JackO'Neill
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Hi this is my first Thread here.
Occasion for this is my recent Session which started on 8. August till today 12. August.
First of all. What follows is just MY Experience. Don't take it as a Go for your Abuse. I want to give some Data into the World Wide Web.
Because when I first time abused it I did my research about the possibilities of harm and also looking for references as other user reviews. But it is strangely hard to find actually. I guess because Methylphenidate has established itself widely as a med and not a drug like street drugs. When you search for cocaine or Amphetamine or any drug you get a lot of user reviews who of course use it recreationaly.
But with Methylphenidate the pharma industry set the standards for dosage. So people look for dosage information and they follow the recommendations. Like max dose a day is 72mg or so.
By the way they say a day but actually the day is for normal people without the time for sleep. So 72mg is meant for 16hours. If you gonna stay awake it should be more. Because of the half time of the substance. It's just 2hours and 4 hours of total duration. So to say mostly the High if you dose also more goes actually for 2 hours after that it's the usual thing experience. Awake and focused. But if you dose more you get some Rush. Of course with Methylphenidate the Rush doesn't come without negative side effects also. Compared to cocaine is lasts also when the high is over. At least in the beginning if you're not used to it.
Now I get my concerta from my doc. In the beginning it was just 18mg. First days I took it as it was meant to be. But the dose of 1 Pill was not noticeable for me. Even without stims tolerance. I did a little coke irregularly yes or a fears ago also amphetamine from the street 2 or 3 times a Year. Only for the night or let's say max 24hours.
So 18mg wasn't enough so took 2 pills that was more noticeable in its effects but not really what I expected. Then I came to the idea to.crush the pill. And voila. Here we go. Because it lasts shorter I felt some sort of better control and took one after another. My pack didn't last long 1 week or so 30pills. Next time I got 36mg because I told the doc its too weak. Again I abused it and along with my abuse tolerance grow also. By the way I get 1 package a month if it's finished I have to wait for the next month. Thus I felt another reason to abuse it because when I abuse it I have to do a break. Now since a while I get the 54mg. Concerta.
recently I got 2 packs for 2 months in advance. And that's the session from 8. Of August.
And yeah I finished all of it until today. Nothing left. Tolerance is increasing incredibly when you took it always for the high feeling. Because each time dosage has to be increased. I just took my last 3 pills at once and right now no dopamine rush. Just somehow nothing even. Damn. That's 162mg of instant release MPH at once. I took it now every 2 hours since the last 24 hours or.so the day before it was 2 pills at once every 2 hours. Sometimes a little less. Sometimes a little more space in between.
During these 5 days of every day concerta I had hyperthermia, bruxism, fast heart rate of 130 whenever the upcoming on concerta began. For an hour then went down to 115 and Sometimes 95. Pressure on the chest. Aching neck muscles.
And I slept only from Saturday to Sunday 3 hours and from Sunday to monday somewhat 4 hours. First day I stayed awake and last day of session also till now.
Psychologically its OK no crash experienced when I went to sleep. That craving to continue the session is just really strong. Similar to coke except that you have a little more time between de redosing.
Now I guess from Tomorrow on I will be the old me again. I miss This silent in my head.
So back to dosage. Ich took like 800mg the first 10hours alone.
but never forget bioavailability of MPH orally is around 20% to 50% depends on the individual. If you think of 35% it should be and good guess. So really I took like 280mg of Methylphenidate. People who snort do have a higher bioavailability ratio.
But don't try.it for your self. Everyone's condition is different. I was mostly at home. I am a heavy and big guy.
Edit: damn it. Do you know what I repent right now. That by cutting those pills and separating the Grey part which is just a pushing agent and useless but I did leave some of the white part on those. It was per pill not much but surely 1-2mg mph would be come out of each pill. I threw them all into the trash. 60x 1.5mg let's say. That's 90mg mph which I have wasted. That would be so good right now.
Occasion for this is my recent Session which started on 8. August till today 12. August.
First of all. What follows is just MY Experience. Don't take it as a Go for your Abuse. I want to give some Data into the World Wide Web.
Because when I first time abused it I did my research about the possibilities of harm and also looking for references as other user reviews. But it is strangely hard to find actually. I guess because Methylphenidate has established itself widely as a med and not a drug like street drugs. When you search for cocaine or Amphetamine or any drug you get a lot of user reviews who of course use it recreationaly.
But with Methylphenidate the pharma industry set the standards for dosage. So people look for dosage information and they follow the recommendations. Like max dose a day is 72mg or so.
By the way they say a day but actually the day is for normal people without the time for sleep. So 72mg is meant for 16hours. If you gonna stay awake it should be more. Because of the half time of the substance. It's just 2hours and 4 hours of total duration. So to say mostly the High if you dose also more goes actually for 2 hours after that it's the usual thing experience. Awake and focused. But if you dose more you get some Rush. Of course with Methylphenidate the Rush doesn't come without negative side effects also. Compared to cocaine is lasts also when the high is over. At least in the beginning if you're not used to it.
Now I get my concerta from my doc. In the beginning it was just 18mg. First days I took it as it was meant to be. But the dose of 1 Pill was not noticeable for me. Even without stims tolerance. I did a little coke irregularly yes or a fears ago also amphetamine from the street 2 or 3 times a Year. Only for the night or let's say max 24hours.
So 18mg wasn't enough so took 2 pills that was more noticeable in its effects but not really what I expected. Then I came to the idea to.crush the pill. And voila. Here we go. Because it lasts shorter I felt some sort of better control and took one after another. My pack didn't last long 1 week or so 30pills. Next time I got 36mg because I told the doc its too weak. Again I abused it and along with my abuse tolerance grow also. By the way I get 1 package a month if it's finished I have to wait for the next month. Thus I felt another reason to abuse it because when I abuse it I have to do a break. Now since a while I get the 54mg. Concerta.
recently I got 2 packs for 2 months in advance. And that's the session from 8. Of August.
And yeah I finished all of it until today. Nothing left. Tolerance is increasing incredibly when you took it always for the high feeling. Because each time dosage has to be increased. I just took my last 3 pills at once and right now no dopamine rush. Just somehow nothing even. Damn. That's 162mg of instant release MPH at once. I took it now every 2 hours since the last 24 hours or.so the day before it was 2 pills at once every 2 hours. Sometimes a little less. Sometimes a little more space in between.
During these 5 days of every day concerta I had hyperthermia, bruxism, fast heart rate of 130 whenever the upcoming on concerta began. For an hour then went down to 115 and Sometimes 95. Pressure on the chest. Aching neck muscles.
And I slept only from Saturday to Sunday 3 hours and from Sunday to monday somewhat 4 hours. First day I stayed awake and last day of session also till now.
Psychologically its OK no crash experienced when I went to sleep. That craving to continue the session is just really strong. Similar to coke except that you have a little more time between de redosing.
Now I guess from Tomorrow on I will be the old me again. I miss This silent in my head.
So back to dosage. Ich took like 800mg the first 10hours alone.
but never forget bioavailability of MPH orally is around 20% to 50% depends on the individual. If you think of 35% it should be and good guess. So really I took like 280mg of Methylphenidate. People who snort do have a higher bioavailability ratio.
But don't try.it for your self. Everyone's condition is different. I was mostly at home. I am a heavy and big guy.
Edit: damn it. Do you know what I repent right now. That by cutting those pills and separating the Grey part which is just a pushing agent and useless but I did leave some of the white part on those. It was per pill not much but surely 1-2mg mph would be come out of each pill. I threw them all into the trash. 60x 1.5mg let's say. That's 90mg mph which I have wasted. That would be so good right now.
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