Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

[twinpeaks123]

i listed them before but i'll do it one more time.
bad anhedonia, flattened emotions, sexual dysfunction, akathisia (tried propranolol didn't work), waking up every two or three hours (my sleep was so bad), severe weight loss, shakiness, hair falling out, intense leg pains, globus sensation, intense anxiety, constant nausea, heart palpitations and muscle tremors.

what was the 5-6 month mark like for you?

 

[Deleted member 592205]

These kids are kicking my ass

What do you mean?

 

[InvegaAnon]

Something about the timing of this music video and the song gives me frission/those music chills and maybe it will trigger it in someone for the first time since invega here. I keep feeling frission more and more strongly. It's almost normal, but I don't feel it on the left side of my head and left arm/upper torso.

 

[Matthew01]

Something about the timing of this music video and the song gives me frission/those music chills and maybe it will trigger it in someone for the first time since invega here. I keep feeling frission more and more strongly. It's almost normal, but I don't feel it on the left side of my head and left arm/upper torso.

I almost have no reaction to music,it's insane

 

[Deleted member 592205]

I almost have no reaction to music,it's insane

 

[Deleted member 592205]

Close your eyes and think about your old self, yourself before these injections, be with him for 1 minute..

 

[Matthew01]

Close your eyes and think about your old self, yourself before these injections, be with him for 1 minute..

That can't work. My old self is gone. I can BARELY feel any emotion or think. My head hurts.

 

[InvegaAnon]

I almost have no reaction to music,it's insane

Been there, it comes back.

 

[Matthew01]

Been there, it comes back.

This shit messed me up. I remember when My mouth was open a lot and I was constantly drooling. My arm was also stiff. The terrible doctors who did this to me is going straight to hell

 

[anonymoususer777]

I almost have no reaction to music,it's insane

I have reaction to music now but it is extremely painful. The happy feeling created by music is gone.

 

[Invegatorture]

@paranoid android , @Invegatorture , and @silenthill ..what were the first signs of recovery for you?

I noticed a discussion between @paranoid android and @Invegatorture that returning sexual function was the first sign of recovery they noticed. Is that true?

For invega my first signs of recovery I think were I felt lighter in my body, more energy and a clearer head. That's what i'm experiencing now almost 3 months off abilify. Took 6 months with invega.

 

[lukeflowz]

I have reaction to music now but it is extremely painful. The happy feeling created by music is gone.

I have that painful reaction to music also.

 

[lukeflowz]

I completely understand why Brokenself did what he did. I’m so close myself there is no escape because none of my previous hobbies distract myself anymore. I have this constant pressure in my head 24/7. I don’t know if I’m going to make it guys.

 

[InvegaInferno]

@InvegaInferno how are you doing? Any improvements?

No, besides the windows nothing much.

 

[InvegaInferno]

I completely understand why Brokenself did what he did. I’m so close myself there is no escape because none of my previous hobbies distract myself anymore. I have this constant pressure in my head 24/7. I don’t know if I’m going to make it guys.

I don't have anything to say except hold on, even though I'm struggling with that myself.

 

[InvegaAnon]

I don't have anything to say except hold on, even though I'm struggling with that myself.

I love that you have a big collection of recovery stories for everyone to read. That's the kind of help this community needs, thank you for being here.

 

[anonymoususer777]

I completely understand why Brokenself did what he did. I’m so close myself there is no escape because none of my previous hobbies distract myself anymore. I have this constant pressure in my head 24/7. I don’t know if I’m going to make it guys.

I am there myself but considering the recovery stories, hold on.

 

[lukeflowz]

Thanks for the encouraging words @anonymous973 and @InvegaInferno

This is the hardest thing I’ve gone through and I’m not sure if I’ll make it. I can’t believe I’m 3.5 months in and I feel the exact same.

 

[twinpeaks123]

Thanks for the encouraging words @anonymous973 and @InvegaInferno

This is the hardest thing I’ve gone through and I’m not sure if I’ll make it. I can’t believe I’m 3.5 months in and I feel the exact same.

One month in and it’s difficult for me as well, I am trying to look forward to recovery

 

[lostsoulowen]

I completely understand why Brokenself did what he did. I’m so close myself there is no escape because none of my previous hobbies distract myself anymore. I have this constant pressure in my head 24/7. I don’t know if I’m going to make it guys.

Hardd //::