Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

[Deleted member 592205]

I’m basically asexual now I’m not attracted to anything anymore so it doesn’t get up. I have no interest in sex and I used to be pretty sexual

Before these injections I had to masturbate at least 4 to 6 times per day, when I cannot have sex with a girl, i was really into sex, i was really into girls and sexuality was a really important part of myself.

Now i can barely masturbate myself one time (but I have to force that) is not more natural like before, and there are even days when I don’t feel to do that, i don’t look girls anymore and i don’t have any kind of drive.

Like if I was a rapist and They chemically castrated me, i dint deserve that, fucking idiots, they literally damage our brain and then they blame weed.

I had a normal life even if i smoked weed, never had any of my actual sympthoms, then i got injected because they have weedphobia and tought everybody who used weed is delusional or psychotic.

They damaged my brain and then they blamed weed, they are the ones delusional and psychotics.

 

[IOSIP]

Damn, i came to wake up (6AM) because I can’t keep being at sleep and immediately tinnitus is killing me, altered state of consciusness, can’t feel nicotine neither coffee, i’am awake since like 10-15min but i’am already in agony..

I'm so sorry that's totally fucked. My heart goes out to you.

 

[lukeflowz]

My akathisia was constant for about 3.5 to 4.5 months. But it 100 percent went away. I thought it would never end. But I promisenit does.

I’ve had it for six months and it doesn’t seem to be easing up although almost two months from my injection. I hope It will go eventually. Thanks for responding as it does give me some hope. It just feels so strong now, that I think it will never end.

 

[IOSIP]

I’ve had it for six months and it doesn’t seem to be easing up although almost two months from my injection. I hope It will go eventually. Thanks for responding as it does give me some hope. It just feels so strong now, that I think it will never end.

Looking back on the side effect sheet they gave me in hospital it was a warning abpit restlessness. But these absolute fucking idiots have no idea what hell akathisia is and what a totally unaccompanied side effect it is. My God its hell. Anyone suffering from it i am just so sickened to hear it because it's the most fucked thing.

 

[flystr8]

So I haven’t slept in 90 days I’ve totaled amount of 6 hours in the whole 90 days and last 3 days I haven’t got rest at all.

This class A drug Xeplion ruined my biologyy
I’m not built for this drug
Nobody is
There’s people who go clean their whole life no drugs anything

I got turbinate hypertrophy which I hope my ENT has seen this case before of turbinate hyper trophy from Xeplion injection

Which is highly unlikely
And I’m scared surgery won’t help like it’ll just grow back more unless but if the structure is permanent now it’ll need surgery it’s been 3 months someone said 6 months before breathing but one guy is on like 14 months

I feel 80% dead

I don’t know what’s to do cause on top of the hypertrophy I’ve caught a massive cold which now prevents me from surgery anyway cause it’s inflamed more properly and got loads of mucus trapped
Last thing I want is a bunch of pointless medicine prescribed when I go there today
And I’m going to have to politely refuse cause it’s drug induced and they need to help solve that

 

[Matthew01]

Short as possible? They injected us.. I got only 2 shots and 15 months after i’am still lobotomized. I will recover to my former self or this is permanent damage?

Hey, you said this injection cause cause neuron to change expression. Try to find a doctor and tell him of your situation. Tell him how you can change it back.

 

[flystr8]

Guys just understand all that’s happened is this Class A drug has wrecked our biology

 

[Deleted member 592205]

Guys just understand all that’s happened is this Class A drug has wrecked our biology

Yeah, one of the effects of this poison is reducing psychotic sympthoms, but because they damage the brain, and you lose all your faculties, this is the main effect, a side effect is reduction of psychotic sympthoms but this is a consequence of the damage they did to the brain.

Basically they chemically shot someone in the head and left him in agony in the bring of death and they call that “cure”. This is the real face of psychiatry. They are not even at their primordial stage but they act like they are so refined and professionals..

 

[Matthew01]

He also suggested that you try an ssri or snri. You have nothing to lose by trying them. What are your symptoms right now?

Ssri? Don't that cause sexual dysfunction?

 

[Deleted member 592205]

Ssri? Don't that cause sexual dysfunction?

They don’t take accountability for the damage They cause so forget about psychiatry, they damage you then they blame a pseudo mental illness, They are very dangerous just STAY FUCKING AWAY from these pidgeon. Don’t take any of their drugs until you want to harm yourself and then left alone with denial.

 

[flystr8]

Yeah, one of the effects of this poison is reducing psychotic sympthoms, but because they damage the brain, and you lose all your faculties, this is the main effect, a side effect is reduction of psychotic sympthoms but this is a consequence of the damage they did to the brain.

Basically they chemically shot someone in the head and left him in agony in the bring of death and they call that “cure”. This is the real face of psychiatry. They are not even at their primordial stage but they act like they are so refined and professionals..

Couldn’t agree with this more honestly thinking about these people and my team. Someday I’m just going to collect all their names.

