• The Dark Side 💕 Welcome Guest 💕
    Posting Rules Bluelight Rules
    Notable Threads Urgent Hotlines
    Bereavement Mindfulness
    Suicide Support Anger Management
  • TDS Moderators: AlphaMethylPhenyl | paranoid android

Considering Fatal shot (Heroin)

<snip> Removed unhelpful content

I pray that your determination to add a full stop wavers. As they say, time heals all wounds. And it's not a pretty experience to find someone overdosed from heroin, or any opiate for that matter, so consider how that will potentially affect whoever discovers you in a major way. I have both OD'd and also saved my girl's life on many occasions where she has been clinically dead or very close. I have also lost many friends to heroin overdoses and others from more graphic successful attempts.

It is cliched but suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem as stated by someone in this thread. However, sometimes it can be a permanent solution to a permanent problem. That's how I feel at the moment anyway, I just cannot envision a life with such a gaping wound in my broken heart.

Good luck, friend - and give it time. <3

Ash.
 
Last edited by a moderator:
i've overdosed on oxycodone and it didn't feel good it actually made me feel like crap and uncomfortably high not a way i'd choose to go
 
Artificial Emotion said:
If you do go ahead with it make sure you do it properly and don't make some half arsed attempt that turns you into a vegetable reliant on others for the rest of your life.

Good luck, I just wish there was something I could say to convince you not to do it. I just think that if you are going to do it make sure you get the job done properly.

Try and call the Samaritans or go to a hospital and have one last attempt at trying to get better with medical help. If that doesn't work then at least look into a more reliable way to kill yourself. I personally think that everyone should, if they are deemed not to be mentally ill, to have the right to end their own life if their suffering is intolerable. It is your body at the end of the day and what are they going to do, arrest you for attempting to kill yourself?

I know this is a cliché but suicide really is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Things like addiction can be overcome. Hell, if you're really thinking of killing yourself and this is not merely a cry for help, then why not do something drastic like take a big supply of food and drink and just go to some desert island where you literally cannot get access to drugs and it would take a long while to get home and get access to drugs? Or spend a lot of effort trying to have ibogaine therapy? I've heard really promising things about this treatment. What I'm trying to say, is try using more extreme measures to fix the problem rather than giving up. I understand how difficult it is but suicide isn't the answer.
Click to expand...

Vegetable reliant
ththlaugh_pound.gif
I found that amusing thank you!, LOL, and I didnt know what Ibogaine Therapy, I looked it up, thank you I learned something new today!.
th2560.gif
 
heroin is so pleasent but tolerance sucks. please hang in there your purpose on this earth has not yet been fulfilled. think of places you want to visit and think of all the things you love. plan a trip somewhere preferably not afghanistan lol although travelling will be difficult with an addiction
 
"Everything will be all right in the end. If it's not all right, then it's not the end."

I hate to sum up your emotional crisis with such few words, but they hold so much value to me. Things are rough right now, but if this your rock bottom, there is no where to go but up from here. Just hang in there - look at all these people that love you.. these people, these words, are all representative of the immense amount of time and human empathy available to you by people who understand and are willing to help. A friend, your mother, a counselor, a non profit org, etc - I can assure you that with a hand from these people and some kind words, you can make way your way through recovery, and ultimately onto a life of total fulfillment.

Be strong, all of you. We can make it through this together
 
:) thats stupid to consider such a thing. Also a waste of a life. Many people who say things like this only want attention, maybe its not the case with you... But who knows
 
kAir0s said:
This has been helping me through weight I carry as of the past few days.

http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/threads/633921-¡forgiving-oneself!

Forgive yourself for your wrongs, accept what is the past, declare yourself a new being in the present, and work towards your inevitably brighter future! Love yourself, and fight for the life you're so lucky to have.

we love you
Click to expand...

Beautifully put, kAir0s.<3 I'm going to bump the quotes thread for this one.
 
remember, making decisions while withdrawling is like making decisions while tripping. you're not yourself, this phase will pass, you WILL eventually feel better and differently. you have to tell yourself that your current state is not real. its temporary and you feel like you will never have the solution because it's impossible to conceive, but one day you might realize it.
 
^ psh i consider w/d to be like a delirious psychotic state. Worst mindset ive ever been in (worse than chemical induced delirium in my opinion). Hope youre doing better my friend. Inbox is always open if you need a friend
 
You must log in or register to reply here.
Top