break through these barriers (which isn't even that hard). Even if some might have well-meant intentions I'm tired of seeing human spiritual potential kept down. And just because you experience telepathy or clairvoyance it doesn't need to mean you're going mad or can't separate fantasy from reality.

In Hinduism they have a common term called kundalini-psychosis which is a name for what happens when someone's psychic centers or third eye gets really awakened by kundalini energy so their "extra-sensory senses" can be suddenly switched on. But at least they acknowledge it and have a way of helping people understand and control these things instead of making them feel intellectually challenged and be put on medication. My higher senses, or mainly clairsentience and telepathy, have certainly been developed very slowly, steadily, in a balanced way, and haven't made me lose my mind in any sense.

 

[murphythecat]

Honestly, the way you talk so highly of yourself compared to others is very bad. especially how you compare yourself to others and claim and think and believe that some have less higher consciousness then you.

Your mental world certainly seems to be more alive then most, but its never helpful to denigrate the majority to make a positive statement about oneself that demonstrates the opposite of said statement.
.

very weird indeed and totally contradictory to what love is suppose to do.

 

[Ninae]

I didn't say I was advanced. I meant when I can do some of it and I know others who can do some of it I'm sure many can.

 

[socko]

That was interesting. Thanks for sharing those readings. Some of the comments were very practical like coping with anxiety. But I admit I did get worried when she mentioned Cleopatria. Bringing out Cleopatra is always a Red Flag; but still, it was interesting. So ... how did the readings affect you in the long term? Did you follow their advice? Did you make any life changes?
I think I might have asked you this before, sorry if I am repeating myslef, but have you ever thought of learning to make your own contacts directly?