Confirmation

[syd]

It’s comforting to know somewhere there are three chords perfect
Two lines
Nine words you didn’t have to write
That stark absolute color you didn’t have to blend
The crucial import you didn’t have to buy
The ease and worthlessness of someone’s forgotten art
Their simplicity and honesty inducing an undivided existence
Carried for you
Packaged and wanted for
Somewhere someone has buried or forgotten their lack of prevention
Their inevitability

Catching three hours of sleep after reading four desperate poems
Convinced someone has already carried everything you pity
The totality you adore
The longing,
The hopelessness
All the useless regret endured for no one
Everyone
Solutions to confusion elusive and unique to you
The useless struggle that’s invaluable only to those as impractical
You are not the first or the last or even the significant
The constant need to numb or exploit every emotion
Every bitter word
Every reason you cram shit up your fucking nose
Down your throat
Into hidden veins

 

[zag0r]

i really like this, though i can't figure out why.

 

[iLoveYouWithaKnife]

You are not the first or the last or even the significant

 

[chrissy]

amazing.
as always with ur work, i get that feeling in the pit of my stomach. that's when i know it's done something to me.

this is an insight into life i've always had, but never bothered (?) putting into words and i'm so glad you did- you're the right person to capture it.

respect.

 

[oceandreams]

i read this earlier and it lingered with me for the rest of the day. thank you

 

[dope_sick_girl]

you describe so very well things i feel everyday and struggle with oh so much...