I just remembered when I was in hospital my cousin bought me a switch and the game immortals fenix rising.
I thought it was his way of getting me to understand which God I was in the Greek mythology. I thought certain members of my family were all aware I was a god and so were they. But that everyone was sworn to secrecy from discussing the fact that we were gods.
In case the USA came and captured me for experiments
I also thought I was part of the knights templar and the people in the hospital around me all represented parts of my personality. Everyone I interacted with was there to show me the path.
Holy fuck, it was magical in a way. Until my delusions totally shattered due to invega and I came crashing down to earth and have evry peace of my soul crushed under the weight of it all
Don't need to call all the experience you had during psychosis to be delusions...
Those have symbolic meanings and the way it shows you path is real but not in the way it shows truth but leading you to the path that you need to go.
Nature is very conscious and the things you experienced are also experienced by me non stop even now.
But I explain this to people around me how to see it.
My brother started seeing something just after I got this alien hand syndrome and my girl friend also started seeing weird phenomenon these days.
All people, animals, objects, youtube anything that's around me suggest the path we need to go if only you can read the symbolic meanings behind it.
Everything moves with connection, people are also moving and speaking with unconscious mind without realising they are controlled by such collective mind.
I got conscious about this phenomenon and what this thing does is leading to simpleness or death, no material possession to show you the real path that you need to be following.
But blindly following such suggestions is its test making you puppet. What you need to do is following your own will, knowing that there is unconscious mind that's leading the destiny.
When you become conscious about this, people around me also realise that there is something that trancend physics.
Look at what's left after all this.
The path that's left for you.
I can clearly see nature is inviting me to join showing this simplest and non fearful path that's guided by our own nature.
Look at what's left.
Don't look at what's lost. Comtemplate that all the things we lost are indeed fake.
Fake power, fake love.
What lead you to this situation is same as mine.
It is leading us to invisibility in this world.
I know it sounds crazy but being able to become crazy is bliss while you are also sane.
It is important to stay crazy but while following all the rules and culture of your surroundings.
We can see so much more and communicating with nature but conveying it with such ordinary human language like empty vessel.