My biology is out the window, brother I feel like a egg

I can’t work
Can’t really go school
Cant play football
Can’t organise myself

Unfourtatenly it doesn’t seem my condition is going to get better overtime I’ve had a 3 months nose block and I lowkey think I’m dying my face has changed too

This is torture, those professionals know nothing giving out these class a injections like sweeties

I can’t believe it
And we can’t do nothing about it ?!
Wow

 

[Deleted member 592205]

Couldn’t agree with this more honestly thinking about these people and my team. Someday I’m just going to collect all their names.

My biology is out the window, brother I feel like a egg

I can’t work
Can’t really go school
Cant play football
Can’t organise myself

Unfourtatenly it doesn’t seem my condition is going to get better overtime I’ve had a 3 months nose block and I lowkey think I’m dying my face has changed too

This is torture, those professionals know nothing giving out these class a injections like sweeties

I can’t believe it
And we can’t do nothing about it ?!
Wow

Idk what we can do honestly, i reached from basic family doctor to university hospital, neurologists in order to get help for the damage this poison did to my brain, they simply deny that I have all my sympthoms and I developed them because of the injections, so, get help is out of question, we won’t get any kind of help.

Justice? We cannot prove our sympthoms are linked to the injections, so we cannot prove the harm they did to our brain, so we cannot even have some sort of justice.

Support? No-one belive us, my family is blaming weed one day and the next day they blame me for being menta ill or delusional, let alone get emotive or psychological support.

The fact is: we got brain damage from their so called “medicie” but we cannot prove that and because of this everybody think we are delusional. We won’t get any help in order to recover and we won’t get any justice for what they did to us.

We don’t even know if we will heal or recover, what I know is i’am almost 15 months with sympthoms and agony, i won’t get medical help and i won’t get emotive or psychological support, I’am left in agony in my own, and i have a cat to take care of.

 

[Deleted member 592205]

Idk what we can do honestly, i reached from basic family doctor to university hospital, neurologists in order to get help for the damage this poison did to my brain, they simply deny that I have all my sympthoms and I developed them because of the injections, so, get help is out of question, we won’t get any kind of help.

Justice? We cannot prove our sympthoms are linked to the injections, so we cannot prove the harm they did to our brain, so we cannot even have some sort of justice.

Support? No-one belive us, my family is blaming weed one day and the next day they blame me for being menta ill or delusional, let alone get emotive or psychological support.

The fact is: we got brain damage from their so called “medicie” but we cannot prove that and because of this everybody think we are delusional. We won’t get any help in order to recover and we won’t get any justice for what they did to us.

We don’t even know if we will heal or recover, what I know is i’am almost 15 months with sympthoms and agony, i won’t get medical help and i won’t get emotive or psychological support, I’am left in agony in my own, and i have a cat to take care of.

I think that for me is over, there is no way my brain can heal himself from this damage after 15 months of sympthoms, I’m gone, my life is over, i’am just so desperate to belive i will recover and go back to normal between 18 and 24 months.

But if you ask me If I belive i will magically recover in the next 3-9 months i tell you that I don’t belive in that.

 

[flystr8]

Idk what we can do honestly, i reached from basic family doctor to university hospital, neurologists in order to get help for the damage this poison did to my brain, they simply deny that I have all my sympthoms and I developed them because of the injections, so, get help is out of question, we won’t get any kind of help.

Justice? We cannot prove our sympthoms are linked to the injections, so we cannot prove the harm they did to our brain, so we cannot even have some sort of justice.

Support? No-one belive us, my family is blaming weed one day and the next day they blame me for being menta ill or delusional, let alone get emotive or psychological support.

The fact is: we got brain damage from their so called “medicie” but we cannot prove that and because of this everybody think we are delusional. We won’t get any help in order to recover and we won’t get any justice for what they did to us.

We don’t even know if we will heal or recover, what I know is i’am almost 15 months with sympthoms and agony, i won’t get medical help and i won’t get emotive or psychological support, I’am left in agony in my own, and i have a cat to take care of.

I agree and my dad must feel so guilty cause he got me admitted to hospital basically,
My mom and dad tells me the same dad would say stop smoking weed and let your organs heal but I don’t simply understand how stopping weed is even going to help me heal anyway. This entire medicine world is fucked. My brain is literally throbbing as we speak, I don’t feel the same I once was. It’s embarrassing my entire neighbourhood of friends practically know, I just stay low now as advised by an elder. But transparency is key I didn’t ask for this shit.
I actually saw people getting these injections like it was nothing all of them seemed sick but never expressed it but they always went for it in the hospital one day that influenced me to get one rather than the pills all because I wanted to be that guy that gets out of hospital quicker and try something different I didn’t count up the risk of that liquid blowing up my brain cells and destroying my nervous system

I’m just so anxious I can’t sleep and I don’t know how long it’ll go on for the way I feel I seriously might die this is not a normal nose block or issue here
If my ENT can give me surgery I’ll happily go for it I wish to have a ENT that knows what the turbinates are supposed to be like
But even then cause it’s a biological issue
I don’t know what it can cause or how I will be after

