You know what comes after death? The same what was there before life, think about what was there for you before you born, this NOTHINGNESS is the same thing waiting for us when we die.
absolutely not true. Before life we didn't exist but after we were born we have a soul and the soul lives in for eternity either in heaven or hell. This body that we have isn't ours we are just the custodians and God who created us told us verbatim that we have no right to end our lives and if we do we will go to hell FOREVER.
I don’t belive in god neither Allah, because if i’am his son and him let this happened to me i won’t forgive him. My god won’t let kids being starved to death, shot in the head, my god won’t let his people being treated with AP’s injections, my god won’t let all this wars, pain, sufference, and if this so called “god” let all this shit happen then is not more my god and I don t want to spent the eternity with this psychopath.
This so called god let his own son been tortured and crucified and dint even blink to save him, like wtf we are talking about, this so called “god” is a joke. God don’t exist and even if exist i don’t have to knee to him, and i don’t have to spent the eternity with him. I deserved better, we deserved better than this sick nonsense game.
again, a chirstian belief that does not make it 100% true. We believe jesus is not God's son but his prophet and messenger. God saved him in the end and raised jesus to heaven because your right, why would God let his prophet die a horrible and humiliating death. I think your problem is with chirstianity and how its so false but don't apply it for every religion.
Yeah i hate christianity, don’t know about other religions but not because i’am atheist i will make a genocide or become a tyrant. I respect animals, people and plants even if I don’t belive in god. I do good and I’m kind because this is how i’am made.
So just one day marijuana started working again ? I'm 4 months off and have zero effect even with pure thc. How long should I have to wait ?
Well I simply can't tell you how long YOU will have to wait but I can tell you my ongoing experience which is not so cut and dry. Very quickly MJ stopped working after a few doses of both substances. Then around month 7-8 off the injection I started to notice a minor change in thoughts. Now in terms of "change in intensity over time" it is so slow it's been imperceptible to me, I only know that I feel it more now than 2-8 months ago. I don't feel the full spectrum of effects returning either, I don't enjoy smoking that much anymore still due to lack of effects. Alcohol which had effects greatly diminished has returned to normal baseline effects or even greater positive effects.
I’m not surprised you have no hope after 9 months. But you have to keep going, it’s still too early for you to know if this is permanent and you could be on the brink of improvements. Hang in there.
Have you tried wellbutrin? I also want to ask you if you had any signs of recovery like periodic better mood or energy. How is your memory? I think things will get better for you by month 12.
Month 12 to 14 is actually when you might see recovery.
But what if I don’t recover? And it’s not gonna happen overnight. I can’t handle this slow change. I want to feel a flip switch and it’s not happening.
As people have told me, things become more bearable after a certain time, one guy says it happens when paliperidone falls below 10mg in your blood. People dont feel like they have fully recovered but life become more bearable. Some other people have said that big strides in recovery happen after a certain time. This usually coincides with the drug falling below a certain level in the blood. How did you get a paliperidone test done? I tried but option not available. Share your results with us.
I asked my psychiatrist.
