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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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ledbyher said:
it's at times motivating and inspiring, stars aligned tonight. i like spending my time in action and progress rather than validation seeking or emotional comfort seeking.
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If so, as soon as you get off the injections start taking Saint John worts, and I advise smoking some weed too. If you’re able to get high, I’ve done a study where out of 22 people who were able to get high off weed(SMOKING) in the early stages 21 ended up recovering. The 22nd stayed on Invega so I can’t attest to what may of happened to him.
 
Trueart2 said:
If so, as soon as you get off the injections start taking Saint John worts, and I advise smoking some weed too. If you’re able to get high, I’ve done a study where out of 22 people who were able to get high off weed(SMOKING) in the early stages 21 ended up recovering. The 22nd stayed on Invega so I can’t attest to what may of happened to him.
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weed works fine for me on invega, ye muted somewhat

i take desvenlafaxine 100mg

it doesn't seem to be as debilitating for me as other ppl, so i'm not stressing the cessation

my depression is not levaing the bed and wathching youtube vidoes 12 hours a day
 
ledbyher said:
weed works fine for me on invega, ye muted somewhat

i take desvenlafaxine 100mg

it doesn't seem to be as debilitating for me as other ppl, so i'm not stressing the cessation

my depression is not levaing the bed and wathching youtube vidoes 12 hours a day
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Yeah man you’re in bad shape. You might be this way for another 5-6 months too. Do you watch anime? At least let me put you onto some inspiring shows, I recommend Hajime no ippo for you. It’s about a young boxer who’s overcoming character challenges and growing with his fellow mates as they fight to become champions of Japan/the world
 
I’ll wait on getting to know you a bit more before giving beneficial advice so you’re more likely to take it and apply it. @ledbyher
 
ill check it out, always looking for a fun anime to start.

i like shonen like naruto shippuden, bleach, hxh, lelouch

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ledbyher said:
ill check it out, always looking for a fun anime to start.

i like shonen like naruto shippuden, bleach, hxh, lelouch


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Nice, did you see TYBW for bleach? Arc 1 was amazing, I haven’t been as compelled by Arc 2-3; Especially how they failed to show how cool the new head captain Bankai is. In the manga that shit shut stuff down, in the anime it was kinda eh whatever. Also did you watch HXH 2011 or 1999( 1999 is much better). Code geass is a good one too, I got one of my buddies watching it rn.

IPPO will be up ur street if your a Naruto guy. It’s got pretty good animation too for 99 and it holds up well for its time. It’s 75 episodes S1 + 26 + 26 for S2 and S3 respectively.
 
I am not really a big anime guy but there’s a few anime I wanted to check out, hopefully once I recover, nana monster cowboy bepop and lain are what I wanted to checked out
 
twinpeaks123 said:
I am not really a big anime guy but there’s a few anime I wanted to check out, hopefully once I recover, nana monster cowboy bepop and lain are what I wanted to checked out
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Checkout Bebop first. Just do it now and don’t wait until you recover
 
Monster is boring as hell and is generally a waste of time you can watch the first 13 EPS and then the last 3 and miss absolutely nothing
 
mona21 said:
Day 289 , or month 9.5 . I just got my period back after 9 months. This is really huge for me . I really badly hope this is the sign of the beginning of healing and I can experience recovery in the coming months. Still have no energy or motivation. Some subtle emotions, I cried a lot thinking about death this past week. Crying is the only emotion that I mostly experience. But I sometimes experience other subtle emotions too . I hope everything comes back , this is giving me a little hope.
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THis made my day, i think its a great sign for all of us. I hope i make big strides in recovery by 9 months as well.
 
i am so terrified of dying but it’s so fucking impossible to be functional in this state, any hopes dreams and interests were over the day I decided to get this injection

what’s so unreal is that unlike others people, I was not in psychosis by the time I got given these injections or by the time it was recommended, I wasn’t taking my Olanzapine because I genuinely felt fine and haven’t had a psychotic episode for months, I took the injections like an idiot despite being warned my parents/relatives and now my life is potentially doomed

even if I do magically recover which is looking unlikely, so much time would have been wasted
 
paranoid android said:
Have you seen the black Lagoon? I havent seen a whole lot of anime but i fucking loved that show. Dont even know how i stumbled on it
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Yeah I’ve seen Black Lagoon. Just recommended it to my friend, and that got shit done. Good B+ tier show right there
 
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