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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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I'm 4 Months off last injection. Its hard really hard, today i tried walking alot going to new city to try to shake things up. I just want this to end already and to be recoverd.
 
anyone here have experiences with invega/zyprexa and not being able to sleep for an extended period of time? As in you will sleep for 4 hours and then wake up consistently?
 
Figuring out to live while in this condition is hard, as everything I used to enjoy no longer brings me satisfaction. I understand how people see only suicide in the option, as I’m just one step from there myself. It’s currently painful to be awake and there is no cure, no escape and no way to know if you’re ever going to get better. It’s only been two and a half months and I can’t see any sign that my suffering will reduce.

Please guys tell me who have exceeded the fourth month mark, is there any sign of improvement. @Invegatorture,
I know the reason you made that name, as one feels a constant pressure hence they can’t relax at all- leaving them with a feeling of being tortured. I was motivated the first month coming off the injections as I thought I’d see some changes soon, but coming into the third month, I still feel the same.
Heck I’d be happy with a partial recovery at this point as I’m that bad.


I’m sorry to be negative, I’m just struggling here.
 
invega011024 said:
anyone here have experiences with invega/zyprexa and not being able to sleep for an extended period of time? As in you will sleep for 4 hours and then wake up consistently?
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I had that insomnia when I first got Invega. I couldn’t sleep for more than 4 hours at night, I also had nightmares. Eventually, it fixed itself and I was able to return to 8 hours of sleep
 
mona21 said:
Is there any hope for recovery from the sexual dysfunction as a female? This is the worst symptom I have and makes me feel so disabled. I could still deal with the anhedonia but the sexual dysfunction makes me wanna suicide right away. @InvegaAnon do you know of other females who recovered from having sexual dysfunction? And how is your recovery coming up?
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I got PSSD on top of invega side effects and I'm very nearly recovered. Sensitivity could be a lot better, libido has been satisfactory but not normal yet. I don't mind if I'm missing some of that as long as sex feels good and I can have it on demand. I'm confident I'll recover, most people who show some recovery in PSSD recover completely or almost so. I no longer feel suicidal over my remaining sexual dysfunction. Sensation is often the last thing to recover and it has started to recover for me.

As for anything else, well, I have been playing my favorite video game, watching new TV shows and I'm getting really into them, and I'm crying about this stupid cute song right now.
 
I just Lost What i had left of my barely minimum sexual function, i don’t masturbate anymore since maybe 7 days or so and i came to realize that mi penis is almost white-likely (it’s not because i dint shower) because i take 1-3 warm baths everyday due to my back pain.

Yeah i just came to look at my penis and it’s like if it’s dying, it’s white and not more skin colour like it was normally, idk what this mean? Sensivity it’s also very very low..
 
lukeflowz said:
Figuring out to live while in this condition is hard, as everything I used to enjoy no longer brings me satisfaction. I understand how people see only suicide in the option, as I’m just one step from there myself. It’s currently painful to be awake and there is no cure, no escape and no way to know if you’re ever going to get better. It’s only been two and a half months and I can’t see any sign that my suffering will reduce.

Please guys tell me who have exceeded the fourth month mark, is there any sign of improvement. @Invegatorture,
I know the reason you made that name, as one feels a constant pressure hence they can’t relax at all- leaving them with a feeling of being tortured. I was motivated the first month coming off the injections as I thought I’d see some changes soon, but coming into the third month, I still feel the same.
Heck I’d be happy with a partial recovery at this point as I’m that bad.


I’m sorry to be negative, I’m just struggling here.
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I'm 4 Months and i still feel the same. I can only smile or feel joy very briefly, like I can joke or have a short laugh. But everything else feel the same. It's so hard i wish it was over already.
 
Encouraging people to buy BO7 me and @Invegatorture gonna play with each other. It’ll be nice to include as many people as possible from this particular section on this site. Were important pieces of our own internal community’s right now as we all reclaim ourselves from the depths of Invega hell
 
invega011024 said:
Did you ever take zyprexa/olanzapine?
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I believe I got forced to take zyprexa while in the hospital(looney bin). But I don’t remember exactly what I was taking as I was being fed multiple antipsychotics a day so I couldn’t say which antipsychotic made me feel a certain way, don’t have a strong opinion on it
 
rawbanana said:
I’m watching nurse jackie it’s ok. I’ve been playing genshin impact… trying to distract myself but it’s not enough. I don’t even recognize myself anymore. How can I recover from this? It doesn’t seem possible at all….
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Add me on Genshin, I lost my AR 42 account and started a brand new one a couple weeks ago I’m AR 22/23
 
I am grateful for people like @Invegatorture , @paranoid android ,and @demileigh who give us some hope on this forum. I wish more people who recovered would come here to encourage us to keep moving. Seeing comments from people like @RisperdalConsta50mg and few others only makes us more anxious and suicidal. I wish he didnot make comments like " i think the brain cannot heal this kind of damage, blocking 80% dopamine, 80% serotonine, alfa 1, alfa 2, GABA, norandrenaline it’s a “non-turning point"... unless there is proven scientific basis to it.

Please somehow reach out to people who recovered to come here and give us some hope.
 
Do you want false hope and fairytales just to feel a little better? You won’t get that from me.

You want I share you my experience combined to pharmacocinetics of these injections? I will do that.

I just said my own opinion about recovery, i don’t want to push anyone into suicide but the direction where i’am going is that one, i hope you recover because i’am not recovering..
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Do you want false hope and fairytales just to feel a little better? You won’t get that from me.

You want I share you my experience combined to pharmacocinetics of these injections? I will do that.

I just said my own opinion about recovery, i don’t want to push anyone into suicide but the direction where i’am going is that one, i hope you recover because i’am not recovering..
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I developed tinnitus after 13 months, completely sexual disfunction after 15.5 months and now i’am about to reach 16 months. I got zero improvements and every other effects and sympthoms is there like day 1 After the injection.

Sorry if i’am honest and i only share the truth and my own experience, but I have the right to be honest and to share my experience.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
I developed tinnitus after 13 months, completely sexual disfunction after 15.5 months and now i’am about to reach 16 months. I got zero improvements and every other effects and sympthoms is there like day 1 After the injection.

Sorry if i’am honest and i only share the truth and my own experience, but I have the right to be honest and to share my experience.
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But this is up to you, what do you want? The truth or false hope? My experience or fairytales? I don’t want false hope i just want the truth, this is how i’am, but if you need just some hope to hang in and don’t give up this is another story, we are here also because of that, i’am not that one who will share hope at this Moment because i’am the one who need that the most, like some others there as @rawbanana
 
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