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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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rawbanana said:
This stuff makes you psychotic
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I would say when anhedonia and akathisia set, falling into a psychotic state is preferred by some. I know partially my psychotic episode wasn’t as bad as Invega. I still definitely don’t want to fall back into it. It’s hard living like this, hopefully by month four my akathisia will ease.

Anhedonia is another story but I can wait for a long time for this to heal.
The scariest variable for me is akathisia not healing at all. Even with a benztropine, it still is rampant.

Apparently akathisia is related to dopamine blockaid, so hopefully this will ease for me as it’s a form of torture I’ve been living with for 7 months or so now.
 
Trueart2 said:
@RisperdalConsta50mg

You haven't posted in a while for yourself, hows it go my man
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This is how i’am going 15 months after my last injection:

Sleep
• Superficial, non-restorative sleep, with continuous awakenings.
• Impossible to sleep past 6AM.
• Unable to fall asleep during the day.
• Unable to feel tiredness.

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Cognition
• Memory problems.
• Problem-solving difficulties.
• Concentration problems.
• Trouble completing one or more tasks without forgetting.

⸻

Perception
• Altered integration/perception of time (biological clock)
• Normal state of consciousness altered (sensation of being “high”/“feverish and dazed”).
• Absence of emotions.
• Blunted perception compared to normal.

(Diagram: before risperdal → balanced perception of past, present, future; after risperdal → narrowed perception, reduced presence in the present.)

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Sexuality
• Loss of sexual desire, drastic drop in libido.
• Almost complete absence of erections (flaccid, nearly nonexistent).
• Almost complete absence of orgasms (very rare, incomplete).

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Physical sensations
• Very frequent headaches.
• Strange sensations in the head.
• Muscular tension/rigidity.
• Total loss of appetite, partial hunger.
• No response to stimuli such as nicotine/caffeine.
•Tinnitus came out after 13 months


Some months ago i sued the psych ward and the doctors responsable for these injections to the health surveillance department and i’am waiting updates by them.

One week ago i sued the medical system that instead of trying to help me restore the damage these injections did to me, they blamed me to be mental ill, delusional or that I have psychological issue, and basically they are pushing me into suicide, i’am waiting for updates.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
This is how i’am going 15 months after my last injection:

Sleep
• Superficial, non-restorative sleep, with continuous awakenings.
• Impossible to sleep past 6AM.
• Unable to fall asleep during the day.
• Unable to feel tiredness.

⸻

Cognition
• Memory problems.
• Problem-solving difficulties.
• Concentration problems.
• Trouble completing one or more tasks without forgetting.

⸻

Perception
• Altered integration/perception of time (biological clock)
• Normal state of consciousness altered (sensation of being “high”/“feverish and dazed”).
• Absence of emotions.
• Blunted perception compared to normal.

(Diagram: before risperdal → balanced perception of past, present, future; after risperdal → narrowed perception, reduced presence in the present.)

⸻

Sexuality
• Loss of sexual desire, drastic drop in libido.
• Almost complete absence of erections (flaccid, nearly nonexistent).
• Almost complete absence of orgasms (very rare, incomplete).

⸻

Physical sensations
• Very frequent headaches.
• Strange sensations in the head.
• Muscular tension/rigidity.
• Total loss of appetite, partial hunger.
• No response to stimuli such as nicotine/caffeine.
•Tinnitus came out after 13 months


Some months ago i sued the psych ward and the doctors responsable for these injections to the health surveillance department and i’am waiting updates by them.

One week ago i sued the medical system that instead of trying to help me restore the damage these injections did to me, they blamed me to be mental ill, delusional or that I have psychological issue, and basically they are pushing me into suicide, i’am waiting for updates.
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Not being able to rest during the day sucks. I feel you there, I can’t nap at all.
 
Everyday this goddammit pain in my head, this stupid feeling of uncomfortable ness.it's hard to type,hard to think, hard to remember anything,hard to feel anything. I hate this. I need a solution
 
Matthew01 said:
Everyday this goddammit pain in my head, this stupid feeling of uncomfortable ness.it's hard to type,hard to think, hard to remember anything,hard to feel anything. I hate this. I need a solution
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There is no solution, the damage is done, the lobotomy is done, you have to learn how to live with it because there is no solution.
 
Can someone explain what exactly is going on in our brains? Has our dopamine being down regulated or our dopamine receptors malformed. Do we have to wait for it regenerate? How long would it take? Is there anything we can take to upregulate it. How come some people never recover like brokenself. He had only one single injection. Cnfm77,the guy who posted the supplements isn't fully recovered and he had only one. The supplements helped him though. Anyone have an idea of what is likely the problem?
 