I’m going to get my housing done with this mental health team, once that’s done I will do my best to avoid them
And I will get their names

 

[flystr8]

I agree and my dad must feel so guilty cause he got me admitted to hospital basically,
My mom and dad tells me the same dad would say stop smoking weed and let your organs heal but I don’t simply understand how stopping weed is even going to help me heal anyway. This entire medicine world is fucked. My brain is literally throbbing as we speak, I don’t feel the same I once was. It’s embarrassing my entire neighbourhood of friends practically know, I just stay low now as advised by an elder. But transparency is key I didn’t ask for this shit.
I actually saw people getting these injections like it was nothing all of them seemed sick but never expressed it but they always went for it in the hospital one day that influenced me to get one rather than the pills all because I wanted to be that guy that gets out of hospital quicker and try something different I didn’t count up the risk of that liquid blowing up my brain cells and destroying my nervous system

I’m just so anxious I can’t sleep and I don’t know how long it’ll go on for the way I feel I seriously might die this is not a normal nose block or issue here
If my ENT can give me surgery I’ll happily go for it I wish to have a ENT that knows what the turbinates are supposed to be like
But even then cause it’s a biological issue
I don’t know what it can cause or how I will be after

I’m going to get my housing done with this mental health team, once that’s done I will do my best to avoid them
And I will get their names

What’s crazy search on ChatGPT “if your biology has been impaired or poisoned how do you repair it”

Then you’ll see it’ll tell you call Emergency service right now I lowkey think I need a drip or something

I’m going to do a IV drip when I’m paid

 

[flystr8]

Yeah, one of the effects of this poison is reducing psychotic sympthoms, but because they damage the brain, and you lose all your faculties, this is the main effect, a side effect is reduction of psychotic sympthoms but this is a consequence of the damage they did to the brain.

Basically they chemically shot someone in the head and left him in agony in the bring of death and they call that “cure”. This is the real face of psychiatry. They are not even at their primordial stage but they act like they are so refined and professionals..

And I’m pretty scared of getting a IV drip too but I emailed some professionals and spoke with my concerns
And it’s so peak
I’ll see what happens and what infusion they can make me and if it sounds good I’ll take it
I do feel I need a boost

 

[Deleted member 592205]

And I’m pretty scared of getting a IV drip too but I emailed some professionals and spoke with my concerns
And it’s so peak
I’ll see what happens and what infusion they can make me and if it sounds good I’ll take it
I do feel I need a boost

There is not a cure for us, they don’t even know why we developed our sympthoms, they dont even know what kind of damage their medicine done to our brain.

Doctors cannot help us, we are left alone on our own, in agony,pain, torture. One day they will knowledge that these injections lead to brain destruction and agony, maybe in 50 or 100 years.

We are just a part of the victim, we entered a “blind road” and we cannot make a “U turn”. Since this damage is done there is no way to go back to normal.

We just had to be protected, but those who should protect us (family) are the one who pushed us into that. This is how abusive, psychopath and narcisists relatives act.

Is not our fault, we were just at our lowest, already on our knee, without defense, and they hit us in the most harmful way.

 

[flystr8]

What’s crazy search on ChatGPT “if your biology has been impaired or poisoned how do you repair it”

Then you’ll see it’ll tell you call Emergency service right now I lowkey think I need a drip or something

I’m going to do a IV drip when I’m paid

just waiting for their reply I’m also concerned about a allergic reaction from the drip..’
I a T

There is not a cure for us, they don’t even know why we developed our sympthoms, they dont even know what kind of damage their medicine done to our brain.

Doctors cannot help us, we are left alone on our own, in agony,pain, torture. One day they will knowledge that these injections lead to brain destruction and agony, maybe in 50 or 100 years.

We are just a part of the victim, we entered a “blind road” and we cannot make a “U turn”. Since this damage is done there is no way to go back to normal.

We just had to be protected, but those who should protect us (family) are the one who pushed us into that. This is how abusive, psychopath and narcisists relatives act.

Is not our fault, we were just at our lowest, already on our knee, without defense, and they hit us in the most harmful way.

wow

 

[flystr8]

There is not a cure for us, they don’t even know why we developed our sympthoms, they dont even know what kind of damage their medicine done to our brain.

Doctors cannot help us, we are left alone on our own, in agony,pain, torture. One day they will knowledge that these injections lead to brain destruction and agony, maybe in 50 or 100 years.

We are just a part of the victim, we entered a “blind road” and we cannot make a “U turn”. Since this damage is done there is no way to go back to normal.

We just had to be protected, but those who should protect us (family) are the one who pushed us into that. This is how abusive, psychopath and narcisists relatives act.

Is not our fault, we were just at our lowest, already on our knee, without defense, and they hit us in the most harmful way.

Nothing to say anymore
So down bad
Blocked nose no sleep
It feels so impaired
Wow

 

[flystr8]

Nothing to say anymore
So down bad
Blocked nose no sleep
It feels so impaired
Wow

i go downstairs the woman says “your so ugly, look at you , you smoke weed until your belly is full and then you say your nose is blocked”