jaymie
Bluelighter
feeling blue. can't reach you
like i used to.
can't share my love because of broken bonds.
feel so worn out, doesn't help to be an insomniac.
y o u crazy insomniac what will you do? where will you go when i'm not there for you?
trapped in the middle of another tug-o-war between whats right now and what is to be or what will never be.
can't hold on to a sullied kind of love, broken bones, anxiously spilled water and you.
something has to give and i'm waiting for it.
searching with my head down, patience & sanity wearing thin. I'm still going, still flowing and there is a tiny light in here telling me to pace myself on life's long track.
waiting for the bus you told me this, "don't be something known and beautiful, be something amazing that doesn't exist yet."
your eyes see with such complexity,
complicitly I agree to this notion to be all that is human and trust in what is just, not knowing but just fronting, hoping to god that i'll catch up.
one day I'll meet you there, but for now
a nod is all I can muster in a world so filled with bright and shining broken down luster.
it sweeps me away until I wake up and remember how to start this game over.
like i used to.
can't share my love because of broken bonds.
feel so worn out, doesn't help to be an insomniac.
y o u crazy insomniac what will you do? where will you go when i'm not there for you?
trapped in the middle of another tug-o-war between whats right now and what is to be or what will never be.
can't hold on to a sullied kind of love, broken bones, anxiously spilled water and you.
something has to give and i'm waiting for it.
searching with my head down, patience & sanity wearing thin. I'm still going, still flowing and there is a tiny light in here telling me to pace myself on life's long track.
waiting for the bus you told me this, "don't be something known and beautiful, be something amazing that doesn't exist yet."
your eyes see with such complexity,
complicitly I agree to this notion to be all that is human and trust in what is just, not knowing but just fronting, hoping to god that i'll catch up.
one day I'll meet you there, but for now
a nod is all I can muster in a world so filled with bright and shining broken down luster.
it sweeps me away until I wake up and remember how to start this game over.
