🍄 Gardening 🍄 Considering a Ayahuasca Retreat to combat my deepest issues, traumas, drug addictions

[OpiateKiller]

Has anyone on BL done a retreat? I was doing a lot of research and I am seriously considering doing one this winter. I am just afraid because my last trip was really, really bad and I fear DMT could push me into a psychosis I may never return from.

Despite all that, I think I need to do some inner soul searching. Losing my soulmate has me greatly depressed, the dating culture and society is trash. I find dating apps and girls my age and dating in general to be so fake these days it's' disgusting.

Like love doesn't truly exist since social media was invented.

I could just get some shrooms and do an at home camping trip retreat, shrooms always did cause great revelations for me. I already know I am going to be battling myself heavily and it's going to be a "bad" trip in the sense that I have a lot of buried trauma over the last 5 years I need to truly uncover and understand to be able to love myself again.

 

[ItsclearlyFake]

I could just get some shrooms and do an at home camping trip retreat, shrooms always did cause great revelations for me. I already know I am going to be battling myself heavily and it's going to be a "bad" trip in the sense that I have a lot of buried trauma over the last 5 years I need to truly uncover and understand to be able to love myself again.

I wouln´t jump into conclusions in how it's going to be the trip. I also did several trips with the intention of "healing", self development, releasing trauma/emotions, etc... Ironically, enough tripping taught me that I am imagining all of that, all stories constantly being constructed by me.

 

[Nas47]

Sucess man!Jump into the void without fear