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Bluelighter
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since its nearl impossible to get anything around here,and cant drive anymore,and im under constant watch when i go out,this is hard for me to say honestly ...
im thinking of taking my doc's advice on getting a script for bupe ,for getting high here and there ,i know i know ...
but the way i see it,it will be legal,can have it when i want it,no BS from dealers
and since constant use would lead to the good effects leaving fast ,that would give me incintive (sp) to use only a couple times a week if that
plus bupe high would last hours on end
i know the consequences ,i was on methadone for a long time ,but detoxed on my own,and believe me id rather use short acting opiates I REALLY would ,but god damn i really crave somthing at the end of the day ,and thats the way i have always been ,ive never been the one to get high multiple times a day ,i had a honeymoon phase with opi's that lasted 6 years because i only dosed once a day ,just felt alot better working hard all day then having a opiate to come home to ,then methadone came into the picture and didnt realize when i got high at night i would be high the next day,and well all went down hill from there,since it was like iwas dose' multiple times with the half life as long as it is ,even though i only did it at the end of the day
anyway the the availability ,mach with FUCKING OUTRAGEOUS BEND U OVER FUCK U DRY prices around here just depresses me im finaly able to enjoy drugs that give euphoria and cant get it.....
im still on the fence about this ,
sorry guys ,just need opinions,
im thinking of taking my doc's advice on getting a script for bupe ,for getting high here and there ,i know i know ...
but the way i see it,it will be legal,can have it when i want it,no BS from dealers
and since constant use would lead to the good effects leaving fast ,that would give me incintive (sp) to use only a couple times a week if that
plus bupe high would last hours on end
i know the consequences ,i was on methadone for a long time ,but detoxed on my own,and believe me id rather use short acting opiates I REALLY would ,but god damn i really crave somthing at the end of the day ,and thats the way i have always been ,ive never been the one to get high multiple times a day ,i had a honeymoon phase with opi's that lasted 6 years because i only dosed once a day ,just felt alot better working hard all day then having a opiate to come home to ,then methadone came into the picture and didnt realize when i got high at night i would be high the next day,and well all went down hill from there,since it was like iwas dose' multiple times with the half life as long as it is ,even though i only did it at the end of the day
anyway the the availability ,mach with FUCKING OUTRAGEOUS BEND U OVER FUCK U DRY prices around here just depresses me im finaly able to enjoy drugs that give euphoria and cant get it.....
im still on the fence about this ,
sorry guys ,just need opinions,
