It's really not so bad now. I have emotions, I just don't feel as deeply as before and things feel less meaningful. I'm slow to anger, which is unlike me. I feel love and I feel happy sometimes. I'm still getting better.
Did you get the job you interviewed for?
Short form videos will rot your brain dude. Are you interested in any subjects like history, science, arts and entertainment and philosophy? I have some youtube recs for longform videos, that's the stuff I like to watch and I can give specific channels for that stuff, I like learning about stuff. Markiplier, Watcher, and Good Mythical Morning are good to sit back with when I feel lazy and there's nothing to watch.
I don't know yet. I'll know in the next two weeks.
My anhedonia is so bad I can't do long form content. Like I couldn't give a fuck about anything I'm watching to be honest. Just passing time at this point.
Finger crossed for you.
Invega already did a great job at rotting my brain.
I'm also subscribed to a lot of cooking stuff too lol. This lady is adorable and has tons of easy to watch videos.
My life was already a disaster before this. I think you'll be okay. You will have a down year, which happens to a lot of people.
You gotta write the whole year off as a nothing year. You will do nothing. You will feel nothing. Don’t stress about the future just yet. Wait until you get your brain back.
Fuck me dead. I wish it weren't so. But your probably right. What a fucking disaster.
This is currently my life.
If Australia had guns in might not be herr right now. I wish there was an offer switch we could hard re set like on a phone except it just killed us quietly without pain. I never realised how hard it would be to commit suicide. I'm baffled by the people thay have the courage to do it and succeed. Like for the life of me as much as I've been praying for death I just can't seem to work up the courage to do anything g about it.
THere is no grinding for me anymore.
I’m in aus. We do have guns here. Just gotta know where to get them u know.