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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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Well at this point we can say that these injections are the “modern lobotomy” since the effects and sympthoms lasts a lifetime.

We just got lobotomized, ther is no other logical answer to the question “why i’am not recovering months or even year after my last dose?”

The answer is: Chemical Lobotomy.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Well at this point we can say that these injections are the “modern lobotomy” since the effects and sympthoms lasts a lifetime.

We just got lobotomized, ther is no other logical answer to the question “why i’am not recovering months or even year after my last dose?”

The answer is: Chemical Lobotomy.
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The only difference between the old physical lobotomy and this new one chemical lobotomy it’s that we realize what whe have lost, so it’s even worse than the oldest physical lobotomy because at least in the past patients dint suffer after lobotomy because they dint realize what they have lost.
 
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Matthew01 said:
That doesn't make any sense. Is he saying people fake their recovery?
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No that isn’t what he’s saying. His main intention is to say everyone’s “recovery” is different and it’s up to the individual to decide what’s recovery/healing, and what isn’t recovery.


Some people do lie about their recovery although. But all we can do is take their word for it and continue forward.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
The only difference between the old physical lobotomy and this new one chemical lobotomy it’s that we realize what whe have lost, so it’s even worse than the oldest physical lobotomy because at least in the past patients dint suffer after lobotomy because they dint realize what they have lost.
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I don’t mean to disrespect you or be negative to you in any way, but physical lobotomy is far worse than Invega. Even if we are to believe the recipient of the lobotomy forgoes all memory of previous life, abilities, and opportunities that were once held pre-lobotomy your life is far much worse as a physically lobotomized victim than Invega/Antipsychotics.
 
Trueart2 said:
I don’t mean to disrespect you or be negative to you in any way, but physical lobotomy is far worse than Invega. Even if we are to believe the recipient of the lobotomy forgoes all memory of previous life, abilities, and opportunities that were once held pre-lobotomy your life is far much worse as a physically lobotomized victim than Invega/Antipsychotics.
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But they are similar about the fact that the effects are permanents, and if not, explain to me why i’am not recovered after 17 months?
 
Damn, i had to hit the gym and go back to football when i exited that psych ward, i had to stand up again and resuming my life, no way i’am in the bed after 17 months, i can’t do a shit like that, not even just fall asleep because my nervous system it’s so damaged and fucked up that I completely the faculty to just relax and fall asleep, no way..
 
I can’t get over this weird feeling on the back of my neck, it’s not painful but I feel discomfort and I am hyperfocused on it, I only developed it recently
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Damn, i had to hit the gym and go back to football when i exited that psych ward, i had to stand up again and resuming my life, no way i’am in the bed after 17 months, i can’t do a shit like that, not even just fall asleep because my nervous system it’s so damaged and fucked up that I completely the faculty to just relax and fall asleep, no way..
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apparently Olanzapine can help with sleep and it helpedalthough it could slow your recovery

I tried it recently and it helped
 
When i try to fall asleep my heart rate increase to almost a stroke and i keep waking up and i cannot just fall into sleep, this is because my brain feel like he is already inside a dream when i’am awake and since it cannot process going to sleep inside a dream it just go into chaos and send wrong signals like heart rate speed up, random pain and other things just in order to keep me awake, this is a torture tool defenitely, sleep deprivation it’s a torture tool under the geneva convention, so it’s obvious that these injections are a torture tool.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
When i try to fall asleep my heart rate increase to almost a stroke and i keep waking up and i cannot just fall into sleep, this is because my brain feel like he is already inside a dream when i’am awake and since it cannot process going to sleep inside a dream it just go into chaos and send wrong signals like heart rate speed up, random pain and other things just in order to keep me awake, this is a torture tool defenitely, sleep deprivation it’s a torture tool under the geneva convention, so it’s obvious that these injections are a torture tool.
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The nazis designed and manufactured these injections then some yankees bring these nazis to the US soil under the “paperclip operation” then some pharmaceutical clami they find a cure for mental health issues (these injections). I already say that a lot of time.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
The nazis designed and manufactured these injections then some yankees bring these nazis to the US soil under the “paperclip operation” then some pharmaceutical clami they find a cure for mental health issues (these injections). I already say that a lot of time.
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If we are inside this nightmares we have to thanks the US imperialism, this country is the cancer of the world and even today are involved directly into a genocide, if you wonder how it’s possible to be in this agony, this is only possible because of the US. Say thanks to them. Fucking yankees.
 
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If we are inside this nightmares we have to thanks the US imperialism, this country is the cancer of the world and even today are involved directly into a genocide, if you wonder how it’s possible to be in this agony, this is only possible because of the US. Say thanks to them. Fucking yankees.
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They always need to kill people or make people suffers around the world, they cannot process to just live on their own without causing pain and death around the world, They are sick, they have like 300 years of hystory but been on peace only for like 3 years. If today it’s possible to torture people with these injections it’s only because of the US, every pharma that manufacture these injections are into the US soil.

Every pain, agony and death it’s manufactured by the US, they are the cancer of this planet.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
They always need to kill people or make people suffers around the world, they cannot process to just live on their own without causing pain and death around the world, They are sick, they have like 300 years of hystory but been on peace only for like 3 years. If today it’s possible to torture people with these injections it’s only because of the US, every pharma that manufacture these injections are into the US soil.

Every pain, agony and death it’s manufactured by the US, they are the cancer of this planet.
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umm, the man who helped put you in this position was a belgian. he also invented haldol. paliperidone was created by paul janssen. he also created fentanyl.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
The nazis designed and manufactured these injections then some yankees bring these nazis to the US soil under the “paperclip operation” then some pharmaceutical clami they find a cure for mental health issues (these injections). I already say that a lot of time.
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antipsychotics were not around during the nazi era. you're mistaking them for the soviet union. the soviets used antipsychotics like haldol and thorazine to silence dissidents and label them mentally ill and crazy, sometimes to the point where people would become braindead.
 
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silenthill said:
umm, the man who helped put you in this position was a belgian. he also invented haldol. paliperidone was created by paul janssen. he also created fentanyl.
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apparently one of the co companies is american, the one that helped long lasting technology to become possible
 
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I'm alive, it's really hard to survive, i started smoking weed, i hope this nightmare will end soon
 
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