Matthew01 said:
Can someone explain what exactly is going on in our brains? Has our dopamine being down regulated or our dopamine receptors malformed. Do we have to wait for it regenerate? How long would it take? Is there anything we can take to upregulate it. How come some people never recover like brokenself. He had only one single injection. Cnfm77,the guy who posted the supplements isn't fully recovered and he had only one. The supplements helped him though. Anyone have an idea of what is likely the problem?
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By blocking dopamine, serotonine, alfa 1, alfa2, and the others there is two thing that came from it:

1: receptors up or down regulation, and desensibilization or hypersensivity.

2: all these receptors are like boats inside a river that transport information to neurons, since you shut down these boats then the information cannot reach their destination.

Due to this you lose connection with yourself,time and Space, pleasure, motivation etc.. And you devlop sympthoms like altered state of consciousness and sexual disfunction etc..

This is what happened to our brain, and without a proper help from a neurologist we cannot do a thing to fix that damage or speed the recovery process.

Do not recover equal that some of these parts of the brainaffected from this poison just die and there is nothing out of our actual medical knowledge to revive and restore these parts.
 
I have fixed my sleep schedule, drinking lots of raw milk, had my last cigarette 4 days ago, very hot baths daily to sweat out the poison and i'm off injections. This is the best I have been mentally for a long time. Still a struggle but i'm coping a lot better. The CTO was draining my soul and killed most of my motivation to stay healthy to aid recovery. Thank God that's over.
 
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RisperdalConsta50mg said:
By blocking dopamine, serotonine, alfa 1, alfa2, and the others there is two thing that came from it:

1: receptors up or down regulation, and desensibilization or hypersensivity.

2: all these receptors are like boats inside a river that transport information to neurons, since you shut down these boats then the information cannot reach their destination.

Due to this you lose connection with yourself,time and Space, pleasure, motivation etc.. And you devlop sympthoms like altered state of consciousness and sexual disfunction etc..

This is what happened to our brain, and without a proper help from a neurologist we cannot do a thing to fix that damage or speed the recovery process.

Do not recover equal that some of these parts of the brainaffected from this poison just die and there is nothing out of our actual medical knowledge to revive and restore these parts.
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Have you tried contacting other doctors?a doctor I told this problem believed but wanted me to do an expensive test. There might be help out there
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
By blocking dopamine, serotonine, alfa 1, alfa2, and the others there is two thing that came from it:

1: receptors up or down regulation, and desensibilization or hypersensivity.

2: all these receptors are like boats inside a river that transport information to neurons, since you shut down these boats then the information cannot reach their destination.

Due to this you lose connection with yourself,time and Space, pleasure, motivation etc.. And you devlop sympthoms like altered state of consciousness and sexual disfunction etc..

This is what happened to our brain, and without a proper help from a neurologist we cannot do a thing to fix that damage or speed the recovery process.

Do not recover equal that some of these parts of the brainaffected from this poison just die and there is nothing out of our actual medical knowledge to revive and restore these parts.
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DO people agree with these statements? Is there scientific truth to it? I am getting scared by these and losing hope. Please answer.
 
Matthew01 said:
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Have you tried contacting other doctors?a doctor I told this problem believed but wanted me to do an expensive test. There might be help out there
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I spent the last 15 months trying to find a doctor who can help me but basically no-one of them belived me and because of that they dont do anything to help me.

Idk what to do more, i spoke with basic doctor, psychologist, psychiatrist, neurologist, researcher, idk what to do more honestly.

I just report my case to the health surveillance department and told them i’am asking for assisted suicide because a medical damage that lead to medical negligence that lead me to ask for death.

Idk if the health surveillance department will do anything about, but i doubt they won’t even take me seriously and try me to get the help i need.
 
anonymoususer777 said:
DO people agree with these statements? Is there scientific truth to it? I am getting scared by these and losing hope. Please answer.
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In the past they had to amputate nerve by lobotomy, now They can do that and even reach more hidden nerve by chemical lobotomy. Since psychiatry is not a science but a pseudo science you won’t find nothing about that.

You can ask people here How much time ago they got their last injection and you will see that even if months or years passes those people won’t recover because they got brain amputation.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
In the past they had to amputate nerve by lobotomy, now They can do that and even reach more hidden nerve by chemical lobotomy. Since psychiatry is not a science but a pseudo science you won’t find nothing about that.

You can ask people here How much time ago they got their last injection and you will see that even if months or years passes those people won’t recover because they got brain amputation.
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But there are peoplewho recover here. What about them?
 
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