Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

[Deleted member 592205]

Do not suicide because at this point they want you to do that, and they want me to do that. Honestly, if someone care about you or me, they won’t think about we are mental ill or damaged by weed, they would support and belive us and fight at our side, not against us.

Do not suicide, our best revenge will be heal and recover, then move with our lives cutting ties with everybody who doubt about us. They will cry because they lose a son, not because of suicide, but because of victory.

They will regret for the rest of their life How They treated you, they treated me, but then it will be too late, because trust me, if we recover, we will never forget neither forgive hot They acted against us.

I think that the hardest part is not having friends of family that belive us and support us, take care of us, and give us hope.

It will be more easy and affordable to go trough this hell if we had someone who really cared about us and support us when we needed and the fact we are alone in that make this 1’000x Times more hard to survive.

If we make it to the finish Line, then the hell will start for those who dint support us, because i tell you, my mother act like if she don’t care and weed damaged my brain, and his boyfriend behaviour like a piece of shit because they know I need them and I will be around them even if they act like monster against me, but when i heal i will disappear from their life, my mother will have a mental breakdown and land into the psych ward and his donkey boyfriend will be alone without my mother, and this is how they will pay their behaviour while i was in the bring of suicide.

Remember that narcisistic abusive and psychological rapist relatives are the first ones who fall on the ground when you leave and cut ties with them. They Will cry the shit out of them in order to have even a phone call with us, but this will be up to us, if we want to forgive them.

God forgive people, I’m not god, i don’t have to forgive and i won’t forgive, this is how i’am built, they will pay, their times will come.

 

[Conky]

Does st john wort really work?

Sometimes it does and sometimes it doesn't. Remember, these OTC supplements are notorious for innaccurate labeling.

 

[Matthew01]

Guys we can't stop yet. There's still some options. A pharmacist believed me when I said I was falsely diagnosed and forcefully injected, a doctor wanted to do a metabolism test because he was wondering why the drug hasn't cleared out of my body. There are doctors out there that believe us, we just need to find them. Waiting sounds dangerous, i have a feeling we need to do something early. This entire thing we're going through sounds disturbing.we should try to find a doctor that can help us.

 

[Chanel_monster]

I really wanna die rn.

 

[iraistired]

Are you overweight? There was a study with a man with a bmi of 36 who got Invega shots for 4 months and 19 months later his blood levels were around 1.5ng/ml which is still enough to cause an effect. Ideally you want to get to 0.1ng/ml for it to be gone. Get a paliperidone blood levels test.

It is just a waiting game. Hopefully by next year you should feel better, that’s my guess and hope for you

i don’t think there’s one in my country

 

[Deleted member 588904]

Big news for those who took zyprexa and invega. I started doing the keto diet + drinking a lot of energy drinks and my hunger has been a lot easier to manage. j

 

[rawbanana]

I really wanna die rn.

Same

 

[lukeflowz]

I feel like the most important sides of myself are trapped in a coma and this vessel which is myself continues to live life anxiously, without knowing whether or not various parts of me will return.

This sucks, there has been no improvement since my last injection and doesn’t like there will be any time soon. I’m not sure what’s going to happen to me and then scares me. I hope I heal.

 

[lukeflowz]

it’s been 18 months and i took five, i’m really scared

Have you recovered at all in these past 18 months man?

 

[ilyess]

I miss being happy. Been very depressed recently. I hate these damn “medications”. My brain

U said u recovered twice how time it took u to do so?

 

[AmazingGrace7]

I strongly suggest using chatgpt to give her your dosing history and it can then give you an estimated timeline with side effects severity and d2 blockade levels, how many ng/ml, etc.

 

[Invegatorture]

U said u recovered twice how time it took u to do so?

9 months to heal from 2 injections of invega

4 months to heal from 2 months of pills

 

[anonymoususer777]

I have autism and my autistic traits seem lost after invega. I really hope i get them back if the drug wears off. What they describe as psychosis can be unique traits of autism and just like psychosis can return after invega, i hope my autistic quirks can too.

