Really scary part is that people don't understand this.
I desperately wish to explain to them how I feel not myself and for anyone to understand but they cannot understand and I can't find the words to express myself.
Weed will have an effect again in time
Oh it had an effect today of sending me into complete panic. I'll never use it again at this rate. I'm fucked. I just want my gaba drugs lyrcia and baclofen I've been using them for 10 fucking years.
Find a new psych then
It's because I got PSSD on top of Invega. I'm still getting better. I have to quit smoking weed, it's slowing me down. It can take more than a year under normal conditions as well.
Getting high for me feels almost the same, just less trippy. I'm getting the emotional aspects back. I really need to quit, but at least I know it works again.
I got into trouble with the law from my psychosis. I went psychotic on july 2023 and kicked a grocery store window and broke it which led to a minor charge but to get it fully withdrawn I had to take invega shots and in feb 2024 it got fully withdrawn and thats when i stopped my injection. Had I not broken that window I would not have been forced on 8 additional shots but it happened all i can do now is move on.
It's fucking inhumane to force people onto this shit. For fuck sake who the hell really needs that many rucking injections? Like seriously i feel sorry for you.
I did it to myself, prior to 2023 I was perfectly normal healthy no mental illness whatso ever, perfect grades no trouble with the law . My parents raised me strictly and told me to never touch drugs yet I went against them and what my faith teaches and got addicted to marijuana vape pens which led to 3 psychotic episodes. I didn't learn from the first 2 psychotic episodes and only on the 3rd one is when I broke the window and led to 8 additional injections. I did all of this to myself and funny part is had i stuck to flower and not the vape pens, I wouldnt have gotten psychosis. Shame but I will probably heal in another 6-18 months considering how many injections I had.
I just don't think it's humane. The risk of serious side effects is so high and they want to make you take it for a year. That's fucking torture.
Lol never heard that before, what do you mean flutters
Yes I was today years old when I heard of vagina flutters
When I was normal, it would twitch all the time. This happens sometimes to everyone who has one, but I think I had mild PGAD or a pelvic floor issue. It was annoying but it was normal for me.