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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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IOSIP said:
Nah respect that. I've had intrusive thoughts as well. Can understand.
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I'm queer so my queer thoughts are wanted, so it's different for me. Mine were about anything and anyone I'm not supposed to have sex with and people I'm not attracted to, like a fat, middle aged male professor I had a lot of respect for who is married. Definitely not my type but my brain was like "WHAT IF YOU SUCKED HIS DICK RIGHT NOW??? WOULDNT THAT BE BAD????"

Gay people experience straight intrusive thoughts, on the reverse!
 
InvegaAnon said:
I'm queer so my queer thoughts are wanted, so it's different for me. Mine were about anything and anyone I'm not supposed to have sex with and people I'm not attracted to, like a fat, middle aged male professor I had a lot of respect for who is married. Definitely not my type but my brain was like "WHAT IF YOU SUCKED HIS DICK RIGHT NOW??? WOULDNT THAT BE BAD????"

Gay people experience straight intrusive thoughts, on the reverse!
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Yeah nah respect i here that. I think every human being on earth gets some shit like this brains are fucked.
 
I recovered completely in the sense of side effects but still there is many homeworks to do.

I need to figure out what to do with my life hahahahahaha

I don't want to stay low life forever so I need to try something new which I never tried before.
 
Does anyone often find themselves wanting to google the solution to there invega problems. But then realise they've already doom scrolled the internet and read just about everything there is to be read already?

I often think there must be an answer on when I will feel like myself again.
 
IOSIP said:
Does anyone often find themselves wanting to google the solution to there invega problems. But then realise they've already doom scrolled the internet and read just about everything there is to be read already?

I often think there must be an answer on when I will feel like myself again.
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The injections make you think you're a goner, but it's not true. I thought I was a goner too, but that's not the case.
 
Been off for 1 month. I felt horny for the first time since taking the medicine. Really good orgasm. Probably medium compared to how I used to be, but intense compared to post invega.

Hopefully this is a sign of my sex drive starting to come back. It's still a long way from home though.

One thing, when I was on the shot I got a prolactin and free testosterone test. I'm going to make a post when I get another test after being off to see how they compare. I may get them periodically and update you guys.

My testosterone levels on the test I had on invega were very low, the level of a 60 year old man. And prolactin levels were off the charts.
 
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Would anybody like to collaborate on putting together a guide? Call it Life Post Invega. I plan to gather information from myself, this forum and any available articles online and put together a guide detailing what happened to their brain and body and what to do about each specific issue and offer stories, advice, and hope. Anybody game?
 
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DontJump said:
Would anybody like to collaborate on putting together a guide? Call it Life Post Invega. I plan to gather information from myself, this forum and any available articles online and put together a guide detailing what happened to their brain and body and what to do about each specific issue and offer stories, advice, and hope. Anybody game?
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You could call it. Invega: the try not to kill yourself challenge. Man im over this shit. Feel like my soul is missing.
 
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DontJump said:
Would anybody like to collaborate on putting together a guide? Call it Life Post Invega. I plan to gather information from myself, this forum and any available articles online and put together a guide detailing what happened to their brain and body and what to do about each specific issue and offer stories, advice, and hope. Anybody game?
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Yeah, I could even make illustrations. Make sure it's hopeful and sticks to the facts.
 
iraistired said:
someone tell me i will recover im so pissed and tired
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You will. I was in these threads 5 years ago, and everyone here is a new face at this point. Meaning they all recovered and moved on with their lives. Just because the poison half life has gone out of your body sadly doesn't mean your mind recovers so fast.. Losing all your emotions, feelings, thoughts, inner monologue, imagination, will, drive, words. It takes time to recover, depending on how much and how long you were on that stuff.
 
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InvegaAnon said:
Yeah, I could even make illustrations. Make sure it's hopeful and sticks to the facts.
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Yeah fact based and definitely hopeful. But also hard facts. The point being to compile what we have all found out that you can't really find on an official websites. Also include Remedies and strategies. Illustrations would be cool. I'm thinking of it being a short ebook. Do you have any illustrations you would like to share?
 
I just wanted to say thanks to all the people on this forum that are supportive . Shout out to.

@wbga
@TonyTonyChopper
@maryjaneforever
@destroylonely
@stolensoul
@InvegaAnon

All you guys make this place a little community of like minded people just trying to get on with life post invega. I've had some really hard times and just wanted to sau thank you for all your support 🙏 over the last few months. Here's hoping we all get better.
 
guys somene tell me they understand this
also thank u to everyone who told me i will recover
my vibes came back and stuff but then went away due to shame will they come back
 
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