How often does psychosis return after invega?

 

[Trueart2]

They slipped at the first appointment by saying our receptors changed in expression (number of them and sensivity) but we already know that without being a researcher.

Then they realize they were about to uncover something that is better to keep hidden so they changed the narrative into weed is the cause of my sympthoms (guys i smoked weed for like 12 years and not even the strongest weed left me with 14 months of sympthoms). So this is ridiculus.

Then they realized i was not buying the “weed is the cause” bullshit and they immediately switched the narrative into negative psychosis.

So they are assuming that these injections give simil simpthoms to negative psychosis (so in a way or in another they told me that these injections damaged my brain).

They want to prescribe something for serotonine (because they now want to push the negative psychosis narrative and try to treat that by giving something for serotonine).

Honestly i don’t want to play anymore with my brain by taking nonsense shit, what do you guys think about that? @Trueart2

I have no idea what the serotonins medication will do to you. It could possibly make the situation worse, but they’re at least trying to provide you with something even if it’s a lazy copped out something to provide. The real question is what do you have to lose and how dangerous will it be to take this medicine. The damage done to us is complex and it’s increasingly doubtful that a randomly prescribed medication will be helpful. But there’s nothing to lose at this point and the next time you go in there you need to show these forums to these people as a sign of evidence that what you’re experiencing is real and isn’t some “negative psychosis”

 

[Trueart2]

I have autism and my autistic traits seem lost after invega. I really hope i get them back if the drug wears off. What they describe as psychosis can be unique traits of autism and just like psychosis can return after invega, i hope my autistic quirks can too.

How often does psychosis return after invega?

My psychiatrist said everyone who’s fallen into psychosis once, fell into it again without taking an antipsychotic. Google estimates 80% of people who have psychosis once will experience a second experience of it

 

[anonymoususer777]

My psychiatrist said everyone who’s fallen into psychosis once, fell into it again without taking an antipsychotic. Google estimates 80% of people who have psychosis once will experience a second experience of it

I wonder if psychosis can come back after invega, than the other personality traits that are lost after invega can too.

 

[anonymoususer777]

Psychiatry is pseudoscience...it is bullshit

 

[lukeflowz]

Psychiatry is pseudoscience...it is bullshit

The fact you are feeling agitated are in my view early signs of healing and withdrawal symptoms manifested. I think some positive change is coming your way by month 5 perhaps. You used to do long distance running, start small and ease into it coming month five. Good things are coming your way.

 

[Deleted member 592081]

My psychiatrist said everyone who’s fallen into psychosis once, fell into it again without taking an antipsychotic. Google estimates 80% of people who have psychosis once will experience a second experience of it

I somewhat agree to it. It already happened to invegatorture and I although mine wasnt caused m substances, it was caused by an antidepressant and it was a 2 month long psychotic episode

 

[lukeflowz]

I can’t wait till @rawbanana recovers. This will inspire everyone to keep going forward. A message to all people struggling , be vocal and stay on this forums even if you recover as many of us in the early stages of recovery need hope. We might not know each other, but we all share a bond- suffering from invega. Although it feels impossible, we have to force activity in. Grooming , showering, walking , cleaning. We have to find at least one activity to pass the time. Mines reading and watching netflix, as this is a waiting game for the most part. Buckle up because this wait can last up to two years for some. If you have gained wait from invega, attempt to lose it as invega may bind to fat.

I know what I said above, when your dopamine D2 receptors are blocked makes things all that much harder-as this drug blocks our motivation and pleasure response from completing tasks, but we have to find a way to do it. Eventually, this drug will wear off but that’s possibly the start of our recovery, as our and serotonin receptors have to be restored and this may require an additional six to 12 months. This shit sucks , but we can still try our best and hope that on the other side we see some light.